of wonder,
considering what he has left in, that he should have cut
anything out! Besides relentlessly erasing all that is unsuitable on
the score of
reverence or
decency, I should be inclined to omit also
all that seems too difficult, or not likely to interest young readers.
The resulting book might be
slightly fragmentary: but it would be a real
treasure to all British maidens who have any taste for poetry.
If it be needful to apologize to any one for the new
departure I have
taken in this story--by introducing, along with what will, I hope,
prove to be
acceptablenonsense for children, some of the graver
thoughts of human life--it must be to one who has
learned the Art of
keeping such thoughts
wholly at a distance in hours of mirth and
careless ease. To him such a
mixture will seem, no doubt, ill-judged
and repulsive. And that such an Art exists I do not
dispute: with
youth, good health, and sufficient money, it seems quite possible to
lead, for years together, a life of unmixed gaiety--with the exception
of one
solemn fact, with which we are
liable to be confronted at any
moment, even in the midst of the most
brilliant company or the most
sparkling
entertainment. A man may fix his own times for admitting
serious thought, for attending public
worship, for prayer, for
readingthe Bible: all such matters he can defer to that 'convenient season',
which is so apt never to occur at all: but he cannot defer, for one
single moment, the necessity of attending to a message, which may come
before he has finished
reading this page,' this night shalt thy soul be
required of thee.'
The ever-present sense of this grim
possibility has been, in all ages,*
Note...At the moment, when I had written these words, there
was a knock at the door, and a
telegram was brought me,
announcing the sudden death of a dear friend.
an incubus that men have striven to shake off. Few more interesting
subjects of enquiry could be found, by a student of history, than the
various weapons that have been used against this
shadowy foe.
Saddest of all must have been the thoughts of those who saw indeed an
existence beyond the grave, but an
existence far more terrible than
annihilation--an
existence as filmy, impalpable, all but
invisible spectres,
drifting about, through endless ages, in a world of shadows, with nothing
to do, nothing to hope for, nothing to love! In the midst of the gay
verses of that
genial 'bon vivant' Horace, there stands one
dreary word
whose utter
sadness goes to one's heart. It is the word 'exilium' in the
well-known passage
Omnes eodem cogimur, omnium
Versatur urna serius ocius
Sors exitura et nos in aeternum
Exilium impositura cymbae.
Yes, to him this present life--spite of all its
weariness and all its
sorrow--was the only life worth having: all else was 'exile'! Does it
not seem almost
incredible that one,
holding such a creed, should ever
have smiled?
And many in this day, I fear, even though believing in an
existencebeyond the grave far more real than Horace ever dreamed of, yet regard
it as a sort of 'exile' from all the joys of life, and so adopt
Horace's theory, and say 'let us eat and drink, for to-morrow we die.'
We go to
entertainments, such as the theatre--I say 'we', for I also go
to the play,
whenever I get a chance of
seeing a really good one and
keep at arm's length, if possible, the thought that we may not return
alive. Yet how do you know--dear friend, whose
patience has carried
you through this garrulous
preface that it may not be your lot, when
mirth is fastest and most
furious, to feel the sharp pang, or the
deadly faintness, which heralds the final crisis--to see, with vague
wonder,
anxious friends bending over you to hear their troubled
whispers perhaps yourself to shape the question, with trembling lips,
"Is it serious?", and to be told "Yes: the end is near" (and oh, how
different all Life will look when those words are said!)--how do you
know, I say, that all this may not happen to you, this night?
And dare you,
knowing this, say to yourself "Well, perhaps it is an
immoral play: perhaps the situations are a little too 'risky', the
dialogue a little too strong, the 'business' a little too suggestive.
I don't say that
conscience is quite easy: but the piece is so clever,
I must see it this once! I'll begin a stricter life to-morrow."
To-morrow, and to-morrow, and tomorrow!
"Who sins in hope, who, sinning, says,
'Sorrow for sin God's
judgement stays!'
Against God's Spirit he lies; quite stops
Mercy with
insult; dares, and drops,
Like a scorch'd fly, that spins in vain
Upon the axis of its pain,
Then takes its doom, to limp and crawl,
Blind and forgot, from fall to fall."
Let me pause for a moment to say that I believe this thought, of the
possibility of death--if
calmly realised, and
steadily faced would be
one of the best possible tests as to our going to any scene of
amusement being right or wrong. If the thought of sudden death
acquires, for you, a special
horror when imagined as
happening in a
theatre, then be very sure the theatre is
harmful for you, however
harmless it may be for others; and that you are incurring a deadly
peril in going. Be sure the safest rule is that we should not dare to
live in any scene in which we dare not die.
But, once realise what the true object is in life--that it is not
pleasure, not knowledge, not even fame itself, 'that last
infirmity of
noble minds'--but that it is the development of
character, the rising
to a higher, nobler, purer standard, the building-up of the perfect
Man--and then, so long as we feel that this is going on, and will
(we trust) go on for
evermore, death has for us no
terror; it is not a
shadow, but a light; not an end, but a beginning!
One other matter may perhaps seem to call for apology--that I should
have treated with such entire want of
sympathy the British
passion for
'Sport', which no doubt has been in by-gone days, and is still, in some
forms of it, an excellent school for hardihood and for
coolness in
moments of danger. But I am not entirely without
sympathy for genuine
'Sport': I can
heartily admire the courage of the man who, with severe
bodily toil, and at the risk of his life, hunts down some 'man-eating'
tiger: and I can
heartily sympathize with him when he exults in the
glorious
excitement of the chase and the hand-to-hand struggle with the
monster brought to bay. But I can but look with deep wonder and sorrow
on the
hunter who, at his ease and in safety, can find pleasure in what
involves, for some defenceless creature, wild
terror and a death of
agony: deeper, if the
hunter be one who has pledged himself to preach
to men the Religion of
universal Love: deepest of all, if it be one of
those 'tender and delicate' beings, whose very name serves as a symbol
of Love--'thy love to me was wonderful, passing the love of women'--
whose
mission here is surely to help and comfort all that are
in pain or sorrow!
'Farewell, farewell! but this I tell
To thee, thou Wedding-Guest!
He prayeth well, who loveth well
Both man and bird and beast.
He prayeth best, who loveth best
All things both great and small;
For the dear God who loveth us,
He made and loveth all.'
SYLVIE AND BRUNO
CHAPTER 1.
LESS BREAD! MORE TAXES!
--and then all the people cheered again, and one man, who was more
excited than the rest, flung his hat high into the air, and shouted
(as well as I could make out) "Who roar for the Sub-Warden?" Everybody
roared, but whether it was for the Sub-Warden, or not, did not clearly
appear: some were shouting "Bread!" and some "Taxes!", but no one
seemed to know what it was they really wanted.
All this I saw from the open window of the Warden's breakfast-
saloon,
looking across the shoulder of the Lord Chancellor, who had
sprung to