with my eyes the woman who had come down to me from heaven. Sick with
the first fever of the heart I wandered through the rooms,
unable to
find mine Unknown, until at last I went home to bed, another man.
A new soul, a soul with
rainbow wings, had burst its chrysalis.
Descending from the azure wastes where I had long admired her, my star
had come to me a woman, with undiminished lustre and
purity. I loved,
knowing
naught of love. How strange a thing, this first irruption of
the keenest human e
motion in the heart of a man! I had seen pretty
women in other places, but none had made the slightest
impression upon
me. Can there be an appointed hour, a
conjunction of stars, a union of
circumstances, a certain woman among all others to
awaken an exclusive
passion at the period of life when love includes the whole sex?
The thought that my Elect lived in Touraine made the air I breathed
delicious; the blue of the sky seemed bluer than I had ever yet seen
it. I raved internally, but externally I was
seriously ill, and my
mother had fears, not unmingled with
remorse. Like animals who know
when danger is near, I hid myself away in the garden to think of the
kiss that I had
stolen. A few days after this
memorable ball my mother
attributed my
neglect of study, my
indifference to her tyrannical
looks and sarcasms, and my
gloomybehavior to the condition of my
health. The country, that
perpetualremedy for ills that doctors
cannot cure, seemed to her the best means of bringing me out of my
apathy. She
decided that I should spend a few weeks at Frapesle, a
chateau on the Indre
midway between Montbazon and Azay-le-Rideau,
which belonged to a friend of hers, to whom, no doubt, she gave
private instructions.
By the day when I thus for the first time gained my liberty I had swum
so
vigorously in Love's ocean that I had well-nigh crossed it. I knew
nothing of mine unknown lady, neither her name, nor where to find her;
to whom, indeed, could I speak of her? My
sensitive nature so
exaggerated the
inexplicable fears which beset all
youthful hearts at
the first approach of love that I began with the
melancholy which
often ends a
hopelesspassion. I asked nothing better than to roam
about the country, to come and go and live in the fields. With the
courage of a child that fears no
failure, in which there is something
really
chivalrous, I determined to search every
chateau in Touraine,
travelling on foot, and
saying to myself as each old tower came in
sight, "She is there!"
Accordingly, of a Thursday morning I left Tours by the
barrier of
Saint-Eloy, crossed the bridges of Saint-Sauveur, reached Poncher
whose every house I examined, and took the road to Chinon. For the
first time in my life I could sit down under a tree or walk fast or
slow as I pleased without being dictated to by any one. To a poor lad
crushed under all sorts of despotism (which more or less does weigh
upon all youth) the first
employment of freedom, even though it be
expended upon nothing, lifts the soul with irrepressible buoyancy.
Several reasons combined to make that day one of
enchantment. During
my school years I had never been taken to walk more than two or three
miles from a city; yet there remained in my mind among the earliest
recollections of my
childhood that feeling for the beautiful which the
scenery about Tours inspires. Though quite untaught as to the poetry
of such a
landscape, I was, unknown to myself,
critical upon it, like
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- generous [´dʒenərəs] a.慷慨的;丰盛的 (初中英语单词)
- coldness [´kəuldnis] n.寒冷;冷淡 (初中英语单词)
- height [hait] n.高度;顶点;卓越 (初中英语单词)
- extent [ik´stent] n.长度;程度;范围 (初中英语单词)
- miserable [´mizərəbəl] a.悲惨的;可怜的 (初中英语单词)
- handkerchief [´hæŋkətʃif] n.手帕,手绢 (初中英语单词)
- driven [´driv(ə)n] drive 的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- fasten [´fɑ:sən] v.扎牢;闩住;钉牢 (初中英语单词)
- priest [pri:st] n.教士;牧师;神父 (初中英语单词)
- absorb [əb´sɔ:b] vt.吸收;吸引 (初中英语单词)
- sentiment [´sentimənt] n.情绪;多愁善感 (初中英语单词)
- constantly [´kɔnstəntli] ad.经常地;不断地 (初中英语单词)
- weapon [´wepən] n.武器;斗争手段 (初中英语单词)
- despair [di´speə] vi.&n.绝望 (初中英语单词)
- contact [´kɔntækt] n.接触;联系 v.联络 (初中英语单词)
- victim [´viktim] n.牺牲者;受害者 (初中英语单词)
- preparation [,prepə´reiʃən] n.准备;预习(时间) (初中英语单词)
- enthusiasm [in´θju:ziæzəm] n.热心;狂热;爱好 (初中英语单词)
- flutter [´flʌtə] vi.飘扬;摆 n.拍动 (初中英语单词)
- extremely [ik´stri:mli] ad.极端地;非常地 (初中英语单词)
- absence [´æbsəns] n.不在,缺席;缺乏 (初中英语单词)
- welfare [´welfeə] n.福利(事业) (初中英语单词)
- enterprise [´entəpraiz] n.企业;雄心;胆识 (初中英语单词)
- instantly [´instəntli] ad.立即,立刻 (初中英语单词)
- scarlet [´skɑ:lit] n.猩红色 a.猩红的 (初中英语单词)
- hither [´hiðə] ad.到此处 (初中英语单词)
- thither [´ðiðə] ad.到那里 a.那边的 (初中英语单词)
- fierce [fiəs] a.残忍的;强烈的 (初中英语单词)
- worship [´wə:ʃip] n.&v.崇拜;敬仰 (初中英语单词)
- ambition [æm´biʃən] n.雄心,野心;企图 (初中英语单词)
- dignity [´digniti] n.尊严,尊贵;高官显贵 (初中英语单词)
- magnificent [mæg´nifisənt] a.壮丽的;豪华的 (初中英语单词)
- emperor [´empərə] n.皇帝 (初中英语单词)
- moreover [mɔ:´rəuvə] ad.再者,此外,而且 (初中英语单词)
- confuse [kən´fju:z] vt.使混乱;混淆;慌乱 (初中英语单词)
- suffering [´sʌfəriŋ] n.痛苦;灾害 (初中英语单词)
- refuge [´refju:dʒ] v.&n.避难(所);庇护 (初中英语单词)
- softly [´sɔftli] ad.软化地;柔和地 (初中英语单词)
- vision [´viʒən] n.视觉;想象力;幻影 (初中英语单词)
- modest [´mɔdist] a.谦虚的;朴素的 (初中英语单词)
- hidden [´hid(ə)n] hide 的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- imagination [i,mædʒi´neiʃən] n.想象(力) (初中英语单词)
- harmony [´hɑ:məni] n.调合,协调,和谐 (初中英语单词)
- instinct [´instiŋkt] n.本能;直觉;天资 (初中英语单词)
- carriage [´kæridʒ] n.马车;客车;货运 (初中英语单词)
- monkey [´mʌŋki] n.猴子 v.乱弄;胡闹 (初中英语单词)
- barrel [´bærəl] n.(琵琶)桶;圆筒 (初中英语单词)
- warmth [wɔ:mθ] n.温暖;热情;激动 (初中英语单词)
- unable [ʌn´eibəl] a.不能的;无能为力的 (初中英语单词)
- purity [´pjuəriti] n.纯净;贞洁 (初中英语单词)
- emotion [i´məuʃən] n.感情;情绪;激动 (初中英语单词)
- impression [im´preʃən] n.印刷;印象;效果 (初中英语单词)
- awaken [ə´weikən] v.唤起,叫醒 (初中英语单词)
- seriously [´siəriəsli] ad.严肃;严重,重大 (初中英语单词)
- stolen [´stəulən] steal 的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- neglect [ni´glekt] vt.&n.疏忽;忽视;忽略 (初中英语单词)
- youthful [´ju:θfəl] a.年轻的;青年的 (初中英语单词)
- passion [´pæʃən] n.激情;激怒;恋爱 (初中英语单词)
- failure [´feiljə] n.失败;衰竭;破产 (初中英语单词)
- employment [im´plɔimənt] n.工作;职业;雇用 (初中英语单词)
- childhood [´tʃaildhud] n.幼年(时代);早期 (初中英语单词)
- violently [´vaiələntli] ad.强暴地;猛烈地 (高中英语单词)
- behavior [bi´heiviə] n.举止,行为 (高中英语单词)
- comedy [´kɔmidi] n.喜剧;喜剧场面 (高中英语单词)
- tenderness [´tendənis] n.娇嫩;柔软;温柔 (高中英语单词)
- outfit [´aut,fit] n.装备 vt.供给;装备 (高中英语单词)
- homage [´hɔmidʒ] n.敬意,尊敬 (高中英语单词)
- incense [´insens, in´sens] n.香(气) vt.激怒 (高中英语单词)
- displease [dis´pli:z] vt.使不高兴,使不快 (高中英语单词)
- finding [´faindiŋ] n.发现物;判断;结果 (高中英语单词)
- eldest [´eldist] a.最年长的 (高中英语单词)
- legitimate [li´dʒitimit] a.合法的 vt.使合法 (高中英语单词)
- festival [´festivəl] n.节日;庆祝;欢庆 (高中英语单词)
- sewing [´səuiŋ] n.缝纫;(书的)装订 (高中英语单词)
- secretly [´si:kritli] ad.秘密地;隐蔽地 (高中英语单词)
- apparel [ə´pærəl] n.衣服 vt.给…修饰 (高中英语单词)
- onward [´ɔnwəd] ad.&a.向前(的) (高中英语单词)
- repetition [,repi´tiʃən] n.重复;背诵;复制品 (高中英语单词)
- dominion [də´miniən] n.主权;统治权;领地 (高中英语单词)
- royalty [´rɔiəlti] n.王位;特权阶层;版税 (高中英语单词)
- awkward [´ɔ:kwəd] a.笨拙的;为难的 (高中英语单词)
- severely [si´viəli] ad.剧烈地;严格地 (高中英语单词)
- motionless [´məuʃənləs] a.静止的;固定的 (高中英语单词)
- sullen [´sʌlən] a.不高兴的 (高中英语单词)
- sleepy [´sli:pi] a.困的,想睡的 (高中英语单词)
- motion [´məuʃən] n.手势 vt.打手势 (高中英语单词)
- oriental [ɔ:ri´entl] a.东方人的 (高中英语单词)
- faintly [´feintli] ad.微弱地,软弱无力的 (高中英语单词)
- silken [´silkən] a.丝制的;柔软光滑的 (高中英语单词)
- smoothly [´smu:ðli] ad.光滑地;顺利地 (高中英语单词)
- crimson [´krimzən] a.&n.深(紫)红(的) (高中英语单词)
- infinite [´infinit] a.无限的,无穷的 (高中英语单词)
- rainbow [´reinbəu] n.彩虹 (高中英语单词)
- naught [nɔ:t] n.无;零 (高中英语单词)
- memorable [´memərəbəl] a.难忘的;重大的 (高中英语单词)
- indifference [in´difrəns] n.冷淡;无足轻重 (高中英语单词)
- gloomy [´glu:mi] a.昏暗的;忧郁的 (高中英语单词)
- perpetual [pə´petʃuəl] a.永恒的;终身的 (高中英语单词)
- remedy [´remidi] n.药品 vt.医治;减轻 (高中英语单词)
- decided [di´saidid] a.明显的;决定的 (高中英语单词)
- sensitive [´sensitiv] a.敏感的;感光的 (高中英语单词)
- melancholy [´melənkəli] n.忧郁 a.忧郁的 (高中英语单词)
- hopeless [´həupləs] a.无望的,无可救药的 (高中英语单词)
- saying [´seiŋ, ´sei-iŋ] n.言语;言论;格言 (高中英语单词)
- barrier [´bæriə] n.栅栏;屏障;障碍 (高中英语单词)
- landscape [´lændskeip] n.风景;景色;风景画 (高中英语单词)
- critical [´kritikəl] a.批评的;关键性的 (高中英语单词)
- worldly [´wə:ldli] a.现世的;世俗的 (英语四级单词)
- orleans [ɔ:´liənz] n.奥尔良 (英语四级单词)
- eloquence [´eləkwəns] n.雄辩;口才 (英语四级单词)
- armchair [´ɑ:mtʃeə] n.扶手椅 (英语四级单词)
- brazen [´breizən] a.黄铜制的;无耻的 (英语四级单词)
- partisan [,pɑ:ti´zæn] n.党人 a.有偏袒的 (英语四级单词)
- whirlwind [´wə:l,wind] n.旋风;猛烈的势力 (英语四级单词)
- swollen [´swəulən] swell的过去分词 (英语四级单词)
- texture [´tekstʃə] n.(织物等的)质地 (英语四级单词)
- modesty [´mɔdisti] n.谨慎;端庄;羞怯 (英语四级单词)
- frenzy [´frenzi] n.&vt.(使)狂乱 (英语四级单词)
- ridicule [´ridikju:l] vi.&n.嘲笑;奚落 (英语四级单词)
- conjunction [kən´dʒʌŋkʃən] n.联合;巧合;接近 (英语四级单词)
- remorse [ri´mɔ:s] n.懊悔;自责;同情 (英语四级单词)
- midway [,mid´wei] n.中途 ad.&a.中途(的) (英语四级单词)
- vigorously [´vigərəsli] ad.精力旺盛地;健壮地 (英语四级单词)
- chateau [´ʃætəu] n.城堡;公馆,邸宅 (英语四级单词)
- enchantment [in´tʃɑ:ntmənt] n.迷惑;妖术;魅力 (英语四级单词)
- stepmother [´step,mʌðə] n.继母,后母 (英语六级单词)
- abandoned [ə´bændənd] a.被抛弃的;无约束的 (英语六级单词)
- footman [´futmən] n.侍应员;男仆 (英语六级单词)
- insolent [´insələnt] a.傲慢的;无礼的 (英语六级单词)
- thorny [´θɔ:ni] a.多刺的,棘手的 (英语六级单词)
- instinctive [in´stiŋktiv] a.本能的,天性的 (英语六级单词)
- irritation [,iri´teiʃən] n.(被)激怒;疼痛处 (英语六级单词)
- deluge [´delju:dʒ] n.大洪水 vt.泛滥 (英语六级单词)
- cravat [krə´væt] n.领带;围巾 (英语六级单词)
- outburst [´autbə:st] n.喷发;爆发;激增 (英语六级单词)
- unmoved [ʌn´mu:vd] a.无动于衷的;坚定的 (英语六级单词)
- piercing [´piəsiŋ] a.刺(贯)穿的;尖刻的 (英语六级单词)
- diadem [´daiədem] n.王冠 (英语六级单词)
- adoration [,ædə´reiʃən] n.崇拜,敬爱 (英语六级单词)
- inexplicable [,inik´splikəbəl] a.难以理解的 (英语六级单词)
- chivalrous [´ʃivəlrəs] a.勇武的;武士的 (英语六级单词)