to see, or look and nod
slightly, as a master nods who approves a
pupil's self-correction. 'Yes, that's better.'
How wonderful he was, thought the woman at the window, how
wonderful it all was. This was the brain of the
western world,
this was Olympus with the warring earth at its feet. And he was
guiding France, France so long a resentful exile from
imperialism, back to her old predominance.
It seemed to her beyond the desert of a woman that she should be
privileged to participate....
It is hard to be a woman, full of the stormy
impulse to personal
devotion, and to have to be
impersonal,
abstract, exact,
punctual. She must control herself....
She gave herself up to
fantastic dreams, dreams of the days when
the war would be over and
victory enthroned. Then perhaps this
harshness, this
armour would be put aside and the gods might
unbend. Her eyelids drooped....
She roused herself with a start. She became aware that the night
outside was no longer still. That there was an
excitement down
below on the
bridge and a
running in the street and a flickering
of searchlights among the clouds from some high place away beyond
the Trocadero. And then the
excitement came surging up past her
and invaded the hall within.
One of the sentinels from the
terrace stood at the upper end of
the room, gesticulating and shouting something.
And all the world had changed. A kind of throbbing. She couldn't
understand. It was as if all the water-pipes and concealed
machinery and cables of the ways beneath, were beating--as pulses
beat. And about her blew something like a wind--a wind that was
dismay.
Her eyes went to the face of the Marshal as a frightened child
might look towards its mother.
He was still
serene. He was frowning
slightly, she thought, but
that was natural enough, for the Earl of Delhi, with one hand
gauntly gesticulating, had taken him by the arm and was all too
manifestly disposed to drag him towards the great door that
opened on the
terrace. And Viard was hurrying towards the huge
windows and doing so in the strangest of attitudes, bent forward
and with eyes upturned.
Something up there?
And then it was as if
thunder broke overhead.
The sound struck her like a blow. She crouched together against
the
masonry and looked up. She saw three black shapes swooping
down through the torn clouds, and from a point a little below two
of them, there had already started curling trails of red....
Everything else in her being was paralysed, she hung through
moments that seemed infinities, watching those red missiles whirl
down towards her.
She felt torn out of the world. There was nothing else in the
world but a crimson-purple glare and sound, deafening,
all-embracing, continuing sound. Every other light had gone out
about her and against this glare hung slanting walls, pirouetting
pillars, projecting fragments of cornices, and a disorderly
flight of huge angular sheets of glass. She had an
impression of
a great ball of crimson-purple fire like a maddened living thing
that seemed to be whirling about very rapidly
amidst a chaos of
falling
masonry, that seemed to be attacking the earth furiously,
that seemed to be burrowing into it like a blazing
rabbit . . .
She had all the sensations of waking up out of a dream.
She found she was lying face
downward on a bank of mould and that
a little
rivulet of hot water was
running over one foot. She
tried to raise herself and found her leg was very
painful. She
was not clear whether it was night or day nor where she was; she
made a second effort, wincing and groaning, and turned over and
got into a sitting position and looked about her.
Everything seemed very silent. She was, in fact, in the midst of
a vast
uproar, but she did not realise this because her hearing
had been destroyed.
At first she could not join on what she saw to any previous
experience.
She seemed to be in a strange world, a soundless, ruinous world,
a world of heaped broken things. And it was lit--and somehow
this was more familiar to her mind than any other fact about
her--by a flickering, purplish-crimson light. Then close to her,
rising above a
confusion of debris, she recognised the Trocadero;
it was changed, something had gone from it, but its
outline was
unmistakable. It stood out against a streaming, whirling uprush
of red-lit steam. And with that she recalled Paris and the Seine
and the warm, overcast evening and the beautiful, luminous
organisation of the War Control....
She drew herself a little way up the slope of earth on which she
lay, and examined her surroundings with an increasing
understanding....
The earth on which she was lying projected like a cape into the
river. Quite close to her was a brimming lake of dammed-up water,
from which these warm
rivulets and torrents were trickling. Wisps
of vapour came into circling
existence a foot or so from its
mirror-surface. Near at hand and reflected exactly in the water
was the upper part of a familiar-looking stone
pillar. On the
side of her away from the water the heaped ruins rose steeply in
a confused slope up to a glaring crest. Above and reflecting
this glare towered pillowed masses of steam rolling swiftly
upward to the
zenith. It was from this crest that the livid glow
that lit the world about her proceeded, and slowly her mind
connected this mound with the vanished buildings of the War
Control.
'Mais!' she whispered, and remained with staring eyes quite
motionless for a time, crouching close to the warm earth.
Then
presently this dim, broken human thing began to look about
it again. She began to feel the need of
fellowship. She wanted
to question, wanted to speak, wanted to
relate her experience.
And her foot hurt her atrociously. There ought to be an
ambulance. A little gust of querulous criticisms blew across her
mind. This surely was a
disaster! Always after a
disaster there
should be ambulances and helpers moving about....
She craned her head. There was something there. But everything
was so still!
'Monsieur!' she cried. Her ears, she noted, felt queer, and she
began to
suspect that all was not well with them.
It was
terriblylonely in this chaotic strangeness, and perhaps
this man--if it was a man, for it was difficult to see--might for
all his
stillness be merely
insensible. He might have been
stunned....
The leaping glare beyond sent a ray into his corner and for a
moment every little detail was
distinct. It was Marshal Dubois.
He was lying against a huge slab of the war map. To it there
stuck and from it there dangled little
wooden objects, the
symbols of
infantry and
cavalry and guns, as they were disposed
upon the
frontier. He did not seem to be aware of this at his
back, he had an effect of inattention, not
indifferent attention,
but as if he were thinking....
She could not see the eyes beneath his
shaggy brows, but it was
evident he frowned. He frowned
slightly, he had an air of not
wanting to be disturbed. His face still bore that expression of
assured confidence, that
conviction that if things were left to
him France might obey in security....
She did not cry out to him again, but she crept a little nearer.
A strange
surmise made her eyes
dilate. With a
painful wrench