Pauline!----"
He took a pair of compasses and measured the
extent of
existence that
the morning had cost him.
"I have scarcely enough for two months!" he said.
A cold sweat broke out over him; moved by an ungovernable spasm of
rage, he seized the Magic Skin, exclaiming:
"I am a perfect fool!"
He rushed out of the house and across the garden, and flung the
talisman down a well.
"Vogue la galere," cried he. "The devil take all this nonsense."
So Raphael gave himself up to the happiness of being
beloved, and led
with Pauline the life of heart and heart. Difficulties which it would
be somewhat
tedious to describe had delayed their marriage, which was
to take place early in March. Each was sure of the other; their
affection had been tried, and happiness had taught them how strong it
was. Never has love made two souls, two natures, so
absolutely one.
The more they came to know of each other, the more they loved. On
either side there was the same hesitating
delicacy, the same
transports of joy such as angels know; there were no clouds in their
heaven; the will of either was the other's law.
Wealthy as they both were, they had not a caprice which they could not
gratify, and for that reason had no caprices. A
refined taste, a
feeling for beauty and
poetry, was
instinct in the soul of the bride;
her lover's smile was more to her than all the pearls of Ormuz. She
disdained
feminine finery; a
muslin dress and flowers formed her most
elaborate toilette.
Pauline and Raphael shunned every one else, for
solitude was
abundantly beautiful to them. The idlers at the Opera, or at the
Italiens, saw this
charming and unconventional pair evening after
evening. Some
gossip went the round of the salons at first, but the
harmless lovers were soon forgotten in the course of events which took
place in Paris; their marriage was announced at length to excuse them
in the eyes of the prudish; and as it happened, their servants did not
babble; so their bliss did not draw down upon them any very severe
punishment.
One morning towards the end of February, at the time when the
brightening days bring a
belief in the nearness of the joys of spring,
Pauline and Raphael were breakfasting together in a small
conservatory, a kind of drawing-room filled with flowers, on a level
with the garden. The mild rays of the pale winter
sunlight, breaking
through the
thicket of exotic plants, warmed the air somewhat. The
vivid
contrast made by the varieties of
foliage, the colors of the
masses of flowering shrubs, the freaks of light and shadow, gladdened
the eyes. While all the rest of Paris still sought
warmth from its
melancholy
hearth, these two were laughing in a bower of camellias,
lilacs, and blossoming heath. Their happy faces rose above lilies of
the
valley, narcissus blooms, and Bengal roses. A mat of plaited
African grass, variegated like a
carpet, lay beneath their feet in
this
luxurious conservatory. The walls, covered with a green linen
material, bore no traces of damp. The surfaces of the
rustic wooden
furniture shone with
cleanliness. A
kitten, attracted by the odor of
milk, had established itself upon the table; it allowed Pauline to
bedabble it in coffee; she was playing
merrily with it,
taking away
the cream that she had just allowed the
kitten to sniff at, so as to
exercise its
patience, and keep up the
contest. She burst out laughing
at every antic, and by the
comical remarks she
constantly made, she
hindered Raphael from perusing the paper; he had dropped it a dozen
times already. This morning picture seemed to
overflow with
inexpressible
gladness, like everything that is natural and genuine.
Raphael, still pretending to read his paper, furtively watched Pauline
with the cat--his Pauline, in the dressing-gown that hung carelessly
about her; his Pauline, with her hair loose on her shoulders, with a
tiny, white, blue-veined foot peeping out of a
velvetslipper. It was
pleasant to see her in this negligent dress; she was
delightful as
some fanciful picture by Westall; half-girl, half-woman, as she seemed
to be, or perhaps more of a girl than a woman, there was no alloy in
the happiness she enjoyed, and of love she knew as yet only its first
ecstasy. When Raphael, absorbed in happy musing, had forgotten the
existence of the newspaper, Pauline flew upon it, crumpled it up into
a ball, and threw it out into the garden; the
kittensprang after the
rotating object, which spun round and round, as
politics are wont to
do. This
childish scene recalled Raphael to himself. He would have
gone on
reading, and felt for the sheet he no longer possessed. Joyous