We joined them, and the conversation soon turned on the
sermon we had
just heard, the subject of which was '
selfishness.'
"What a change has come over our
pulpits," Arthur remarked, "since the
time when Paley gave that utterly
selfishdefinition of virtue,
'the doing good to mankind, in
obedience to the will of God, and for
the sake of
everlasting happiness'!"
Lady Muriel looked at him enquiringly, but she seemed to have learned
by intuition, what years of experience had taught me, that the way to
elicit Arthur's deepest thoughts was neither to
assent nor dissent,
but simply to listen.
"At that time," he went on, "a great tidal wave of
selfishness was
sweeping over human thought. Right and Wrong had somehow been
transformed into Gain and Loss, and Religion had become a sort of
commercial transaction. We may be
thankful that our
preachers are
beginning to take a nobler view of life."
"But is it not taught again and again in the Bible?" I ventured to ask.
"Not in the Bible as a whole," said Arthur. "In the Old Testament,
no doubt, rewards and punishments are
constantlyappealed to as
motives
for action. That teaching is best for children, and the Israelites
seem to have been,
mentally, utter children. We guide our children
thus, at first: but we
appeal, as soon as possible, to their innate
sense of Right and Wrong: and, when that stage is
safely past,
we
appeal to the highest
motive of all, the desire for
likeness to,
and union with, the Supreme Good. I think you will find that to be the
teaching of the Bible, as a whole,
beginning with 'that thy days may be
long in the land,' and
ending with 'be ye perfect, even as your Father
which is in heaven is perfect.'"
We were silent for
awhile, and then Arthur went off on another tack.
"Look at the
literature of Hymns, now. How cankered it is, through and
through, with
selfishness! There are few human compositions more
utterly degraded than some modern Hymns!"
I quoted the
stanza"Whatever, Lord, we tend to Thee,
Repaid a thousandfold shall be,
Then
gladly will we give to Thee,
Giver of all!'
"Yes," he said
grimly: "that is the
typicalstanza. And the very last
charity-
sermon I heard was infected with it. After giving many good
reasons for
charity, the
preacher wound up with 'and, for all you give,
you will be repaid a thousandfold!' Oh the utter meanness of such a
motive, to be put before men who do know what self-sacrifice is,
who can
appreciategenerosity and heroism! Talk of Original Sin!"
he went on with increasing
bitterness. "Can you have a stronger proof
of the Original Goodness there must be in this nation, than the fact
that Religion has been preached to us, as a
commercial speculation,
for a century, and that we still believe in a God?"
"It couldn't have gone on so long," Lady Muriel musingly remarked,
"if the Opposition hadn't been practically silenced--put under what the
French call la cloture. Surely in any lecture-hall, or in private
society, such teaching would soon have been hooted down?"
"I trust so," said Arthur: "and, though I don't want to see 'brawling
in church' legalised, I must say that our
preachers enjoy an enormous
privilege--which they ill
deserve, and which they
misuse terribly.
We put our man into a
pulpit, and we
virtually tell him 'Now, you may
stand there and talk to us for half-an-hour. We won't
interrupt you by
so much as a word! You shall have it all your own way!' And what does
he give us in return? Shallow twaddle, that, if it were addressed to
you over a dinner-table, you would think 'Does the man take me for a
fool?'"
The return of Eric from his walk checked the tide of Arthur's eloquence,
and, after a few minutes' talk on more
conventional topics, we took our
leave. Lady Muriel walked with us to the gate. "You have given me much
to think about," she said
earnestly, as she gave Arthur her hand.
"I'm so glad you came in!" And her words brought a real glow of pleasure
into that pale worn face of his.
On the Tuesday, as Arthur did not seem equal to more walking, I took a
long
stroll by myself, having stipulated that he was not to give the
whole day to his books, but was to meet me at the Hall at about
tea-time. On my way back, I passed the Station just as the
afternoon-train came in sight, and sauntered down the stairs to see it
come in. But there was little to
gratify my idle
curiosity: and, when
the train was empty, and the
platform clear, I found it was about time
to be moving on, if I meant to reach the Hall by five.
As I approached the end of the
platform, from which a steep irregular
wooden
staircase conducted to the upper world, I noticed two passengers,
who had
evidently arrived by the train, but who, oddly enough, had
entirely escaped my notice, though the arrivals had been so few.
They were a young woman and a little girl: the former, so far as one
could judge by appearances, was a nursemaid, or possibly a
nursery-governess, in attendance on the child, whose
refined face,
even more than her dress,
distinguished her as of a higher class than
her companion.
The child's face was
refined, but it was also a worn and sad one, and
told a tale (or so I seemed to read it) of much
illness and suffering,
sweetly and
patiently borne. She had a little
crutch to help herself
along with: and she was now
standing, looking
wistfully up the long
staircase, and
apparentlywaiting till she could
muster courage to
begin the toilsome ascent.
There are some things one says in life--as well as things one
does--which come
automatically, by reflex action, as the physiologists
say (meaning, no doubt, action without
reflection, just as lucus is
said to be derived 'a non lucendo'). Closing one's eyelids, when
something seems to be flying into the eye, is one of those actions,
and
saying "May I carry the little girl up the stairs?" was another.
It wasn't that any thought of
offering help occurred to me, and that
then I spoke: the first intimation I had, of being likely to make that
offer, was the sound of my own voice, and the discovery that the offer
had been made. The servant paused,
doubtfully glancing from her charge
to me, and then back again to the child. "Would you like it, dear?"
she asked her. But no such doubt appeared to cross the child's mind:
she lifted her arms
eagerly to be taken up. "Please!" was all she
said, while a faint smile flickered on the weary little face. I took
her up with scrupulous care, and her little arm was at once clasped
trustfully round my neck.
[Image...The lame child]
She was a very light weight--so light, in fact, that the ridiculous
idea crossed my mind that it was rather easier going up, with her in
my arms, than it would have been without her: and, when we reached the
road above, with its cart-ruts and loose stones--all
formidable obstacles
for a lame child--I found that I had said "I'd better carry her over
this rough place," before I had formed any
mentalconnection between
its roughness and my gentle little burden. "Indeed it's troubling you
too much, Sir!" the maid exclaimed. "She can walk very well on the flat."
But the arm, that was twined about my neck, clung just an atom more
closely at the
suggestion, and
decided me to say "She's no weight,
really. I'll carry her a little further. I'm going your way."
The nurse raised no further
objection: and the next
speaker was a
ragged little boy, with bare feet, and a broom over his shoulder, who
ran across the road, and pretended to sweep the
perfectly dry road in
front of us. "Give us a 'ap'ny!" the little
urchin pleaded, with a
broad grin on his dirty face.
"Don't give him a 'ap'ny!" said the little lady in my arms. The words
sounded harsh: but the tone was
gentleness itself. "He's an idle
little boy!" And she laughed a laugh of such
silverysweetness as I had
never yet heard from any lips but Sylvie's. To my
astonishment, the
boy
actually joined in the laugh, as if there were some subtle sympathy
between them, as he ran away down the road and vanished through a gap
in the hedge.
But he was back in a few moments, having discarded his broom and
provided himself, from some
mysterious source, with an exquisite
bouquet of flowers. "Buy a posy, buy a posy! Only a 'ap'ny!" he
chanted, with the
melancholy drawl of a
professional beggar.