certain sort of
reputationattaching to me. But Foedora's hold upon
her
victim was not relaxed. We often met. I compelled her admirers to
sound my name in her ears, by dint of
astonishing them with my
cleverness and success, with my horses and equipages. It all found her
impassive and uninterested; so did an ugly
phrase of Rastignac's, 'He
is killing himself for you.'
"I charged the world at large with my
revenge, but I was not happy.
While I was fathoming the miry depths of life, I only recognized the
more
keenly at all times the happiness of reciprocal
affection; it was
a shadow that I followed through all that
befell me in my
extravagance, and in my wildest moments. It was my
misfortune to be
deceived in my fairest beliefs, to be punished by
ingratitude for
benefiting others, and to receive uncounted pleasures as the
reward of
my errors--a
sinisterdoctrine, but a true one for the
prodigal!
"The
contagious leprosy of Foedora's
vanity had taken hold of me at
last. I probed my soul, and found it cankered and
rotten. I bore the
marks of the devil's claw upon my
forehead. It was impossible to me
thenceforward to do without the
incessantagitation of a life fraught
with danger at every moment, or to
dispense with the execrable
refinements of
luxury. If I had possessed millions, I should still
have gambled, reveled, and racketed about. I wished never to be alone
with myself, and I must have false friends and courtesans, wine and
good cheer to
distract me. The ties that
attach a man to family life
had been
permanently broken for me. I had become a galley-slave of
pleasure, and must accomplish my
destiny of
suicide. During the last
days of my
prosperity, I spent every night in the most incredible
excesses; but every morning death cast me back upon life again. I
would have taken a conflagration with as little concern as any man
with a life annuity. However, I at last found myself alone with a
twenty-franc piece; I bethought me then of Rastignac's luck----
"Eh, eh!----" Raphael exclaimed, interrupting himself, as he
remembered the talisman and drew it from his pocket. Perhaps he was
wearied by the long day's
strain, and had no more strength left
wherewith to pilot his head through the seas of wine and punch; or
perhaps, exasperated by this
symbol of his own
existence, the torrent
of his own
eloquence gradually overwhelmed him. Raphael became excited
and elated and like one completely deprived of reason.
"The devil take death!" he shouted, brandishing the skin; "I mean to
live! I am rich, I have every
virtue; nothing will
withstand me. Who
would not be
generous, when everything is in his power? Aha! Aha! I
wished for two hundred thousand livres a year, and I shall have them.
Bow down before me, all of you, wallowing on the carpets like swine in
the mire! You all belong to me--a precious property truly! I am rich;
I could buy you all, even the
deputy snoring over there. Scum of
society, give me your benediction! I am the Pope."
Raphael's vociferations had been
hitherto drowned by a thorough-bass
of snores, but now they became suddenly
audible. Most of the sleepers
started up with a cry, saw the cause of the
disturbance on his feet,
tottering
uncertainly, and cursed him in concert for a drunken
brawler.
"Silence!" shouted Raphael. "Back to your kennels, you dogs! Emile, I
have
riches, I will give you Havana cigars!"
"I am listening," the poet replied. "Death or Foedora! On with you!
That silky Foedora deceived you. Women are all daughters of Eve. There
is nothing
dramatic about that rigmarole of yours."
"Ah, but you were
sleeping, slyboots."
"No--'Death or Foedora!'--I have it!"
"Wake up!" Raphael shouted,
beating Emile with the piece of shagreen
as if he meant to draw electric fluid out of it.
"TONNERRE!" said Emile, springing up and flinging his arms round
Raphael; "my friend, remember the sort of women you are with."
"I am a millionaire!"
- jealous [´dʒeləs] a.妒忌的 (初中英语单词)
- creation [kri´eiʃən] n.创作;作品;创造 (初中英语单词)
- excess [´ekses] n.超过 a.过分的 (初中英语单词)
- energy [´enədʒi] n.活力,精力;能力 (初中英语单词)
- pointed [´pɔintid] a.尖(锐)的;中肯的 (初中英语单词)
- height [hait] n.高度;顶点;卓越 (初中英语单词)
- abundant [ə´bʌndənt] a.丰富的;充分的 (初中英语单词)
- waiting [´weitiŋ] n.等候;伺候 (初中英语单词)
- overcome [,əuvə´kʌm] vt.战胜,克服 (初中英语单词)
- compound [kəm´paund] n.&a.混合(的) v.合成 (初中英语单词)
- messenger [´mesindʒə] n.使者;送信人 (初中英语单词)
- commercial [kə´mə:ʃəl] a.商业的 n.广告节目 (初中英语单词)
- altogether [,ɔ:ltə´geðə] ad.完全;总而言之 (初中英语单词)
- amount [ə´maunt] n.总数;数量 v.合计 (初中英语单词)
- despair [di´speə] vi.&n.绝望 (初中英语单词)
- criminal [´kriminəl] a.犯罪的 n.罪犯 (初中英语单词)
- mistress [´mistris] n.女主人;情妇;女能手 (初中英语单词)
- dignity [´digniti] n.尊严,尊贵;高官显贵 (初中英语单词)
- extreme [ik´stri:m] a.尽头的 n.极端 (初中英语单词)
- moreover [mɔ:´rəuvə] ad.再者,此外,而且 (初中英语单词)
- appreciate [ə´pri:ʃieit] v.评价;珍惜;感激 (初中英语单词)
- generous [´dʒenərəs] a.慷慨的;丰盛的 (初中英语单词)
- undergo [,ʌndə´gəu] vt.经历(受);遭受 (初中英语单词)
- prospect [´prɔspekt, prəs´pekt] n.景色;境界 v.勘察 (初中英语单词)
- sprang [spræŋ] spring 的过去式 (初中英语单词)
- reward [ri´wɔ:d] n.&v.报答;报酬;奖赏 (初中英语单词)
- beginning [bi´giniŋ] n.开始,开端;起源 (初中英语单词)
- extensive [ik´stensiv] a.广阔的;大量的 (初中英语单词)
- observation [,ɔbzə´veiʃən] n.观测;注意;意义 (初中英语单词)
- victim [´viktim] n.牺牲者;受害者 (初中英语单词)
- phrase [freiz] n.短语;词组;措词 (初中英语单词)
- revenge [ri´vendʒ] vt.报复 n.报仇;报复 (初中英语单词)
- keenly [´ki:nli] ad.敏锐地;强烈地 (初中英语单词)
- affection [ə´fekʃən] n.友爱;慈爱 (初中英语单词)
- doctrine [´dɔktrin] n.教义;主义;学说 (初中英语单词)
- vanity [´væniti] n.虚荣;自负;空虚 (初中英语单词)
- forehead [´fɔrid] n.额,前部 (初中英语单词)
- luxury [´lʌkʃəri] n.奢侈(品);享受 (初中英语单词)
- attach [ə´tætʃ] v.附;使隶属;使依恋 (初中英语单词)
- prosperity [prɔ´speriti] n.繁荣;成功;幸运 (初中英语单词)
- existence [ig´zistəns] n.存在;生存;生活 (初中英语单词)
- virtue [´və:tʃu:] n.美德;贞操;长处 (初中英语单词)
- riches [´ritʃiz] n.房地产;丰富 (初中英语单词)
- dramatic [drə´mætik] a.戏剧的;戏剧般的 (初中英语单词)
- sleeping [´sli:piŋ] n.&a.睡着(的) (初中英语单词)
- hercules [´hə:kjuli:z] n.大力神 (高中英语单词)
- destiny [´destini] n.命运 (高中英语单词)
- reproach [ri´prəutʃ] vt.&n.责备;指责;耻辱 (高中英语单词)
- disorder [dis´ɔ:də] n.杂乱 vt.扰乱 (高中英语单词)
- painful [´peinfəl] a.痛(苦)的;费力的 (高中英语单词)
- indifference [in´difrəns] n.冷淡;无足轻重 (高中英语单词)
- species [´spi:ʃi:z] n.(生物的)种,类 (高中英语单词)
- shabby [´ʃæbi] a.(衣服)破旧的 (高中英语单词)
- signify [´signifai] vt.表示 vi.有重要性 (高中英语单词)
- penalty [´penlti] n.刑罚;惩罚;障碍 (高中英语单词)
- innocence [´inəsəns] n.无罪;天真 (高中英语单词)
- saying [´seiŋ, ´sei-iŋ] n.言语;言论;格言 (高中英语单词)
- dominate [´dɔmineit] v.统治;控制;俯视 (高中英语单词)
- dependent [di´pendənt] a.依赖的;从属的 (高中英语单词)
- creditor [´kreditə] n.债权人;贷方;贷项 (高中英语单词)
- execution [,eksi´kju:ʃən] n.执行;演奏;表演 (高中英语单词)
- offering [´ɔfəriŋ] n.提供;礼物;捐献 (高中英语单词)
- shudder [´ʃʌdə] n.&vi.震颤;发抖 (高中英语单词)
- astonishing [əs´tɔniʃiŋ] a.令人惊讶的 (高中英语单词)
- misfortune [mis´fɔ:tʃən] n.不幸;灾祸 (高中英语单词)
- rotten [´rɔtn] a.腐烂的;腐朽的 (高中英语单词)
- agitation [,ædʒi´teiʃən] n.鼓动;摇动;焦虑 (高中英语单词)
- distract [di´strækt] vt.使分心 (高中英语单词)
- suicide [´su:isaid, ´sju:-] n.&a.自杀(者)(的) (高中英语单词)
- strain [strein] vt.拉紧 vi.拖 n.张力 (高中英语单词)
- symbol [´simbəl] n.符号;象征 (高中英语单词)
- deputy [´depjuti] n.代理人;代表 (高中英语单词)
- hitherto [,hiðə´tu:] ad.至今,迄今 (高中英语单词)
- disturbance [di´stə:bəns] n.扰乱,骚动 (高中英语单词)
- futile [´fju:tail] a.无用的,无益的 (英语四级单词)
- molten [´məultən] melt的过去分词 (英语四级单词)
- remarkably [ri´mɑ:kəbli] ad.非凡地;显著地 (英语四级单词)
- debtor [´detə] n.债务人;借方 (英语四级单词)
- blight [blait] n.打击 vt.摧残 (英语四级单词)
- remorse [ri´mɔ:s] n.懊悔;自责;同情 (英语四级单词)
- hateful [´heitfəl] a.可恨的,可憎的 (英语四级单词)
- morality [mə´ræliti] n.道德;教训;伦理学 (英语四级单词)
- transformation [,trænsfə´meiʃən] n.转化;转变;改造 (英语四级单词)
- sordid [´sɔ:did] a.(指环境等)肮脏的 (英语四级单词)
- garret [´gærit] n.阁楼,顶楼 (英语四级单词)
- reputation [repju´teiʃən] n.名誉;名声;信誉 (英语四级单词)
- befell [bi´fel] befall的过去式 (英语四级单词)
- sinister [´sinistə] a.阴险的;不吉的 (英语四级单词)
- contagious [kən´teidʒəs] a.传染性的,有感染力 (英语四级单词)
- dispense [di´spens] v.分配;施与;执行 (英语四级单词)
- permanently [´pə:mənəntli] ad.永久地;持久地 (英语四级单词)
- eloquence [´eləkwəns] n.雄辩;口才 (英语四级单词)
- withstand [wið´stænd] vt.抵抗,经得起 (英语四级单词)
- audible [´ɔ:dibəl] a.听得见的 (英语四级单词)
- havana [hə´vænə] n.哈瓦那 (英语四级单词)
- awakening [ə´weikəniŋ] n.&a.觉醒(中的) (英语六级单词)
- scornful [´skɔ:nful] a.轻蔑的,藐视的 (英语六级单词)
- robust [rəu´bʌst] a.强建的;茁壮的 (英语六级单词)
- taking [´teikiŋ] a.迷人的 n.捕获物 (英语六级单词)
- cheerfulness [´tʃiəfulnis] n.高兴,愉快 (英语六级单词)
- prodigal [´prɔdigəl] a.浪费的 n.挥霍者 (英语六级单词)
- prerogative [pri´rɔgətiv] n.特权 a.(有)特权的 (英语六级单词)
- holding [´həuldiŋ] n.保持,固定,存储 (英语六级单词)
- speculator [´spekjuleitə] n.思索者;投机者(商) (英语六级单词)
- solicitor [sə´lisitə] n.律师;掮客 (英语六级单词)
- tranquil [´træŋkwil] a.平静的,稳定的 (英语六级单词)
- ingratitude [in´grætitju:d] n.忘恩负义 (英语六级单词)
- incessant [in´sesənt] a.不断的,不停的 (英语六级单词)
- uncertainly [ʌn´sə:tnli] ad.不明确地;怀疑地 (英语六级单词)
- beating [´bi:tiŋ] n.敲;搅打;失败 (英语六级单词)