are; your hand was moist and burning----Darling, you are young," she
added with a
shudder, "and you could still get over it if
unfortunately----But, no," she cried
cheerfully, "there is no
'unfortunately,' the disease is
contagious, so the doctors say."
She flung both arms about Raphael,
drawing in his
breath through one
of those kisses in which the soul reaches its end.
"I do not wish to live to old age," she said. "Let us both die young,
and go to heaven while flowers fill our hands."
"We always make such designs as those when we are well and strong,"
Raphael replied, burying his hands in Pauline's hair. But even then a
horrible fit of coughing came on, one of those deep
ominous coughs
that seem to come from the depths of the tomb, a cough that leaves the
sufferer
ghastly pale, trembling, and perspiring; with aching sides
and quivering nerves, with a feeling of
weariness pervading the very
marrow of the spine, and
unspeakable languor in every vein. Raphael
slowly laid himself down, pale, exhausted, and
overcome, like a man
who has spent all the strength in him over one final effort. Pauline's
eyes, grown large with
terror, were fixed upon him; she lay quite
motionless, pale, and silent.
"Let us
commit no more follies, my angel," she said,
trying not to let
Raphael see the
dreadful forebodings that disturbed her. She covered
her face with her hands, for she saw Death before her--the hideous
skeleton. Raphael's face had grown as pale and livid as any skull
unearthed from a
churchyard to
assist the studies of some scientific
man. Pauline remembered the
exclamation that had escaped from Valentin
the
previous evening, and to herself she said:
"Yes, there are gulfs that love can never cross, and
therein love must
bury itself."
On a March morning, some days after this
wretched scene, Raphael found
himself seated in an
armchair, placed in the window in the full light
of day. Four doctors stood round him, each in turn
trying his pulse,
feeling him over, and questioning him with
apparent interest. The
invalid sought to guess their thoughts, putting a
construction on
every
movement they made, and on the slightest contractions of their
brows. His last hope lay in this
consultation. This court of appeal
was about to pronounce its decision--life or death.
Valentin had summoned the oracles of modern medicine, so that he might
have the last word of science. Thanks to his
wealth and title, there
stood before him three embodied theories; human knowledge fluctuated
round the three points. Three of the doctors brought among them the
complete
circle of
medicalphilosophy; they represented the points of
conflict round which the battle raged, between Spiritualism, Analysis,
and
goodness knows what in the way of mocking eclecticism.
The fourth doctor was Horace Bianchon, a man of science with a future
before him, the most
distinguished man of the new school in medicine,
a
discreet and unassuming representative of a studious
generation that
is preparing to receive the
inheritance of fifty years of experience
treasured up by the Ecole de Paris, a
generation that perhaps will
erect the
monument for the building of which the centuries behind us
have collected the different materials. As a personal friend of the
Marquis and of Rastignac, he had been in attendance on the former for
some days past, and was helping him to answer the inquiries of the
three professors,
occasionally insisting somewhat upon those symptoms
which, in his opinion,
pointed to pulmonary disease.
"You have been living at a great pace, leading a dissipated life, no
doubt, and you have
devoted yourself largely to
intellectual work?"
queried one of the three
celebrated authorities, addressing Raphael.
He was a square-headed man, with a large frame and energetic
organization, which seemed to mark him out as superior to his two
rivals.
"I made up my mind to kill myself with debauchery, after spending