hands, white as those of a woman, were
remarkably handsome. The habit
of
meditation had taught him to droop his head like a
fragile flower,
and the attitude was in keeping with his person; it was like the last
grace that a great artist touches into a
portrait to bring out its
latent thought. Etienne's head was that of a
delicate girl placed upon
the weakly and deformed body of a man.
Poesy, the rich
meditations of which make us roam like botanists
through the vast fields of thought, the
fruitfulcomparison of human
ideas, the
enthusiasm given by a clear
conception of works of
genius,
came to be the inexhaustible and
tranquil joys of the young man's
solitary and
dreamy life. Flowers, ravishing creatures whose destiny
resembled his own, were his loves. Happy to see in her son the
innocent
passions which took the place of the rough
contact with
social life which he never could have borne, the
duchess encouraged
Etienne's tastes; she brought him Spanish "romanceros," Italian
"motets," books, sonnets, poems. The library of Cardinal d'Herouville
came into Etienne's possession, the use of which filled his life.
These
readings, which his
fragile health
forbade him to continue for
many hours at a time, and his rambles among the rocks of his domain,
were interspersed with naive
meditations which kept him
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motionless for
hours together before his smiling flowers--those sweet companions!--or
crouching in a niche of the rocks before some
species of algae, a
moss, a
seaweed, studying their mysteries; seeking perhaps a
rhythm in
their
fragrant depths, like a bee its honey. He often admired, without
purpose, and without explaining his pleasure to himself, the slender
lines on the petals of dark flowers, the
delicacy of their rich tunics
of gold or
purple, green or azure, the fringes, so profusely
beautiful, of their calyxes or leaves, their ivory or
velvet textures.
Later, a thinker as well as a poet, he would
detect the reason of
these
innumerable differences in a single nature, by discovering the
indication of unknown faculties; for from day to day he made progress
in the
interpretation of the Divine Word
writing upon all things here
below.
These
constant and secret researches into matters occult gave to
Etienne's life the
apparent somnolence of meditative
genius. He would
spend long days lying upon the shore, happy, a poet, all-unconscious
of the fact. The sudden irruption of a gilded
insect, the shimmering
of the sun upon the ocean, the
tremulousmotion of the vast and limpid
mirror of the waters, a shell, a crab, all was event and pleasure to
that ingenuous young soul. And then to see his mother coming towards
him, to hear from afar the
rustle of her gown, to await her, to kiss
her, to talk to her, to listen to her gave him such keen e
motions that
often a slight delay, a
trifling fear would throw him into a violent
fever. In him there was
nought but soul, and in order that the weak,
debilitated body should not be destroyed by the keen e
motions of that
soul, Etienne needed silence, caresses, peace in the
landscape, and
the love of a woman. For the time being, his mother gave him the love
and the caresses; flowers and books entranced his
solitude; his little
kingdom of sand and shells, algae and verdure seemed to him a
universe, ever fresh and new.
Etienne imbibed all the benefits of this
physical and absolutely
innocent life, this
mental and moral life so poetically
extended. A
child by form, a man in mind, he was
equallyangelic under either
aspect. By his mother's influence his studies had removed his e
motions
to the region of ideas. The action of his life took place,
therefore,
in the moral world, far from the social world which would either have
killed him or made him suffer. He lived by his soul and by his
intellect. Laying hold of human thought by
reading, he rose to
thoughts that stirred in matter; he felt the thoughts of the air, he
read the thoughts on the skies. Early he mounted that
ethereal summit
where alone he found the
delicatenourishment that his soul needed;
intoxicating food! which predestined him to sorrow
whenever to these
accumulated treasures should be added the
riches of a
passion rising
suddenly in his heart.
If, at times, Jeanne de Saint-Savin dreaded that coming storm, he
consoled herself with a thought which the
otherwise sad
vocation of
her son put into her mind,--for the poor mother found no
remedy for
his sorrows except some
lesser sorrow.
"He will be a
cardinal," she thought; "he will live in the sentiment
of Art, of which he will make himself the
protector. He will love Art
instead of
loving a woman, and Art will not
betray him."
The pleasures of this tender motherhood were
incessantly held in check
by sad
reflections, born of the strange position in which Etienne was
placed. The brothers had passed the adolescent age without knowing
each other, without so much as even suspecting their rival
existence.
The
duchess had long hoped for an opportunity, during the
absence of
her husband, to bind the two brothers to each other in some solemn
scene by which she might enfold them both in her love. This hope, long
cherished, had now faded. Far from wishing to bring about an
intercourse between the brothers, she feared an
encounter between
them, even more than between the father and son. Maximilien, who
believed in evil only, might have feared that Etienne would some day
claim his rights, and, so fearing, might have flung him into the sea
with a stone around his neck. No son had ever less respect for a
mother than he. As soon as he could reason he had seen the low esteem
in which the duke held his wife. If the old man still retained some
forms of
decency in his manners to the
duchess, Maximilien,
unrestrained by his father, caused his mother many a grief.
Consequently, Bertrand was
incessantly on the watch to prevent
Maximilien from
seeing Etienne, whose
existence was carefully
concealed. All the attendants of the castle
cordially hated the
Marquis de Saint-Sever (the name and title borne by the younger
brother), and those who knew of the
existence of the elder looked upon
him as an avenger whom God was
holding in reserve.
Etienne's future was
thereforedoubtful; he might even be persecuted
by his own brother! The poor
duchess had no relations to whom she
could
confide the life and interests of her cherished child. Would he
not blame her when in his
violet robes he longed to be a father as she
had been a mother? These thoughts, and her
melancholy life so full of
secret sorrows were like a
mortalillness kept at bay for a time by
remedies. Her heart needed the wisest
management, and those about her
were
cruelly inexpert in
gentleness. What mother's heart would not
have been torn at the sight of her
eldest son, a man of mind and soul
in whom a noble
genius made itself felt, deprived of his rights, while
the younger, hard and
brutal, without
talent, even military
talent,
was chosen to wear the ducal
coronet and perpetuate the family? The
house of Herouville was discarding its own glory. Incapable of anger
the gentle Jeanne de Saint-Savin could only bless and weep, but often
she raised her eyes to heaven, asking it to
account for this singular
doom. Those eyes filled with tears when she thought that at her death
her cherished child would be
wholly orphaned and left exposed to the
brutalities of a brother without faith or conscience.
Such e
motions repressed, a first love unforgotten, so many sorrows
ignored and
hidden within her,--for she kept her keenest sufferings
from her cherished child,--her joys embittered, her griefs unrelieved,
all these shocks had weakened the springs of life and were developing
in her
system a slow
consumption which day by day was gathering
greater force. A last blow hastened it. She tried to warn the duke as
to the results of Maximilien's education, and was repulsed; she saw
that she could give no
remedy to the
shocking seeds which were
germinating in the soul of her second child. From this moment began a
period of decline which soon became so
visible as to bring about the
appointment of Beauvouloir to the post of
physician to the house of
Herouville and the government of Normandy.
The former bonesetter came to live at the castle. In those days such
posts belonged to
learned men, who thus gained a living and the
leisure necessary for a studious life and the
accomplishment of
scientific work. Beauvouloir had for some time desired the situation,
because his knowledge and his fortune had won him numerous bitter
enemies. In spite of the
protection of a great family to whom he had
done great services, he had recently been implicated in a criminal
case, and the
intervention of the Governor of Normandy, obtained by
the
duchess, had alone saved him from being brought to trial. The duke
had no reason to
repent this
protection given to the old bonesetter.
Beauvouloir saved the life of the Marquis de Saint-Sever in so
dangerous an
illness that any other
physician would have failed in
doing so. But the wounds of the
duchess were too deep-seated and dated
too far back to be cured, especially as they were
constantly kept open
in her home. When her sufferings warned this angel of many sorrows
that her end was approaching, death was hastened by the gloomy
apprehensions that filled her mind as to the future.
"What will become of my poor child without me?" was a thought renewed
every hour like a bitter tide.