other years amid
harmonious surroundings of
refinedluxury, the
voice of a queen of fashion in Paris. Such words from the lips
that once spoke so
lightly and flippantly struck the General dumb
with amazement.
"The Holy Mother only speaks Latin and Spanish," she added.
"I understand neither. Dear Antoinette, make my excuses to
her."
The light fell full upon the nun's figure; a
thrill of deep
emotion betrayed itself in a faint
quiver of her veil as she
heard her name
softlyspoken by the man who had been so hard in
the past.
"My brother," she said,
drawing her
sleeve under her veil,
perhaps to brush tears away, "I am Sister Theresa."
Then, turning to the Superior, she spoke in Spanish; the General
knew enough of the language to understand what she said perfectly
well; possibly he could have
spoken it had he chosen to do so.
"Dear Mother, the gentleman presents his respects to you, and
begs you to
pardon him if he cannot pay them himself, but he
knows neither of the languages which you speak----"
The aged nun bent her head slowly, with an expression of angelic
sweetness, enhanced at the same time by the
consciousness of her
power and dignity.
"Do you know this gentleman?" she asked, with a keen glance.
"Yes, Mother."
"Go back to your cell, my daughter!" said the Mother
imperiously. The General slipped aside behind the curtain lest
the
dreadfultumult within him should appear in his face; even in
the shadow it seemed to him that he could still see the
Superior's
piercing eyes. He was afraid of her; she held his
little, frail, hardly-won happiness in her hands; and he, who had
never quailed under a
triple row of guns, now trembled before
this nun. The Duchess went towards the door, but she turned
back.
"Mother," she said, with
dreadfulcalmness, "the Frenchman is
one of my brothers."
"Then stay, my daughter," said the Superior, after a pause.
The piece of
admirable Jesuitry told of such love and regret,
that a man less
strongly constituted might have broken down under
the keen delight in the midst of a great and, for him, an
entirely novel peril. Oh! how precious words, looks, and
gestures became when love must
baffle lynx eyes and tiger's
claws! Sister Theresa came back.
"You see, my brother, what I have dared to do only to speak to
you for a moment of your
salvation and of the prayers that my
soul puts up for your soul daily. I am committing
mortal sin. I
have told a lie. How many days of
penance must expiate that lie!
But I shall
endure it for your sake. My brother, you do not know
what happiness it is to love in heaven; to feel that you can
confess love purified by religion, love transported into the
highest
heights of all, so that we are permitted to lose sight of
all but the soul. If the
doctrine and the spirit of the Saint to
whom we owe this
refuge had not raised me above earth's anguish,
and caught me up and set me, far indeed beneath the Sphere
wherein she dwells, yet truly above this world, I should not have
seen you again. But now I can see you, and hear your voice, and
remain calm----"
The General broke in, "But, Antoinette, let me see you, you whom
I love
passionately,
desperately, as you could have wished me to
love you."
"Do not call me Antoinette, I
implore you. Memories of the past
hurt me. You must see no one here but Sister Theresa, a creature
who trusts in the Divine mercy." She paused for a little, and
then added, "You must control yourself, my brother. Our Mother
would separate us without pity if there is any
worldlypassion in
your face, or if you allow the tears to fall from your eyes."