winding
thoroughfare, and was in the act of making it commodious
and interesting, according to the
remarkable ideals of
Neo-Georgian aestheticism. Such is the illogical quality of
humanity that Holsten, fresh from work that was like a petard
under the seat of current civilisation, saw these changes with
regret. He had come up Heath Street perhaps a thousand times, had
known the windows of all the little shops, spent hours in the
vanished cinematograph theatre, and marvelled at the high-flung
early Georgian houses upon the
westward bank of that old gully of
a
thoroughfare; he felt strange with all these familiar things
gone. He escaped at last with a feeling of
relief from this
choked alley of trenches and holes and cranes, and emerged upon
the old familiar scene about the White Stone Pond. That, at
least, was very much as it used to be.
There were still the fine old red-brick houses to left and right
of him; the
reservoir had been improved by a portico of marble,
the white-fronted inn with the clustering flowers above its
portico still stood out at the angle of the ways, and the blue
view to Harrow Hill and Harrow spire, a view of hills and trees
and shining waters and wind-driven cloud shadows, was like the
opening of a great window to the ascending Londoner. All that
was very reassuring. There was the same strolling crowd, the same
perpetual
miracle of motors dodging through it harmlessly,
escaping
headlong into the country from the Sabbatical stuffiness
behind and below them. There was a band still, a women's
suffragemeeting--for the
suffrage women had won their way back to the
tolerance, a
trifle derisive, of the
populace again--socialist
orators, politicians, a band, and the same wild
uproar of dogs,
frantic with the
gladness of their one
blessedweekly release
from the back yard and the chain. And away along the road to the
Spaniards strolled a vast
multitude,
saying, as ever, that the
view of London was
exceptionally clear that day.
Young Holsten's face was white. He walked with that uneasy
affectation of ease that marks an overstrained
nervoussystem and
an under-exercised body. He hesitated at the White Stone Pond
whether to go to the left of it or the right, and again at the
fork of the roads. He kept shifting his stick in his hand, and
every now and then he would get in the way of people on the
footpath or be jostled by them because of the
uncertainty of his
movements. He felt, he confesses, 'inadequate to ordinary
existence.' He seemed to himself to be something inhuman and
mischievous. All the people about him looked fairly prosperous,
fairly happy, fairly well adapted to the lives they had to
lead--a week of work and a Sunday of best clothes and mild
promenading--and he had launched something that would disorganise
the entire
fabric that held their contentments and ambitions and
satisfactions together. 'Felt like an imbecile who has presented
a box full of loaded revolvers to a Creche,' he notes.
He met a man named Lawson, an old school-fellow, of whom history
now knows only that he was red-faced and had a terrier. He and
Holsten walked together and Holsten was
sufficiently pale and
jumpy for Lawson to tell him he overworked and needed a holiday.
They sat down at a little table outside the County Council house
of Golders Hill Park and sent one of the waiters to the Bull and
Bush for a couple of bottles of beer, no doubt at Lawson's
suggestion. The beer warmed Holsten's rather dehumanised
system.
He began to tell Lawson as clearly as he could to what his great
discovery
amounted. Lawson feigned attention, but indeed he had
neither the knowledge nor the
imagination to understand. 'In the
end, before many years are out, this must
eventually change war,
transit,
lighting, building, and every sort of manufacture, even
agriculture, every material human concern----'
Then Holsten stopped short. Lawson had leapt to his feet. 'Damn
that dog!' cried Lawson. 'Look at it now. Hi! Here!
Phewoo--phewoo phewoo! Come HERE, Bobs! Come HERE!'
The young
scientific man, with his bandaged hand, sat at the
green table, too tired to
convey the wonder of the thing he had
sought so long, his friend whistled and bawled for his dog, and
the Sunday people drifted about them through the spring sunshine.
For a moment or so Holsten stared at Lawson in
astonishment, for
he had been too
intent upon what he had been
saying to realise
how little Lawson had attended.
Then he remarked, 'WELL!' and smiled
faintly, and--finished the
tankard of beer before him.
Lawson sat down again. 'One must look after one's dog,' he said,
with a note of
apology. 'What was it you were telling me?'
Section 2
In the evening Holsten went out again. He walked to Saint Paul's
Cathedral, and stood for a time near the door listening to the
evening service. The candles upon the altar reminded him in some
odd way of the fireflies at Fiesole. Then he walked back through
the evening lights to Westminster. He was oppressed, he was
indeed scared, by his sense of the
immense consequences of his
discovery. He had a vague idea that night that he ought not to
publish his results, that they were premature, that some secret
association of wise men should take care of his work and hand it
on from
generation to
generation until the world was riper for
its practical
application. He felt that nobody in all the
thousands of people he passed had really awakened to the fact of
change, they trusted the world for what it was, not to alter too
rapidly, to respect their trusts, their assurances, their habits,
their little accustomed traffics and hard-won positions.
He went into those little gardens beneath the over-hanging,
brightly-lit masses of the Savoy Hotel and the Hotel Cecil. He
sat down on a seat and became aware of the talk of the two people
next to him. It was the talk of a young couple
evidently on the
eve of marriage. The man was congratulating himself on having
regular
employment at last; 'they like me,' he said, 'and I like
the job. If I work up--in'r dozen years or so I ought to be
gettin' somethin' pretty comfortable. That's the plain sense of
it, Hetty. There ain't no reason
whatsoever why we shouldn't get
along very decently--very decently indeed.'
The desire for little successes
amidst conditions
securely fixed!
So it struck upon Holsten's mind. He added in his diary, 'I had
a sense of all this globe as that....'
By that
phrase he meant a kind of clairvoyant
vision of this
populated world as a whole, of all its cities and towns and
villages, its high roads and the inns beside them, its gardens
and farms and
upland pastures, its boatmen and sailors, its ships
coming along the great circles of the ocean, its time-tables and
appointments and payments and dues as it were one unified and
progressive
spectacle. Sometimes such
visions came to him; his
mind, accustomed to great generalisations and yet acutely
sensitive to detail, saw things far more comprehensively than the
minds of most of his contemporaries. Usually the teeming
spheremoved on to its predestined ends and circled with a stately
swiftness on its path about the sun. Usually it was all a living
progress that altered under his regard. But now
fatigue a little
deadened him to that incessancy of life, it seemed now just an
eternal circling. He lapsed to the commoner
persuasion of the
great fixities and recurrencies of the human
routine. The remoter
past of wandering savagery, the
inevitable changes of to-morrow
were veiled, and he saw only day and night, seed-time and
harvest,
loving and begetting, births and deaths, walks in the
summer
sunlight and tales by the winter
fireside, the ancient
sequence of hope and acts and age perennially renewed, eddying on
for ever and ever, save that now the
impious hand of
research was
raised to
overthrow this
drowsy,
gently humming,
habitual, sunlit
spinning-top of man's existence....
For a time he forgot wars and crimes and hates and persecutions,
famine and
pestilence, the cruelties of beasts,
weariness and the
bitter wind,
failure and insufficiency and retrocession. He saw
all mankind in terms of the
humble Sunday couple upon the seat