Lydgate was really better worth
knowing than any one else in
the
neighborhood, and he happened to have a wife who was musical
and
altogether worth
calling upon. Here was the whole history
of the situation in which Diana had descended too
unexpectedly on
her worshipper. It was mortifying. Will was
conscious that he should
not have been at Middlemarch but for Dorothea; and yet his position
there was threatening to divide him from her with those barriers
of
habitualsentiment which are more fatal to the persistence
of
mutual interest than all the distance between Rome and Britain.
Prejudices about rank and
status were easy enough to defy in the
form of a tyrannical letter from Mr. Casaubon; but prejudices,
like odorous bodies, have a double
existence both solid and subtle--
solid as the pyramids, subtle as the twentieth echo of an echo,
or as the memory of hyacinths which once scented the darkness.
And Will was of a
temperament to feel
keenly the presence
of subtleties: a man of clumsier perceptions would not have felt,
as he did, that for the first time some sense of unfitness
in perfect freedom with him had
sprung up in Dorothea's mind,
and that their silence, as he conducted her to the carriage,
had had a chill in it. Perhaps Casaubon, in his
hatred and
jealousy,
had been insisting to Dorothea that Will had slid below her socially.
Confound Casaubon!
Will re-entered the drawing-room, took up his hat, and looking
irritated as he
advanced towards Mrs. Lydgate, who had seated
herself at her work-table, said--
"It is always fatal to have music or
poetry interrupted. May I
come another day and just finish about the rendering of `Lungi dal
caro bene'?"
"I shall be happy to be taught," said Rosamond. "But I am sure
you admit that the
interruption was a very beautiful one. I quite
envy your
acquaintance with Mrs. Casaubon. Is she very clever?
She looks as if she were."
"Really, I never thought about it," said Will, sulkily.
"That is just the answer Tertius gave me, when I first asked him
if she were handsome. What is it that you gentlemen are thinking
of when you are with Mrs. Casaubon?"
"Herself," said Will, not indisposed to
provoke the charming
Mrs. Lydgate. "When one sees a perfect woman, one never thinks
of her attributes--one is
conscious of her presence."
"I shall be
jealous when Tertius goes to Lowick," said Rosamond,
dimpling, and
speaking with aery lightness. "He will come back
and think nothing of me."
"That does not seem to have been the effect on Lydgate hitherto.
Mrs. Casaubon is too
unlike other women for them to be compared
with her."
"You are a
devout worshipper, I
perceive. You often see her,
I suppose."
"No," said Will, almost pettishly. "Worship is usually a matter
of theory rather than of practice. But I am practising it to excess
just at this moment--I must really tear myself away.
"Pray come again some evening: Mr. Lydgate will like to hear
the music, and I cannot enjoy it so well without him."
When her husband was at home again, Rosamond said,
standing in
front of him and
holding his coat-collar with both her hands,
"Mr. Ladislaw was here singing with me when Mrs. Casaubon came in.
He seemed vexed. Do you think he disliked her
seeing him at our house?
Surely your position is more than equal to his--whatever may be his
relation to the Casaubons."
"No, no; it must be something else if he were really vexed,
Ladislaw is a sort of gypsy; he thinks nothing of leather and prunella."
"Music apart, he is not always very
agreeable. Do you like him?"
"Yes: I think he is a good fellow: rather
miscellaneous and
bric-a-brac, but likable."
"Do you know, I think he adores Mrs. Casaubon."
"Poor devil!" said Lydgate, smiling and pinching his wife's ears.
Rosamond felt herself
beginning to know a great deal of the world,
especially in discovering what when she was in her
unmarried girlhood
had been inconceivable to her except as a dim
tragedy in by-gone costumes--
that women, even after marriage, might make conquests and enslave men.
At that time young ladies in the country, even when educated at
Mrs. Lemon's, read little French
literature later than Racine,
and public prints had not cast their present
magnificent illumination
over the scandals of life. Still,
vanity, with a woman's whole
mind and day to work in, can
construct abundantly on slight hints,
especially on such a hint as the
possibility of
indefinite conquests.
How
delightful to make captives from the
throne of marriage with a
husband as crown-prince by your side--himself in fact a subject--
while the captives look up forever
hopeless, losing their rest probably,
and if their
appetite too, so much the better! But Rosamond's romance
turned at present
chiefly on her crown-prince, and it was enough
to enjoy his
assured subjection. When he said, "Poor devil I"
she asked, with
playful curiosity--
"Why so?"
"Why, what can a man do when he takes to adoring one of you mermaids?
He only
neglects his work and runs up bills."
"I am sure you do not
neglect your work. You are always at the Hospital,
or
seeing poor patients, or thinking about some doctor's quarrel;
and then at home you always want to pore over your microscope
and phials. Confess you like those things better than me."
"Haven't you
ambition enough to wish that your husband should
be something better than a Middlemarch doctor?" said Lydgate,
letting his hands fall on to his wife's shoulders, and looking
at her with
affectionategravity. "I shall make you learn
my favorite bit from an old poet--
`Why should our pride make such a stir to be
And be forgot? What good is like to this,
To do
worthy the
writing, and to write
Worthy the
reading and the worlds delight?'
What I want, Rosy, is to do
worthy the
writing,--and to write out
myself what I have done. A man must work, to do that, my pet."
"Of course, I wish you to make discoveries: no one could more wish
you to
attain a high position in some better place than Middlemarch.
You cannot say that I have ever tried to
hinder you from working.
But we cannot live like hermits. You are not discontented
with me, Tertius?"
"No, dear, no. I am too entirely contented."
"But what did Mrs. Casaubon want to say to you?"
"Merely to ask about her husband's health. But I think she is
going to be splendid to our New Hospital: I think she will give
us two hundred a-year."
CHAPTER XLIV.
I would not creep along the coast but steer
Out in mid-sea, by
guidance of the stars.
When Dorothea, walking round the laurel-planted plots of the New
Hospital with Lydgate, had
learned from him that there were no signs
of change in Mr. Casaubon's
bodily condition beyond the mental
sign of
anxiety to know the truth about his
illness, she was
silent for a few moments, wondering whether she had said or done
anything to rouse this new
anxiety. Lydgate, not
willing to let
slip an opportunity of furthering a favorite purpose, ventured to say--
"I don't know whether your or Mr.--Casaubon's attention has been drawn
to the needs of our New Hospital. Circumstances have made it seem
rather egotistic in me to urge the subject; but that is not my fault:
it is because there is a fight being made against it by the other
medical men. I think you are generally interested in such things,
for I remember that when I first had the pleasure of
seeing you
at Tipton Grange before your marriage, you were asking me some
questions about the way in which the health of the poor was affected
by their
miserable housing."
"Yes, indeed," said Dorothea, brightening. "I shall be quite
grateful to you if you will tell me how I can help to make things
a little better. Everything of that sort has slipped away from me