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with claws of steel. What made me think of going to Mme. de

Nucingen? He guessed my motives before I knew them myself. To sum



it up, that outlaw has told me more about virtue than all I have

learned from men and books. If virtue admits of no compromises, I



have certainly robbed my sisters," he said, throwing down the

bags on the table.



He sat down again and fell, unconscious of his surroundings, into

deep thought.



"To be faithful to an ideal of virtue! A heroic martyrdom! Pshaw!

every one believes in virtue, but who is virtuous? Nations have



made an idol of Liberty, but what nation on the face of the earth

is free? My youth is still like a blue and cloudless sky. If I



set myself to obtainwealth or power, does it mean that I must

make up my mind to lie, and fawn, and cringe, and swagger, and



flatter, and dissemble? To consent to be the servant of others

who have likewise fawned, and lied, and flattered? Must I cringe



to them before I can hope to be their accomplice? Well, then, I

decline. I mean to work nobly and with a single heart. I will



work day and night; I will owe my fortune to nothing but my own

exertions. It may be the slowest of all roads to success, but I



shall lay my head on the pillow at night untroubled by evil

thoughts. Is there a greater thing than this--to look back over



your life and know that it is stainless as a lily? I and my life

are like a young man and his betrothed. Vautrin has put before me



all that comes after ten years of marriage. The devil! my head is

swimming. I do not want to think at all; the heart is a sure



guide."

Eugene was roused from his musings by the voice of the stout



Sylvie, who announced that the tailor had come, and Eugene

therefore made his appearance before the man with the two money



bags, and was not ill pleased that it should be so. When he had

tried on his dress suit, he put on his new morning costume, which



completely metamorphosed him.

"I am quite equal to M. de Trailles," he said to himself. "In



short, I look like a gentleman."

"You asked me, sir, if I knew the houses where Mme. de Nucingen



goes," Father Goriot's voice spoke from the doorway of Eugene's

room."



"Yes."

"Very well then, she is going to the Marechale Carigliano's ball



on Monday. If you can manage to be there, I shall hear from you

whether my two girls enjoyed themselves, and how they were



dressed, and all about it in fact."

"How did you find that out, my good Goriot?" said Eugene, putting



a chair by the fire for his visitor.

"Her maid told me. I hear all about their doings from Therese and



Constance," he added gleefully.

The old man looked like a lover who is still young enough to be



made happy by the discovery of some little stratagem which brings

him information of his lady-love without her knowledge.



"YOU will see them both!" he said, giving artless expression to a

pang of jealousy.



"I do not know," answered Eugene. "I will go to Mme. de Beauseant

and ask her for an introduction to the Marechale."



Eugene felt a thrill of pleasure at the thought of appearing

before the Vicomtesse, dressed as henceforward he always meant to



be. The "abysses of the human heart," in the moralists' phrase,

are only insidious thoughts, involuntary promptings of personal



interest. The instinct of enjoyment turns the scale; those rapid

changes of purpose which have furnished the text for so much



rhetoric are calculations prompted by the hope of pleasure.

Rastignac beholding himself well dressed and impeccable as to



gloves and boots, forgot his virtuous resolutions. Youth,

moreover, when bent upon wrongdoing does not dare to behold



himself in the mirror of consciousness; mature age has seen

itself; and therein lies the whole difference between these two



phases of life.

A friendship between Eugene and his neighbor, Father Goriot, had



been growing up for several days past. This secret friendship and

the antipathy that the student had begun to entertain for Vautrin



arose from the same psychological causes. The bold philosopher

who shall investigate the effects of mental action upon the



physical world will doubtless find more than one proof of the

material nature of our sentiments in other animals. What



physiognomist is as quick to discerncharacter as a dog is to




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