I have said that the North Sea was my finishing school of
seamanship before I launched myself on the wider oceans. Confined
as it is in
comparison with the vast stage of this water-girt
globe, I did not know it in all its parts. My class-room was the
region of the English East Coast which, in the year of Peace with
Honour, had long forgotten the war episodes belonging to its
maritime history. It was a
peaceful coast, agricultural,
industrial, the home of fishermen. At night the lights of its many
towns played on the clouds, or in clear weather lay still, here and
there, in
brilliant pools above the ink-black
outline of the land.
On many a night I have hauled at the braces under the shadow of
that coast, envying, as sailors will, the people on shore sleeping
quietly in their beds within sound of the sea. I imagine that not
one head on those envied pillows was made
uneasy by the slightest
premonition of the realities of naval war the short
lifetime of one
generation was to bring so close to their homes.
Though far away from that region of kindly memories and traversing
a part of the North Sea much less known to me, I was deeply
conscious of the
familiarity of my surroundings. It was a cloudy,
nasty day: and the
aspects of Nature don't change, unless in the
course of thousands of years--or, perhaps, centuries. The
Phoenicians, its first discoverers, the Romans, the first imperial
rulers of that sea, had
experienced days like this, so different in
the
wintry quality of the light, even on a July afternoon, from
anything they had ever known in their native Mediterranean. For
myself, a very late comer into that sea, and its former pupil, I
accorded amused
recognition to the
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characteristicaspect so well
remembered from my days of training. The same old thing. A grey-
green
expanse of smudgy waters grinning
angrily at one with white
foam-ridges, and over all a cheerless, unglowing
canopy, apparently
made of wet blotting-paper. From time to time a flurry of fine
rain blew along like a puff of smoke across the dots of distant
fishing boats, very few, very scattered, and tossing
restlessly on
an ever dissolving, ever re-forming sky-line.
Those flurries, and the steady rolling of the ship, accounted for
the emptiness of the decks, favouring my reminiscent mood. It
might have been a day of five and thirty years ago, when there were
on this and every other sea more sails and less smoke-stacks to be
seen. Yet, thanks to the unchangeable sea I could have given
myself up to the
illusion of a revised past, had it not been for
the
periodicaltransit across my gaze of a German passenger. He
was marching round and round the boat deck with
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characteristicdetermination. Two
sturdy boys gambolled round him in his progress
like two disorderly satellites round their parent
planet. He was
bringing them home, from their school in England, for their
holiday. What could have induced such a sound Teuton to entrust
his offspring to the unhealthy influences of that effete, corrupt,
rotten and
criminal country I cannot imagine. It could hardly have
been from motives of
economy. I did not speak to him. He trod the
deck of that decadent British ship with a
scornful foot while his
breast (and to a large
extent his
stomach, too) appeared expanded
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consciousness of a superior
destiny. Later I could observe
the same truculent
bearing, touched with the
racial grotesqueness,
in the men of the LANDWEHR corps, that passed through Cracow to
reinforce the Austrian army in Eastern Galicia. Indeed, the
haughty passenger might very well have been, most probably was, an
officer of the LANDWEHR; and perhaps those two fine active boys are
orphans by now. Thus things
acquiresignificance by the lapse of
time. A citizen, a father, a
warrior, a mote in the dust-cloud of
six million fighting particles, an unconsidered
trifle for the jaws
of war, his
humanity was not
consciously impressed on my mind at
the time. Mainly, for me, he was a sharp tapping of heels round
the corner of the deck-house, a white yachting cap and a green
overcoat getting
periodically between my eyes and the shifting
cloud-horizon of the ashy-grey North Sea. He was but a shadowy
intrusion and a disregarded one, for, far away there to the West,
in the direction of the Dogger Bank, where fishermen go seeking
their daily bread and sometimes find their graves, I could behold
an experience of my own in the winter of '81, not of war, truly,
but of a fairly
livelycontest with the elements which were very
angry indeed.
There had been a troublesome week of it, including one hateful
night--or a night of hate (it isn't for nothing that the North Sea
is also called the German Ocean)--when all the fury stored in its
heart seemed concentrated on one ship which could do no better than
float on her side in an
unnatural,
disagreeable,
precarious, and
altogether
intolerable manner. There were on board, besides
myself, seventeen men all good and true, including a round
enormousDutchman who, in those hours between
sunset and
sunrise, managed to
lose his blown-out appearance somehow, became as it were deflated,
and
thereafter for a good long time moved in our midst wrinkled and
slack all over like a half-collapsed
balloon. The whimpering of
our deck-boy, a skinny, impressionable little scarecrow out of a
training-ship, for whom, because of the tender immaturity of his
nerves, this display of German Ocean frightfulness was too much
(before the year was out he developed into a
sufficiently cheeky
young ruffian), his
desolate whimpering, I say, heard between the
gusts of that black,
savage night, was much more present to my mind
and indeed to my senses than the green
overcoat and the white cap
of the German passenger circling the deck indefatigably, attended
by his two gyrating children.
"That's a very nice gentleman." This information, together with
the fact that he was a widower and a regular passenger twice a year
by the ship, was communicated to me suddenly by our captain. At
intervals through the day he would pop out of the chart-room and
offer me short snatches of conversation. He owned a simple soul
and a not very entertaining mind, and he was without
malice and, I
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unconsciously, a warm Germanophil. And no wonder!
As he told me himself, he had been fifteen years on that run, and
spent almost as much of his life in Hamburg as in Harwich.
"Wonderful people they are," he
repeated from time to time, without
entering into particulars, but with many nods of sagacious
obstinacy. What he knew of them, I suppose, were a few commercial
travellers and small merchants, most likely. But I had observed
long before that German
genius has a hypnotising power over half-
baked souls and half-lighted minds. There is an
immense force of
suggestion in highly organised mediocrity. Had it not hypnotised
half Europe? My man was very much under the spell of German
excellence. On the other hand, his
contempt for France was
equallygeneral and unbounded. I tried to advance some arguments against
this position, but I only succeeded in making him
hostile. "I
believe you are a Frenchman yourself," he snarled at last, giving
me an
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intenselysuspicious look; and
forthwith broke off
communications with a man of such unsound sympathies.
Hour by hour the blotting-paper sky and the great flat greenish
smudge of the sea had been
taking on a darker tone, without any
change in their
colouring and
texture. Evening was coming on over
the North Sea. Black uninteresting hummocks of land appeared,
dotting the duskiness of water and clouds in the Eastern board:
tops of islands fringing the German shore. While I was looking at
their antics
amongst the waves--and for all their solidity they
were very elusive things in the failing light--another passenger
came out on deck. This one wore a dark
overcoat and a grey cap.
The yellow leather strap of his binocular case crossed his chest.
His
elderly red cheeks nourished but a very thin crop of short
white hairs, and the end of his nose was so
perfectly round that it
determined the whole
character of his physiognomy. Indeed nothing
else in it had the slightest chance to
assert itself. His
disposition,
unlike the widower's, appeared to be mild and humane.
He offered me the loan of his glasses. He had a wife and some
small children concealed in the depths of the ship, and he thought
they were very well where they were. His
eldest son was about the
decks somewhere.
"We are Americans," he remarked weightily, but in a rather peculiar
tone. He spoke English with the
accent of our captain's "wonderful
people," and proceeded to give me the history of the family's
crossing the Atlantic in a White Star liner. They remained in
England just the time necessary for a railway journey from
Liverpool to Harwich. His people (those in the depths of the ship)
were naturally a little tired.
At that moment a young man of about twenty, his son, rushed up to