of going when the last boarders went. He had fathomed the young
man's thoughts, and felt that a
crisis was at hand. Rastignac
was, in fact, in a dilemma, which many another young man must
have known.
Mme. de Nucingen might love him, or might merely be playing with
him, but in either case Rastignac had been made to experience all
the alternations of hope and
despair of
genuinepassion, and all
the
diplomatic arts of a Parisienne had been employed on him.
After compromising herself by
continually appearing in public
with Mme. de Beauseant's cousin she still
hesitated, and would
not give him the lover's privileges which he appeared to enjoy.
For a whole month she had so
wrought on his senses, that at last
she had made an
impression on his heart. If in the earliest days
the student had fancied himself to be master, Mme. de Nucingen
had since become the stronger of the two, for she had skilfully
roused and played upon every
instinct, good or bad, in the two or
three men comprised in a young student in Paris. This was not the
result of deep design on her part, nor was she playing a part,
for women are in a manner true to themselves even through their
grossest
deceit, because their actions are prompted by a natural
impulse. It may have been that Delphine, who had allowed this
young man to gain such an ascendency over her,
conscious that she
had been too demonstrative, was obeying a
sentiment of
dignity,
and either repented of her concessions, or it pleased her to
suspend them. It is so natural to a Parisienne, even when
passionhas almost mastered her, to
hesitate and pause before
taking the
plunge; to probe the heart of him to whom she intrusts her
future. And once already Mme. de Nucingen's hopes had been
betrayed, and her
loyalty to a
selfish young lover had been
despised. She had good reason to be
suspicious. Or it may have
been that something in Eugene's manner (for his rapid success was
making a coxcomb of him) had warned her that the
grotesque nature
of their position had lowered her somewhat in his eyes. She
doubtless wished to
assert her
dignity; he was young, and she
would be great in his eyes; for the lover who had
forsaken her
had held her so cheap that she was determined that Eugene should
not think her an easy
conquest, and for this very reason--he knew
that de Marsay had been his
predecessor. Finally, after the
degradation of
submission to the pleasure of a heartless young
rake, it was so sweet to her to
wander in the flower-strewn
realms of love, that it was not wonderful that she should wish to
dwell a while on the
prospect, to tremble with the vibrations of
love, to feel the
freshness of the
breath of its dawn. The true
lover was
suffering for the sins of the false. This inconsistency
is
unfortunately only to be expected so long as men do not know
how many flowers are mown down in a young woman's soul by the
first stroke of treachery.
Whatever her reasons may have been, Delphine was playing with
Rastignac, and took pleasure in playing with him, doubtless
because she felt sure of his love, and
confident that she could
put an end to the
torture as soon as it was her royal pleasure to
do so. Eugene's self-love was engaged; he could not suffer his
first passage of love to end in a defeat, and persisted in his
suit like a
sportsman determined to bring down at least one
partridge to
celebrate his first Feast of Saint-Hubert. The
pressure of
anxiety, his wounded self-love, his
despair, real or
feigned, drew him nearer and nearer to this woman. All Paris
credited him with this
conquest, and yet he was
conscious that he
had made no progress since the day when he saw Mme. de Nucingen
for the first time. He did not know as yet that a woman's
coquetry is sometimes more
delightful than the pleasure of secure
possession of her love, and was possessed with
helpless rage. If,
at this time, while she denied herself to love, Eugene gathered
the springtide spoils of his life, the fruit, somewhat sharp and
- abundance [ə´bʌndəns] n.丰富,充裕 (初中英语单词)
- luxury [´lʌkʃəri] n.奢侈(品);享受 (初中英语单词)
- purely [´pjuəli] ad.仅仅;简单地 (初中英语单词)
- carriage [´kæridʒ] n.马车;客车;货运 (初中英语单词)
- altogether [,ɔ:ltə´geðə] ad.完全;总而言之 (初中英语单词)
- career [kə´riə] n.经历;生涯;职业 (初中英语单词)
- wisdom [´wizdəm] n.智慧,聪明,才智 (初中英语单词)
- eagerly [´i:gəli] ad.渴望地,急切地 (初中英语单词)
- explanation [,eksplə´neiʃən] n.解释;说明;辩解 (初中英语单词)
- comparatively [kəm´pærətivli] ad.比较地;比较上 (初中英语单词)
- costly [´kɔstli] a.昂贵的;费用大的 (初中英语单词)
- tailor [´teilə] n.裁缝 vt.裁制(衣服) (初中英语单词)
- otherwise [´ʌðəwaiz] ad.另外 conj.否则 (初中英语单词)
- modest [´mɔdist] a.谦虚的;朴素的 (初中英语单词)
- vanity [´væniti] n.虚荣;自负;空虚 (初中英语单词)
- payment [´peimənt] n.支付;报酬;报偿 (初中英语单词)
- imagination [i,mædʒi´neiʃən] n.想象(力) (初中英语单词)
- sacred [´seikrid] a.神圣的;庄严的 (初中英语单词)
- acting [´æktiŋ] a.代理的 n.演戏 (初中英语单词)
- income [´inkʌm] n.收入,所得 (初中英语单词)
- swallow [swɔləu] n.燕子 v.吞,咽;淹没 (初中英语单词)
- generous [´dʒenərəs] a.慷慨的;丰盛的 (初中英语单词)
- medical [´medikəl] a.医学的;医疗的 (初中英语单词)
- amount [ə´maunt] n.总数;数量 v.合计 (初中英语单词)
- despair [di´speə] vi.&n.绝望 (初中英语单词)
- passion [´pæʃən] n.激情;激怒;恋爱 (初中英语单词)
- wrought [rɔ:t] work 的过去式(分词) (初中英语单词)
- impression [im´preʃən] n.印刷;印象;效果 (初中英语单词)
- instinct [´instiŋkt] n.本能;直觉;天资 (初中英语单词)
- conscious [´kɔnʃəs] a.意识的;自觉的 (初中英语单词)
- sentiment [´sentimənt] n.情绪;多愁善感 (初中英语单词)
- hesitate [´heziteit] vi.犹豫,踌躇 (初中英语单词)
- selfish [´selfiʃ] a.自私的,利己的 (初中英语单词)
- assert [ə´sə:t] vt.认定;维护;坚持 (初中英语单词)
- dignity [´digniti] n.尊严,尊贵;高官显贵 (初中英语单词)
- conquest [´kɔŋkwest] n.赢得;获得;占领地 (初中英语单词)
- wander [´wɔndə, ´wɑ:n:dər] v.徘徊;流浪 (初中英语单词)
- prospect [´prɔspekt, prəs´pekt] n.景色;境界 v.勘察 (初中英语单词)
- breath [breθ] n.呼吸;气息 (初中英语单词)
- suffering [´sʌfəriŋ] n.痛苦;灾害 (初中英语单词)
- torture [´tɔ:tʃə] n.&vt.折磨;痛苦;拷问 (初中英语单词)
- sportsman [´spɔ:tsmən] n.运动员;好运动的人 (初中英语单词)
- celebrate [´selibreit] vt.庆祝;表扬;赞美 (初中英语单词)
- anxiety [æŋ´zaiəti] n.挂念;渴望;焦虑的事 (初中英语单词)
- delightful [di´laitful] a.讨人喜欢的 (初中英语单词)
- helpless [´helpləs] a.无助的,无依靠的 (初中英语单词)
- exceedingly [ik´si:diŋli] ad.非常地,极度地 (高中英语单词)
- fashionable [´fæʃənəbəl] a.流行的,时髦的 (高中英语单词)
- temporary [´tempərəri] a.暂时的 n.临时工 (高中英语单词)
- shoemaker [´ʃu:,meikə] n.鞋匠 (高中英语单词)
- saying [´seiŋ, ´sei-iŋ] n.言语;言论;格言 (高中英语单词)
- syllable [´siləbəl] n.音节;只言片语 (高中英语单词)
- corrupt [kə´rʌpt] a.腐败的 v.败坏;贿赂 (高中英语单词)
- extravagant [ik´strævəgənt] a.奢侈的;过度的 (高中英语单词)
- gorgeous [´gɔ:dʒəs] a.华丽的;宜人的 (高中英语单词)
- hostess [´həustis] n.女主人;旅馆女老板 (高中英语单词)
- lodging [´lɔdʒiŋ] n.寄宿,住宿 (高中英语单词)
- inspiration [,inspi´reiʃən] n.鼓舞;灵感;启发 (高中英语单词)
- decided [di´saidid] a.明显的;决定的 (高中英语单词)
- formidable [´fɔ:midəbəl] a.可怕的;艰难的 (高中英语单词)
- secretly [´si:kritli] ad.秘密地;隐蔽地 (高中英语单词)
- persistent [pə´sistənt] a.坚持的;固执的 (高中英语单词)
- thoughtful [´θɔ:tfəl] a.深思的;体贴的 (高中英语单词)
- previously [´pri:viəsli] ad.预先;以前 (高中英语单词)
- cunningly [´kʌniŋli] ad.狡猾地;精巧地 (高中英语单词)
- crisis [´kraisis] n.转折点;危机 (高中英语单词)
- genuine [´dʒenjuin] a.真正的;真诚的 (高中英语单词)
- continually [kən´tinjuəli] ad.不断地,频繁地 (高中英语单词)
- loyalty [´lɔiəlti] n.忠诚;忠心;忠实 (高中英语单词)
- suspicious [sə´spiʃəs] a.可疑的,多疑的 (高中英语单词)
- unfortunately [ʌn´fɔ:tʃunitli] ad.不幸;不朽;可惜 (高中英语单词)
- confident [´kɔnfidənt] a.有信心的,自信的 (高中英语单词)
- unworthy [ʌn´wə:ði] a.不值得的;不足道的 (英语四级单词)
- hearken [´hɑ:kən] vi.听 (英语四级单词)
- garret [´gærit] n.阁楼,顶楼 (英语四级单词)
- fascination [,fæsi´neiʃən] n.魅力;强烈爱好 (英语四级单词)
- balcony [´bælkəni] n.阳台;(戏院的)楼厅 (英语四级单词)
- wardrobe [´wɔ:drəub] n.衣柜;全部服装 (英语四级单词)
- nibble [´nibəl] v.啃 n.轻咬,啃 (英语四级单词)
- periodical [,piəri´ɔdikəl] a.定期的 n.期刊 (英语四级单词)
- transformation [,trænsfə´meiʃən] n.转化;转变;改造 (英语四级单词)
- precarious [pri´keəriəs] a.不安定的;危险的 (英语四级单词)
- renounce [ri´nauns] v.拒绝 n.放弃权力 (英语四级单词)
- remorse [ri´mɔ:s] n.懊悔;自责;同情 (英语四级单词)
- dearly [´diəli] ad.深深地(爱等);昂贵 (英语四级单词)
- masculine [´mæ:skjulin] a.男性的 n.男子 (英语四级单词)
- diplomatic [,diplə´mætik] a.外交的 (英语四级单词)
- deceit [di´si:t] n.欺骗 (英语四级单词)
- grotesque [grəu´tesk] a.奇异的,想象中的 (英语四级单词)
- predecessor [´pri:disesə] n.前任;前辈 (英语四级单词)
- submission [səb´miʃən] n.屈服;谦恭 (英语四级单词)
- freshness [´freʃnis] n.新鲜 (英语四级单词)
- lordly [´lɔ:dli] a.高贵的;高傲的 (英语六级单词)
- kennel [´kenl] n.狗窝;养狗场 (英语六级单词)
- pollen [´pɔlən] n.花粉 v.授粉给 (英语六级单词)
- waistcoat [´weskət, ´weiskəut] n.背心,马甲 (英语六级单词)
- humiliation [hju:,mili´eiʃən] n.羞辱,屈辱 (英语六级单词)
- jeweler [´dʒu:ələ] n.珠宝商;宝石工人 (英语六级单词)
- discreet [di´skri:t] a.谨慎的,考虑周到的 (英语六级单词)
- contracted [kən´træktid] a.收缩了的;缩略的 (英语六级单词)
- decency [´di:sənsi] n.正派;体面 (英语六级单词)
- canker [´kæŋkə] n.癌肿病;毒害 (英语六级单词)
- fleeting [´fli:tiŋ] a.飞逝的,疾驰的 (英语六级单词)
- expressive [ik´spresiv] a.有表现力的 (英语六级单词)
- taking [´teikiŋ] a.迷人的 n.捕获物 (英语六级单词)
- forsaken [fə´seik] forsake的过去分词 (英语六级单词)