an
interval of three months made it seem possible to face his
episcopalroutine again. It was only when he was back in his own
palace that the full weight of his
domestic responsibilities in
the
discussion of the course he had to take, became apparent.
Lady Ella met him with
affection and solicitude.
"I was tired and mentally fagged," he said. "A day or so in
London had an effect of change."
She agreed that he looked much better, and remained for a
moment or so scrutinizing him with the faint
anxiety of one
resolved to be completely helpful.
He regarded her with a renewed sense of her grace and dignity
and kindliness. She was wearing a grey dress of soft silky
material, touched with blue and covered with what seemed to him
very rich and beautiful lace; her hair flowed back very
graciously from her broad brow, and about her wrist and neck were
delicate lines of gold. She seemed
tremendously at home and right
just where she was, in that big
hospitable room, cultured but
Anglican, without pretensions or novelties, with a glow of bound
books, with the grand piano that Miriam, his third daughter, was
beginning to play so well, with the tea equipage of shining
silver and fine porcelain.
He sat down contentedly in the low
armchair beside her.
It wasn't a
setting that one would rashly destroy....
And that evening at dinner this sense of his home as a complex
of
finely adjusted things not to be rashly disturbed was still
more in the mind of the
bishop. At dinner he had all his
domesticities about him. It was the family time, from eight until
ten, at which latter hour he would usually go back from the
drawing-room to his study. He surveyed the table. Eleanor was at
home for a few days, looking a little thin and bright but very
keen and happy. She had taken a first in the first part of the
Moral Science Tripos, and she was
working hard now for part two.
Clementina was to go back to Newnham with her next September. She
aspired to history. Miriam's bent was
musical. She and Phoebe and
Daphne and Clementina were under the care of skilful Mademoiselle
Lafarge, most tactful of Protestant French-women, Protestant and
yet not too Protestant, one of those rare French Protestants in
whom a touch of Bergson and the Pasteur Monod
"scarce suspected, animates the whole."
And also they had lessons, so high are our modern standards of
education, from Mr. Blent, a
brilliant young mathematician in
orders, who sat now next to Lady Ella. Mr. Whippham, the
chaplain, was at the
bishop's right hand, ready for any chance of
making arrangements to clear off the small arrears of duty the
little
holiday in London had accumulated. The
bishop surveyed all
these bright young people between himself and the calm beauty of
his wife. He spoke first to one and then another upon the things
that interested them. It rejoiced his heart to be able to give
them education and opportunity, it pleased him to see them in
clothes that he knew were none the less
expensive because of
their complete
simplicity. Miriam and Mr. Blent wrangled
pleasantly about Debussy, and old Dunk waited as though in orders
of some rare and special sort that qualified him for this
service.
All these people, the
bishop reflected, counted upon him that
this would go on....
Eleanor was answering some question of her mother's. They were
so oddly alike and so
curiously different, and both in their
several ways so fine. Eleanor was dark like his own mother.
Perhaps she did a little lack Lady Ella's fine reserves; she
could express more, she could feel more acutely, she might easily
be very
unhappy or very happy....
All these people counted on him. It was indeed acutely true, as
Likeman had said, that any sudden
breach with his position would
be a
breach of faith--so far as they were concerned.
And just then his eye fell upon the epergne, a very old and
beautiful piece of silver, that graced the dinner-table. It had
been given him, together with an
episcopal ring, by his curates
and choristers at the Church of the Holy Innocents, when he
became
bishop of Pinner. When they gave it him, had any one of
them dreamt that some day he might be moved to strike an
ungracious blow at the mother church that had reared them all?
It was his custom to join the family in the drawing-room after
dinner. To-night he was a little delayed by Whippham, with some
trivialities about next month's confirmations in Pringle and
Princhester. When he came in he found Miriam playing, and playing
very
beautifully one of those later sonatas of Beethoven, he
could never remember whether it was Of. 109 or Of. 111, but he
knew that he liked it very much; it was
solemn and sombre with
phases of
indescribable sweetness--while Clementina, Daphne
and Mademoiselle Lafarge went on with their war
knitting and
Phoebe and Mr. Blent bent their brows over chess. Eleanor was
reading the evening paper. Lady Ella sat on a high chair by the
coffee things, and he stood in the
doorway surveying the peaceful
scene for a moment or so, before he went across the room and sat
down on the couch close to her.
"You look tired," she whispered softly.
"Worries."
"That Chasters case?"
"Things developing out of that. I must tell you later." It
would be, he felt, a good way of breaking the matter to her.
"Is the Chasters case coming on again, Daddy?" asked Eleanor.
He nodded.
"It's a pity," she said.
"What ?
"That he can't be left alone."
"It's Sir Reginald Phipps. The Church would be much more
tolerant if it wasn't for the House of Laymen. But they--they
feel they must do something."
He seized the opportunity of the music ceasing to get away from
the subject. "Miriam dear," he asked, raising his voice; "is that
109 or 111? I can never tell."
"That is always 111, Daddy," said Miriam. "It's the other one
is 109." And then
evidently feeling that she had been pert:
"Would you like me to play you 109, Daddy?"
"I should love it, my dear." And he leant back and prepared to
listen in such a
thorough way that Eleanor would have no chance
of discussing the Chasters' heresies. But this was interrupted by
the consummation of the coffee, and Mr. Blent, breaking a long
silence with "Mate in three, if I'm not mistaken," leapt to his
feet to be of service. Eleanor, with the rough
seriousness of
youth, would not leave the Chasters case alone.
"But need you take action against Mr. Chasters?" she asked at
once.
"It's a very
complicated subject, my dear," he said.
"His arguments?"
"The practical considerations."
"But what are practical considerations in such a case?"
"That's a post-graduate subject, Norah," her father said with a
smile and a sigh.
"But," began Eleanor,
gathering fresh forces.
"Daddy is tired," Lady Ella intervened, patting him on the
head.
"Oh, terribly!--of that," he said, and so escaped Eleanor for
the evening.