"May God
lengthen your days!" cried the two
beggars.
As he reached the shop window of a print-seller, this man on the brink
of death met a young woman alighting from a showy
carriage. He looked
in delight at her prettiness, at the pale face appropriately framed by
the satin of her
fashionablebonnet. Her
slender form and graceful
movements en
tranced him. Her skirt had been
slightly raised as she
stepped to the
pavement, disclosing a daintily
fitting white stocking
over the
delicate outlines beneath. The young lady went into the shop,
purchased albums and sets of lithographs; giving several gold coins
for them, which glittered and rang upon the
counter. The young man,
seemingly occupied with the prints in the window, fixed upon the fair
stranger a gaze as eager as man can give, to receive in exchange an
indifferent glance, such as lights by accident on a passer-by. For him
it was a leave-taking of love and of woman; but his final and
strenuous questioning glance was neither understood nor felt by the
slight-natured woman there; her color did not rise, her eyes did not
droop. What was it to her? one more piece of adulation, yet another
sigh only prompted the
delightful thought at night, "I looked rather
well to-day."
The young man quickly turned to another picture, and only left it when
she returned to her
carriage. The horses started off, the final
visionof
luxury and
refinement went under an
eclipse, just as that life of
his would soon do also. Slowly and sadly he followed the line of the
shops, listlessly examining the specimens on view. When the shops came
to an end, he reviewed the Louvre, the Institute, the towers of Notre
Dame, of the Palais, the Pont des Arts; all these public monuments
seemed to have taken their tone from the heavy gray sky.
Fitful gleams of light gave a foreboding look to Paris; like a pretty
woman, the city has
mysterious fits of ugliness or beauty. So the
outer world seemed to be in a plot to steep this man about to die in a
painful
trance. A prey to the maleficent power which acts relaxingly
upon us by the fluid circulating through our nerves, his whole frame
seemed gradually to experience a dissolving process. He felt the
anguish of these throes passing through him in waves, and the houses
and the crowd seemed to surge to and fro in a mist before his eyes. He
tried to escape the
agitationwrought in his mind by the revulsions of
his
physical nature, and went toward the shop of a
dealer in
antiquities, thinking to give a treat to his senses, and to spend the
interval till
nightfall in bargaining over curiosities.
He sought, one might say, to
regain courage and to find a stimulant,
like a
criminal who doubts his power to reach the scaffold. The
consciousness of approaching death gave him, for the time being, the
intrepidity of a
duchess with a couple of lovers, so that he entered
the place with an abstracted look, while his lips displayed a set
smile like a drunkard's. Had not life, or rather had not death,
intoxicated him? Dizziness soon
overcame him again. Things appeared to
him in strange colors, or as making slight movements; his irregular
pulse was no doubt the cause; the blood that sometimes rushed like a
burning
torrent through his veins, and sometimes lay torpid and
stagnant as tepid water. He merely asked leave to see if the shop
contained any curiosities which he required.
A plump-faced young shopman with red hair, in an otter-skin cap, left
an old
peasant woman in
charge of the shop--a sort of feminine
Caliban, employed in cleaning a stove made
marvelous by Bernard
Palissy's work. This youth remarked carelessly:
"Look round,
monsieur! We have nothing very
remarkable here
downstairs; but if I may trouble you to go up to the first floor, I
will show you some very fine mummies from Cairo, some inlaid pottery,
and some carved ebony--genuine Renaissance work, just come in, and of
perfect beauty."
In the stranger's
fearful position this cicerone's prattle and
shopman's empty talk seemed like the petty vexations by which narrow
minds destroy a man of
genius. But as he must even go through with it,