unrelenting
destiny which cut them off from every path of merit and
glory. They had come only to render
homage to the
ardent fidelity
of the man whose life had been a
fearlessconfession in word and
deed of a creed which the simplest heart in that crowd could feel
and understand.
It seemed to me that if I remained longer there in that narrow
street I should become the
helpless prey of the Shadows I had
called up. They were crowding upon me, enigmatic and
insistent in
their clinging air of the grave that tasted of dust and of the
bitter
vanity of old hopes.
"Let's go back to the hotel, my boy," I said. "It's getting late."
It will be easily understood that I neither thought nor dreamt that
night of a possible war. For the next two days I went about
amongst my fellow men, who welcomed me with the utmost
consideration and
friendliness, but
unanimously derided my fears of
a war. They would not believe in it. It was impossible. On the
evening of the second day I was in the hotel's smoking room, an
irrationally private
apartment, a
sanctuary for a few choice minds
of the town, always pervaded by a dim religious light, and more
hushed than any club reading-room I have ever been in. Gathered
into a small knot, we were discussing the situation in subdued
tones
suitable to the
genius of the place.
A gentleman with a fine head of white hair suddenly
pointed an
impatient finger in my direction and apostrophised me.
"What I want to know is whether, should there be war, England would
come in."
The time to draw a
breath, and I spoke out for the Cabinet without
faltering.
"Most
assuredly. I should think all Europe knows that by this
time."
He took hold of the lapel of my coat, and, giving it a slight jerk
for greater
emphasis, said forcibly:
"Then, if England will, as you say, and all the world knows it,
there can be no war. Germany won't be so mad as that."
On the
morrow by noon we read of the German ultimatum. The day
after came the
declaration of war, and the Austrian mobilisation
order. We were fairly caught. All that remained for me to do was
to get my party out of the way of eventual shells. The best move
which occurred to me was to
snatch them up
instantly into the
mountains to a Polish health
resort of great repute--which I did
(at the rate of one hundred miles in eleven hours) by the last
civilian train permitted to leave Cracow for the next three weeks.
And there we remained
amongst the Poles from all parts of Poland,
not
officially interned, but simply
unable to
obtain the
permissionto travel by train, or road. It was a wonderful, a poignant two
months. This is not the time, and, perhaps, not the place, to
enlarge upon the
tragiccharacter of the situation; a whole people
seeing the culmination of its misfortunes in a final catastrophe,
unable to trust anyone, to
appeal to anyone, to look for help from
any quarter; deprived of all hope and even of its last illusions,
and
unable, in the trouble of minds and the
unrest of consciences,
to take
refuge in stoical
acceptance. I have seen all this. And I
am glad I have not so many years left me to remember that appalling
feeling of inexorable fate, tangible, palpable, come after so many
cruel years, a figure of dread, murmuring with iron lips the final
words: Ruin--and Extinction.
But enough of this. For our little band there was the awful
anguish of incertitude as to the real nature of events in the West.
It is difficult to give an idea how ugly and dangerous things
looked to us over there. Belgium knocked down and trampled out of
existence, France giving in under
repeated blows, a military
collapse like that of 1870, and England involved in that disastrous
alliance, her army sacrificed, her people in a panic! Polish
papers, of course, had no other but German sources of information.
Naturally, we did not believe all we read, but it was sometimes
excessively difficult to react with sufficient firmness.
We used to shut our door, and there, away from everybody, we sat
weighing the news,
hunting up discrepancies, scenting lies, finding
reasons for hopefulness, and generally cheering each other up. But
it was a
beastly time. People used to come to me with very serious
news and ask, "What do you think of it?" And my invariable answer
was: "Whatever has happened, or is going to happen,
whoever wants
to make peace, you may be certain that England will not make it,
not for ten years, if necessary."'
But enough of this, too. Through the unremitting efforts of Polish
friends we
obtained at last the
permission to travel to Vienna.
Once there, the wing of the American Eagle was
extended over our
uneasy heads. We cannot be
sufficientlygrateful to the American
Ambassador (who, all along, interested himself in our fate) for his
exertions on our
behalf, his
invaluableassistance and the real
friendliness of his
reception in Vienna. Owing to Mr. Penfield's
action we
obtained the
permission to leave Austria. And it was a
near thing, for his Excellency has informed my American publishers
since that a week later orders were issued to have us detained till
the end of the war. However, we effected our hair's-breadth escape
into Italy; and, reaching Genoa, took passage in a Dutch mail
steamer, homeward-bound from Java with London as a port of call.
On that sea-route I might have picked up a memory at every mile if
the past had not been eclipsed by the
tremendousactuality. We saw
the signs of it in the emptiness of the Mediterranean, the aspect
of Gibraltar, the misty
glimpse in the Bay of Biscay of an outward-
bound convoy of transports, in the presence of British submarines
in the Channel. Innumerable drifters flying the Naval flag dotted
the narrow waters, and two Naval officers coming on board off the
South Foreland, piloted the ship through the Downs.
The Downs! There they were, thick with the memories of my sea-
life. But what were to me now the futilities of an individual
past? As our ship's head swung into the estuary of the Thames, a
deep, yet faint, concussion passed through the air, a shock rather
than a sound, which
missing my ear found its way straight into my
heart. Turning
instinctively to look at my boys, I happened to
meet my wife's eyes. She also had felt
profoundly, coming from far
away across the grey distances of the sea, the faint boom of the
big guns at work on the coast of Flanders--shaping the future.
FIRST NEWS--1918
Four years ago, on the first day of August, in the town of Cracow,
Austrian Poland, nobody would believe that the war was coming. My
apprehensions were met by the words: "We have had these scares
before." This incredulity was so
universalamongst people of
intelligence and information, that even I, who had accustomed
myself to look at the
inevitable for years past, felt my conviction
shaken. At that time, it must be noted, the Austrian army was
already
partly mobilised, and as we came through Austrian Silesia
we had noticed all the bridges being guarded by soldiers.
"Austria will back down," was the opinion of all the well-informed
men with whom I talked on the first of August. The
session of the
University was ended and the students were either all gone or going
home to different parts of Poland, but the professors had not all
departed yet on their
respective holidays, and
amongst them the
tone of scepticism prevailed generally. Upon the whole there was
very little
inclination to talk about the
possibility of a war.
Nationally, the Poles felt that from their point of view there was
nothing to hope from it. "Whatever happens," said a very
distinguished man to me, "we may be certain that it's our skins
which will pay for it as usual." A
well-knownliterarycritic and
writer on
economical subjects said to me: "War seems a material
im
possibility,
precisely because it would mean the complete ruin of
all material interests."
He was wrong, as we know; but those who said that Austria as usual
would back down were, as a matter of fact
perfectly right. Austria
did back down. What these men did not
foresee was the interference
of Germany. And one cannot blame them very well; for who could
guess that, when the balance stood even, the German sword would be
thrown into the scale with nothing in the open political situation
to justify that act, or rather that crime--if crime can ever be
justified? For, as the same
intelligent man said to me: "As it
is, those people" (meaning Germans) "have very nearly the whole
world in their economic grip. Their
prestige is even greater than