On the great bed, where happiness never came, he looked for his
beloved, and scarcely found her, so emaciated was she. White as her
own laces, with scarcely a
breath left, she gathered up all her
strength to clasp Etienne's hand, and to give him her whole soul, as
heretofore, in a look. Chaverny had
bequeathed to her all his life in
a last
farewell. Beauvouloir and Bertrand, the mother and the sleeping
duke were all once more assembled. Same place, same scene, same
actors! but this was funereal grief in place of the joys of
motherhood; the night of death instead of the dawn of life. At that
moment the storm, threatened by the
melancholy moaning of the sea
since
sundown, suddenly burst forth.
"Dear flower of my life!" said the mother, kissing her son. "You were
taken from my bosom in the midst of a
tempest, and in a
tempest I am
taken from you. Between these storms all life has been stormy to me,
except the hours I have spent with you. This is my last joy, mingled
with my last pangs. Adieu, my only love! adieu, dear image of two
souls that will soon be reunited! Adieu, my only joy--pure joy! adieu,
my own beloved!"
"Let me follow thee!" cried Etienne.
"It would be your better fate!" she said, two tears rolling down her
livid cheeks; for, as in former days, her eyes seemed to read the
future. "Did any one see him?" she asked of the two men.
At this
instant the duke turned in his bed; they all trembled.
"Even my last joy is mingled with pain," murmured the
duchess. "Take
him away! take him away!"
"Mother, I would rather see you a moment longer and die!" said the
poor lad, as he fainted by her side.
At a sign from the
duchess, Bertrand took Etienne in his arms, and,
showing him for the last time to his mother, who kissed him with a
last look, he turned to carry him away, awaiting the final order of
the dying mother.
"Love him well!" she said to the
physician and Bertrand; "he has no
protectors but you and Heaven."
Prompted by an
instinct which never misleads a mother, she had felt
the pity of the old retainer for the
eldest son of a house, for which
his veneration was only
comparable to that of the Jews for their Holy
City, Jerusalem. As for Beauvouloir, the
compact between himself and
the
duchess had long been signed. The two servitors, deeply moved to
see their
mistress forced to
bequeath her noble child to none but
themselves, promised by a
solemngesture to be the
providence of their
young master, and the mother had faith in that
gesture.
The
duchess died towards morning, mourned by the servants of the
household, who, for all
comment, were heard to say beside her grave,
"She was a
comely woman, sent from Paradise."
Etienne's sorrow was the most
intense, the most
lasting of sorrows,
and
wholly silent. He wandered no more among his rocks; he felt no
strength to read or sing. He spent whole days crouched in the
creviceof a rock, caring
nought for the inclemency of the weather,
motionless, fastened to the
granite like the
lichen that grew upon it;
weeping seldom, lost in one sole thought,
immense,
infinite as the
ocean, and, like that ocean,
taking a thousand forms,--terrible,
tempestuous, tender, calm. It was more than sorrow; it was a new
existence, an irrevocable
destiny, dooming this
innocent creature to
smile no more. There are pangs which, like a drop of blood cast into
flowing water, stain the whole current
instantly. The
stream, renewed
from its source, restores the
purity of its surface; but with Etienne
the source itself was polluted, and each new current brought its own
gall.
Bertrand, in his old age, had retained the superintendence of the
stables, so as not to lose the habit of authority in the household.
His house was not far from that of Etienne, so that he was ever at
hand to watch over the youth with the
persistentaffection and simple
wiliness
characteristic of old soldiers. He checked his roughness when
speaking to the poor lad;
softly he walked in rainy weather to fetch
him from his reverie in his
crevice to the house. He put his pride
into filling the mother's place, so that her child might find, if not
her love, at least the same attentions. This pity resembled
tenderness. Etienne bore, without
complaint or
resistance, these
attentions of the old retainer, but too many links were now broken
between the hated child and other creatures to admit of any keen
affection at present in his heart. Mechanically he allowed himself to
be protected; he became, as it were, an intermediary creature between
man and plant, or, perhaps one might say, between man and God. To what
shall we compare a being to whom all social laws, all the false
sentiments of the world were unknown, and who kept his ravishing
innocence by obeying
nought but the
instincts of his heart?
Nevertheless, in spite of his sombre
melancholy, he came to feel the
need of
loving, of
finding another mother, another soul for his soul.
But, separated from
civilization by an iron wall, it was well-nigh
impossible to meet with a being who had flowered like himself.
Instinctively seeking another self to whom to
confide his thoughts and
whose life might blend with his life, he ended in sympathizing with
his Ocean. The sea became to him a living, thinking being. Always in
presence of that vast
creation, the
hidden marvels of which contrast
so grandly with those of earth, he discovered the meaning of many
mysteries. Familiar from his
cradle with the infinitude of those
liquid fields, the sea and the sky taught him many poems. To him, all
was
variety in that vast picture so
monotonous to some. Like other men
whose souls
dominate their bodies, he had a
piercing sight which could
reach to
enormous distances and seize, with
admirable ease and without
fatigue, the
fleeting tints of the clouds, the passing
shimmer of the
waters. On days of perfect
stillness his eyes could see the manifold
tints of the ocean, which to him, like the face of a woman, had its
physiognomy, its smiles, ideas, caprices; there green and sombre; here
smiling and azure; sometimes uniting its
brilliant lines with the hazy
gleams of the
horizon, or again,
softly swaying beneath the orange-
tinted heavens. For him all-
glorious fetes were
celebrated at
sundownwhen the star of day poured its red colors on the waves in a crimson
flood. For him the sea was gay and sparkling and spirited when it
quivered in repeating the
noonday light from a thousand dazzling
facets; to him it revealed its
wondrousmelancholy; it made him weep
whenever, calm or sad, it reflected the dun-gray sky surcharged with
clouds. He had
learned the mute language of that vast
creation. The
flux and reflux of its waters were to him a melodious
breathing which
uttered in his ear a
sentiment; he felt and comprehended its inward
meaning. No
mariner, no man of science, could have predicted better
than he the slightest wrath of the ocean, the faintest change on that
vast face. By the manner of the waves as they rose and died away upon
the shore, he could
foreseetempests, surges, squalls, the
height of
tides, or calms. When night had spread its veil upon the sky, he still
could see the sea in its
twilightmystery, and talk with it. At all
times he shared its fecund life, feeling in his soul the
tempest when
it was angry;
breathing its rage in its hissing
breath;
running with
its waves as they broke in a thousand
liquid fringes upon the rocks.
He felt himself intrepid, free, and terrible as the sea itself; like
it, he bounded and fell back; he kept its
solemn silence; he copied
its sudden pause. In short, he had
wedded the sea; it was now his
confidant, his friend. In the morning when he crossed the glowing
sands of the beach and came upon his rocks, he
divined the
temper of
the ocean from a single glance; he could see landscapes on its
surface; he hovered above the face of the waters, like an angel coming
down from heaven. When the
joyous,
mischievous white mists cast their
gossamer before him, like a veil before the face of a bride, he
followed their undulations and caprices with the joy of a lover. His
thought, married with that grand expression of the
divine thought,
consoled him in his
solitude, and the thousand outlooks of his soul
peopled its desert with
glorious fantasies. He ended at last by
divining in the motions of the sea its close
communion with the
celestialsystem; he perceived nature in its
harmonious whole, from
the blade of grass to the wandering stars which seek, like seeds
driven by the wind, to plant themselves in ether.
Pure as an angel,
virgin of those ideas which
degrade mankind, naive
as a child, he lived like a sea-bird, a gull, or a flower,
prodigal of
the treasures of
poeticimagination, and possessed of a
divineknowledge, the
fruitfulextent of which he contemplated in
solitude.
Incredible mingling of two
creations! sometimes he rose to God in
prayer; sometimes he descended,
humble and resigned, to the quiet
happiness of animals. To him the stars were the flowers of night, the
birds his friends, the sun was a father. Everywhere he found the soul
of his mother; often he saw her in the clouds; he spoke to her; they
communicated, veritably, by
celestial visions; on certain days he
could hear her voice and see her smile; in short, there were days when
he had not lost her. God seemed to have given him the power of the
hermits of old, to have endowed him with some perfected inner senses
which penetrated to the spirit of all things. Unknown moral forces
enabled him to go farther than other men into the secrets of the