checking deliveries and
writing out receipts. Some old peasant
women were already
weeping aloud.
When our car drew up at the door of the hotel, the
manager himself
came to help my wife out. In the first moment I did not quite
recognise him. His
luxuriant black locks were gone, his head was
closely cropped, and as I glanced at it he smiled and said: "I
shall sleep at the barracks to-night."
I cannot
reproduce the
atmosphere of that night, the first night
after mobilisation. The shops and the gateways of the houses were
of course closed, but all through the dark hours the town hummed
with voices; the echoes of distant shouts entered the open windows
of our bedroom. Groups of men talking noisily walked in the middle
of the road-way escorted by distressed women: men of all callings
and of all classes going to report themselves at the
fortress. Now
and then a military car tooting
furiously would whisk through the
streets empty of wheeled
traffic, like an
intensely black shadow
under the great flood of electric lights on the grey pavement.
But what produced the greatest
impression on my mind was a
gathering at night in the coffee-room of my hotel of a few men of
mark whom I was asked to join. It was about one o'clock in the
morning. The shutters were up. For some reason or other the
electric light was not switched on, and the big room was lit up
only by a few tall candles, just enough for us to see each other's
faces by. I saw in those faces the awful
desolation of men whose
country, torn in three, found itself engaged in the
contest with no
will of its own, and not even the power to
assert itself at the
cost of life. All the past was gone, and there was no future,
whatever happened; no road which did not seem to lead to moral
annihilation. I remember one of those men addressing me after a
period of
mournful silence compounded of
mentalexhaustion and
unexpressed forebodings.
"What do you think England will do? If there is a ray of hope
anywhere it is only there."
I said: "I believe I know what England will do" (this was before
the news of the
violation of Belgian neutrality arrived), "though I
won't tell you, for I am not
absolutely certain. But I can tell
you what I am
absolutely certain of. It is this: If England comes
into the war, then, no matter who may want to make peace at the end
of six months at the cost of right and justice, England will keep
on fighting for years if necessary. You may
reckon on that."
"What, even alone?" asked somebody across the room.
I said: "Yes, even alone. But if things go so far as that England
will not be alone."
I think that at that moment I must have been inspired.
WELL DONE--1918
I.
It can be
safely said that for the last four years the seamen of
Great Britain have done well. I mean that every kind and sort of
human being classified as
seaman,
steward, fore-mast hand, fireman,
lamp-trimmer, mate, master, engineer, and also all through the
innumerable ratings of the Navy up to that of Admiral, has done
well. I don't say marvellously well or miraculously well or
wonderfully well or even very well, because these are simply over-
statements of un
disciplined minds. I don't deny that a man may be
a marvellous being, but this is not likely to be discovered in his
lifetime, and not always even after he is dead. Man's
marvellousness is a
hidden thing, because the secrets of his heart
are not to be read by his fellows. As to a man's work, if it is
done well it is the very
utmost that can be said. You can do well,
and you can do no more for people to see. In the Navy, where human
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thoroughly understood, the highest signal of
commendation complimenting a ship (that is, a ship's company) on
some achievements consists exactly of those two simple words "Well
done," followed by the name of the ship. Not marvellously done,
astonishingly done,
wonderfully done--no, only just:
"Well done, so-and-so."
And to the men it is a matter of
infinite pride that somebody
should judge it proper to mention aloud, as it were, that they have
done well. It is a
memorableoccurrence, for in the sea services
you are expected professionally and as a matter of course to do
well, because nothing less will do. And in sober speech no man can
be expected to do more than well. The superlatives are mere signs
of
uninformed wonder. Thus the official signal which can express
nothing but a
delicate share of
appreciation becomes a great
honour.
Speaking now as a
purely civil
seaman (or, perhaps, I ought to say
civilian, because
politeness is not what I have in my mind) I may
say that I have never expected the Merchant Service to do otherwise
than well during the war. There were people who
obviously did not
feel the same confidence, nay, who even
confidently expected to see
the
collapse of merchant seamen's courage. I must admit that such
pronouncements did
arrest my attention. In my time I have never
been able to
detect any faint hearts in the ships' companies with
whom I have served in various capacities. But I reflected that I
had left the sea in '94, twenty years before the
outbreak of the
war that was to apply its
severe test to the quality of modern
seamen. Perhaps they had deteriorated, I said unwillingly to
myself. I remembered also the alarmist articles I had read about
the great number of foreigners in the British Merchant Service, and
I didn't know how far these lamentations were justified.
In my time the
proportion of non-Britishers in the crews of the
ships flying the red
ensign was rather under one-third, which, as a
matter of fact, was less than the
proportion allowed under the very
strict French
navigation laws for the crews of the ships of that
nation. For the strictest laws aiming at the
preservation of
national seamen had to recognise the difficulties of manning
merchant ships all over the world. The one-third of the French law
seemed to be the irreducible
minimum. But the British
proportionwas even less. Thus it may be said that up to the date I have
mentioned the crews of British merchant ships engaged in deep water
voyages to Australia, to the East Indies and round the Horn were
essentially British. The small
proportion of foreigners which I
remember were
mostly Scandinavians, and my general
impressionremains that those men were good stuff. They appeared always able
and ready to do their duty by the flag under which they served.
The majority were Norwegians, whose courage and straightness of
character are matters beyond doubt. I remember also a couple of
Finns, both carpenters, of course, and very good craftsmen; a
Swede, the most
scientific sailmaker I ever met; another Swede, a
steward, who really might have been called a British
seaman since
he had sailed out of London for over thirty years, a rather
superior person; one Italian, an everlastingly smiling but a
pugnacious
character; one Frenchman, a most excellent sailor,
tireless and
indomitable under very difficult circumstances; one
Hollander, whose
placid manner of looking at the ship going to
pieces under our feet I shall never forget, and one young,
colourless, muscularly very strong German, of no particular
character. Of non-European crews, lascars and Kalashes, I have had
very little experience, and that was only in one
steamship and for
something less than a year. It was on the same occasion that I had
my only sight of Chinese firemen. Sight is the exact word. One
didn't speak to them. One saw them going along the decks, to and
fro,
characteristic figures with rolled-up pigtails, very dirty
when coming off duty and very clean-faced when going on duty. They
never looked at anybody, and one never had occasion to address them
directly. Their appearances in the light of day were very regular,
and yet somewhat ghostlike in their
detachment and silence.
But of the white crews of British ships and almost exclusively
British in blood and
descent, the immediate predecessors of the men
whose worth the nation has discovered for itself to-day, I have had
a
thorough experience. At first
amongst them, then with them, I
have shared all the conditions of their very special life. For it
was very special. In my early days, starting out on a
voyage was
like being launched into Eternity. I say advisedly Eternity
instead of Space, because of the
boundless silence which swallowed
up one for eighty days--for one hundred days--for even yet more
days of an
existence without echoes and whispers. Like Eternity