anything but the
poetry of ornaments, and he had to work
strenuously to master the legal side of the question. Whippham,
his
chaplain, was worse than
useless as a
helper. The
bishopwanted to end the matter as quickly, quietly, and
favourably to
Morrice Deans as possible; he thought Morrice Deans a thoroughly
good man in his
parish, and he believed that the substitution of
a low
churchman would mean a very complete
collapse of church
influence in Mogham Banks, where people were now thoroughly
accustomed to a highly ornate service. But Morrice Deans was
intractable and his pursuers indefatigable, and on several
occasions the
bishop sat far into the night devising compromises
and equivocations that should make the Kensitites think that
Morrice Deans wasn't wearing vestments when he was, and that
should make Morrice Deans think he was wearing vestments when he
wasn't. And it was Whippham who first suggested green tea as a
substitute for coffee, which gave the
bishop indigestion, as his
stimulant for these nocturnal bouts.
Now green tea is the most lucid of poisons.
And while all this extra activity about Morrice Deans, these
vigils and crammings and
writings down, were using all and more
energy than the
bishop could well spare, he was also doing his
quiet
utmost to keep "The Light under the Altar" ease from coming
to a head.
This man he hated.
And he dreaded him as well as hated him. Chasters, the author
of "The Light under the Altar," was a man who not only reasoned
closely but in
delicately. There was a demonstrating, jeering, air
about his
preaching and
writing, and everything he said and did
was saturated by the spirit of
challenge. He did not so much
imitate as
exaggerate the style of Matthew Arnold. And whatever
was done
publicly against him would have to be done very
publiclybecause his book had got him a London reputation.
From the
bishop's point of view Chasters was one of nature's
ignoblemen. He seemed to have subscribed to the Thirty-Nine
Articles and passed all the tests and taken all the pledges that
stand on the way to ordination,
chiefly for the pleasure of
attacking them more
successfully from the rear; he had been given
the living of Wombash by a cousin, and filled it very largely
because it was not only more piquant but more remunerative and
respectable to be a
rationalist
lecturer in a surplice. And in a
hard kind of ultra-Protestant way his social and parochial work
was not badly done. But his sermons were terrible. "He takes a
text," said one informant, "and he goes on firstly, secondly,
thirdly, fourthly, like somebody tearing the petals from a
flower. 'Finally,' he says, and throws the bare stalk into the
dustbin."
The
bishop avoided "The Light under the Altar" for nearly a
year. It was only when a second book was announced with the
winning title of "The Core of Truth in Christianity" that he
perceived he must take action. He sat up late one night with a
marked copy, a very
indignantly marked copy, of the former work
that an
elderlycolonel, a Wombash
parishioner, an
orthodoxLayman of the most virulent type, had sent him. He perceived that
he had to deal with a dialectician of
exceptionalability, who
had concentrated a quite
considerable weight of
scholarship upon
the task of explaining away every scrap of
spiritual significance
in the Eucharist. From Chasters the
bishop was
driven by
reference to the works of Legge and Frazer, and for the first
time he began to
measure the dimensions and power of the modern
criticism of church
doctrine and
observance. Green tea should
have lit his way to refutation; instead it lit up the whole
inquiry with a light of
melancholyconfirmation. Neither by night
nor by day could the
bishop find a proper method of
opening a
counter attack upon Chasters, who was indisputably an
intellectually abler man and a very
ruthless beast indeed to
assail, and
meanwhile the demand that action should be taken
increased.
The
literature of church history and the controversies arising
out of doctrinal development became the
employment of the
bishop's
leisure and a commanding preoccupation. He would have
liked to discuss with some one else the
network of perplexities
in which he was entangling himself, and more particularly with
Canon Bliss, but his own positions were becoming so insecure that
he feared to
betray them by
argument. He had grown up with a kind
of
intellectualmodesty. Some things he had never yet talked
about; it made his mind blench to think of talking about them.
And his great aching gaps of wakefulness began now, thanks to the
green tea, to be interspersed with
theological dreams and visions
of an
extravagant vividness. He would see Frazer's sacrificial
kings butchered picturesquely and
terriblyamidst strange and
grotesque rituals; he would
survey long and
elaborate processions
and ceremonials in which the most
remarkable symbols were borne
high in the sight of all men; he would cower before a gigantic
and threatening Heaven. These green-tea dreams and visions were
not so much phases of sleep as an intensification and vivid
furnishing forth of insomnia. It added greatly to his
disturbancethat--exceeding the instructions of Brighton-Pomfrey--he had
now experimented ignorantly and planlessly with one or two
narcotics and
sleeping mixtures that friends and acquaintances
had mentioned in his
hearing. For the first time in his life he
became secretive from his wife. He knew he ought not to take
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physically and morally evil, but
a tormenting
craving drove him to them. Subtly and insensibly his
character was being undermined by the growing
nervous trouble.
He astonished himself by the
cunning and the hypocritical
dignity he could display in procuring these drugs. He arranged to
have a tea-making set in his bedroom, and
secretly substituted
green tea, for which he developed a powerful
craving, in the
place of the
delicate China tea Lady Ella procured him.
(5)
These doctrinal and
physical anxieties and distresses were at
their worst in the spring and early summer of 1914. That was a
time of great
mental and moral
disturbance. There was premonition
in the air of those days. It was like the
uneasiness sensitive
people experience before a thunderstorm. The moral
atmosphere was
sullen and close. The whole world seemed
irritable and
mischievous. The suffragettes became
extraordinarily malignant;
the democratic
movement went
rotten with sabotage and with a cant
of being "rebels"; the
reactionary Tories and a crew of noisy old
peeresses set themselves to create
incurableconfusion again in
the healing wounds of Ireland, and feuds and
frantic folly broke
out at every point of the social and political
edifice. And then
a bomb burst at Sarajevo that silenced all this
tumult. The
unstable polity of Europe heeled over like a ship that founders.
Through the swiftest, tensest week in history Europe capsized
into war.
(6)
The first effect of the war upon the mind of the
bishop, as
upon most
imaginative minds, was to steady and exalt it.
Trivialities and exasperations seemed swept out of
existence. Men
lifted up their eyes from disputes that had seemed
incurable and
wrangling that promised to be
interminable, and discovered a
plain and
tragic issue that involved every one in a common call
for
devotion. For a great number of men and women who had been
born and bred in
security, the August and September of 1914 were
the supremely
heroic period of their lives. Myriads of souls were
born again to ideas of service and sacrifice in those tremendous
days.
Black and evil thing as the war was, it was at any rate a great
thing; it did this much for
countless minds that for the first
time they realized the epic quality of history and their own
relationship to the destinies of the race. The flimsy roof under
which we had been living our lives of
comedy fell and shattered
the floor under our feet; we saw the stars above and the abyss
below. We perceived that life was insecure and
adventurous, part
of one vast adventure in space and time....
Presently the smoke and dust of battle hid the great distances
again, but they could not
altogether destroy the memories of this
revelation.
For the first two months the
bishop's attention was so detached
from his immediate surroundings and
employments, so absorbed by
great events, that his history if it were told in detail would