She left him, revolted by his coarseness.
"My angel," said she to her dear friend, "you will make nothing
of that man yonder. He is absurdly
suspicious, and he is a mean
curmudgeon, an idiot, a fool; you would never be happy with him."
After what had passed between M. Goriot and Mme. de
l'Ambermesnil, the Countess would no longer live under the same
roof. She left the next day, forgot to pay for six months' board,
and left behind her
wardrobe, cast-off clothing to the value of
five francs. Eagerly and persistently as Mme. Vauquer sought her
quondam lodger, the Comtesse de l'Ambermesnil was never heard of
again in Paris. The widow often talked of this deplorable
business, and regretted her own too confiding
disposition. As a
matter of fact, she was as
suspicious as a cat; but she was like
many other people, who cannot trust their own kin and put
themselves at the mercy of the next chance comer--an odd but
common
phenomenon, whose causes may
readily be traced to the
depths of the human heart.
Perhaps there are people who know that they have nothing more to
look for from those with whom they live; they have shown the
emptiness of their hearts to their housemates, and in their
secret selves they are
conscious that they are
severely judged,
and that they
deserve to be judged
severely; but still they feel
an unconquerable
craving for praises that they do not hear, or
they are consumed by a desire to appear to possess, in the eyes
of a new
audience, the qualities which they have not, hoping to
win the
admiration or
affection of strangers at the risk of
forfeiting it again some day. Or, once more, there are other
mercenary natures who never do a kindness to a friend or a
relation simply because these have a claim upon them, while a
service done to a stranger brings its
reward to self-love. Such
natures feel but little
affection for those who are nearest to
them; they keep their kindness for remoter circles of
acquaintance, and show most to those who dwell on its utmost
limits. Mme. Vauquer belonged to both these
essentially mean,
false, and execrable classes.
"If I had been there at the time," Vautrin would say at the end
of the story, I would have shown her up, and that misfortune
would not have
befallen you. I know that kind of phiz!"
Like all narrow natures, Mme. Vauquer was wont to
confine her
attention to events, and did not go very deeply into the causes
that brought them about; she
likewise preferred to throw the
blame of her own mistakes on other people, so she chose to
consider that the honest vermicelli maker was
responsible for her
misfortune. It had opened her eyes, so she said, with regard to
him. As soon as she saw that her blandishments were in vain, and
that her
outlay on her toilette was money thrown away, she was
not slow to discover the reason of his
indifference. It became
plain to her at once that there was SOME OTHER ATTRACTION, to use
her own expression. In short, it was
evident that the hope she
had so
fondly cherished was a baseless
delusion, and that she
would "never make anything out of that man yonder," in the
Countess' forcible
phrase. The Countess seemed to have been a
judge of
character. Mme. Vauquer's aversion was naturally more
energetic than her friendship, for her
hatred was not in
proportion to her love, but to her disappointed expectations. The
human heart may find here and there a resting-place short of the
highest
height of
affection, but we seldom stop in the steep,
downward slope of
hatred. Still, M. Goriot was a lodger, and the
widow's wounded self-love could not vent itself in an explosion
of wrath; like a monk harassed by the prior of his
convent, she
was forced to
stifle her sighs of
disappointment, and to gulp
down her
craving for
revenge. Little minds find
gratification for
their feelings,
benevolent or
otherwise, by a
constant exercise
of petty
ingenuity. The widow employed her woman's
malice to
devise a
system of
covertpersecution. She began by a course of
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- splendor [´splendə] n.壮丽 =splendour (初中英语单词)
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- favorable [´feivərəbəl] a.赞成的;顺利的 (初中英语单词)
- character [´kæriktə] n.特性;性质;人物;字 (初中英语单词)
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- stupid [´stju:pid] a.愚蠢的;糊涂的 (初中英语单词)
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- pigeon [pidʒin] n.鸽子 (初中英语单词)
- barber [´bɑ:bə] n.理发师 (初中英语单词)
- forehead [´fɔrid] n.额,前部 (初中英语单词)
- consequence [´kɔnsikwəns] n.结果;后果;推断 (初中英语单词)
- waiting [´weitiŋ] n.等候;伺候 (初中英语单词)
- establishment [i´stæbliʃmənt] n.建(成)立;研究所 (初中英语单词)
- amount [ə´maunt] n.总数;数量 v.合计 (初中英语单词)
- intention [in´tenʃən] n.意图;打算;意义 (初中英语单词)
- residence [´rezidəns] n.居住(期间);住宅 (初中英语单词)
- charming [´tʃɑ:miŋ] a.可爱的;极好的 (初中英语单词)
- mistress [´mistris] n.女主人;情妇;女能手 (初中英语单词)
- harmony [´hɑ:məni] n.调合,协调,和谐 (初中英语单词)
- consideration [kən,sidə´reiʃən] n.考虑;原因;体谅 (初中英语单词)
- obligation [,ɔbli´geiʃən] n.义务;职责;合约 (初中英语单词)
- delicate [´delikət] a.精美的;微妙的 (初中英语单词)
- mission [´miʃən] n.代表团;使馆vt.派遣 (初中英语单词)
- interview [´intəvju:] n.&vt.接见;会见;交谈 (初中英语单词)
- eagerly [´i:gəli] ad.渴望地,急切地 (初中英语单词)
- disposition [,dispə´ziʃən] n.安排;性情;倾向 (初中英语单词)
- readily [´redili] ad.乐意地;容易地 (初中英语单词)
- conscious [´kɔnʃəs] a.意识的;自觉的 (初中英语单词)
- deserve [di´zə:v] v.应受;值得 (初中英语单词)
- audience [´ɔ:diəns] n.听众;观众;接见 (初中英语单词)
- admiration [,ædmə´reiʃən] n.赞赏,钦佩 (初中英语单词)
- reward [ri´wɔ:d] n.&v.报答;报酬;奖赏 (初中英语单词)
- confine [kən´fain] vt.限制 n.边界;境界 (初中英语单词)
- likewise [´laikwaiz] ad.同样地;也,又 (初中英语单词)
- responsible [ri´spɔnsəbəl] a.尽责的;责任重大的 (初中英语单词)
- evident [´evidənt] a.明显的,明白的 (初中英语单词)
- phrase [freiz] n.短语;词组;措词 (初中英语单词)
- hatred [´heitrid] n.憎恨,敌意 (初中英语单词)
- height [hait] n.高度;顶点;卓越 (初中英语单词)
- disappointment [,disə´pɔintmənt] n.失望;挫折 (初中英语单词)
- revenge [ri´vendʒ] vt.报复 n.报仇;报复 (初中英语单词)
- otherwise [´ʌðəwaiz] ad.另外 conj.否则 (初中英语单词)
- constant [´kɔnstənt] a.坚定的;坚贞的 (初中英语单词)
- system [´sistəm] n.系统,体系,制度 (初中英语单词)
- bearing [´beəriŋ] n.举止;忍耐;关系 (高中英语单词)
- hostess [´həustis] n.女主人;旅馆女老板 (高中英语单词)
- shelves [ʃelvz] shelf的复数 (高中英语单词)
- continually [kən´tinjuəli] ad.不断地,频繁地 (高中英语单词)
- probability [,prɔbə´biliti] n.或有;可能性 (高中英语单词)
- elegant [´eligənt] a.文雅的;优美的 (高中英语单词)
- partridge [´pɑ:tridʒ] n.鹧鸪;石鸡 (高中英语单词)
- concerned [kən´sə:nd] a.有关的;担心的 (高中英语单词)
- pension [´penʃən] n.津贴 vt.给予…抚恤 (高中英语单词)
- colonel [´kə:nəl] n.海(陆)军上校 (高中英语单词)
- cordial [´kɔ:diəl] a.热忱的;亲切的 (高中英语单词)
- campaign [kæm´pein] n.战役;行动 vi.从军 (高中英语单词)
- suspicious [sə´spiʃəs] a.可疑的,多疑的 (高中英语单词)
- phenomenon [fi´nɔminən] n.现象;奇迹;珍品 (高中英语单词)
- severely [si´viəli] ad.剧烈地;严格地 (高中英语单词)
- indifference [in´difrəns] n.冷淡;无足轻重 (高中英语单词)
- attraction [ə´trækʃən] n.吸引(力);引力 (高中英语单词)
- convent [´kɔnvənt] n.女修道院;女修道会 (高中英语单词)
- stifle [´staifəl] vt.(使)窒息,闷死 (高中英语单词)
- ingenuity [,indʒi´nju:iti] n.创造性;机灵 (高中英语单词)
- malice [´mælis] n.恶意;怨恨;预谋 (高中英语单词)
- wardrobe [´wɔ:drəub] n.衣柜;全部服装 (英语四级单词)
- tradesman [´treidzmən] n.店主;商人 (英语四级单词)
- anniversary [,æni´və:səri] n.周年纪念(日) (英语四级单词)
- calculation [,kælkju´leiʃən] n.计算;考虑,预料 (英语四级单词)
- setting [´setiŋ] n.安装;排字;布景 (英语四级单词)
- shroud [ʃraud] n.尸衣;覆盖物;罩 (英语四级单词)
- charitable [´tʃæritəbəl] a.仁爱的;慈善的 (英语四级单词)
- parisian [pə´riziən] n.&a.巴黎人(的) (英语四级单词)
- cordially [´kɔ:djəli] ad.热诚地;亲切地 (英语四级单词)
- good-natured [´gud-´neitʃəd] a.脾气好的,温厚的 (英语四级单词)
- embarrassment [im´bærəsmənt] n.窘迫;困惑;为难 (英语四级单词)
- essentially [i´senʃəli] ad.本质上,基本上 (英语四级单词)
- befallen [bi´fɔ:lən] befall的过去分词 (英语四级单词)
- fondly [´fɔndli] ad.喜爱地;愚蠢地 (英语四级单词)
- persecution [,pə:si´kju:ʃən] n.迫害;残害;困扰 (英语四级单词)
- retired [ri´taiəd] a.退休的;通职的 (英语六级单词)
- fineness [´fainnis] n.美好;细微;优雅 (英语六级单词)
- waistcoat [´weskət, ´weiskəut] n.背心,马甲 (英语六级单词)
- expanse [ik´spæns] n.广阔;宽阔的区域 (英语六级单词)
- watery [´wɔ:təri] a.水的;像水的 (英语六级单词)
- lordly [´lɔ:dli] a.高贵的;高傲的 (英语六级单词)
- countess [´kauntis] n.伯爵夫人;女伯爵 (英语六级单词)
- ostrich [´ɔstritʃ] n.鸵鸟 (英语六级单词)
- manoeuvre [mə´nu:və] n.=maneuver (英语六级单词)
- craving [´kreiviŋ] n.渴望,热望 (英语六级单词)
- outlay [´autlei] n.费用 vt.支付;花费 (英语六级单词)
- delusion [di´lu:ʒən] n.欺骗;幻觉;迷惑 (英语六级单词)
- gratification [,grætifi´keiʃən] n.满意;喜悦 (英语六级单词)
- benevolent [bi´nevələnt] a.仁慈的;乐善好施的 (英语六级单词)
- covert [kʌvət] a.隐藏的 n.隐藏处 (英语六级单词)