neither my interest or fortune shall ever be exerted in your favour.
I am serious," continued he, "
therefore imprint this conversation
on your memory, and let it influence your future conduct.
Your happiness will always be dear to me; and I wish to warn you
of a rock on which the peace of many an honest fellow has been wrecked;
for believe me, the difficulties and dangers of the longest winter
campaign are much easier to be borne, than the pangs that would
seize your heart, when you
beheld the woman of your choice,
the children of your
affection, involved in penury and distress,
and
reflected that it was your own folly and precipitancy had been
the prime cause of their sufferings. "
As this conversation passed but a few hours before Montraville
took leave of his father, it was deeply impressed on his mind:
when,
therefore, Belcour came with him to the place of assignation
with Charlotte, he directed him to enquire of the French woman
what were Miss Temple's expectations in regard to fortune.
Mademoiselle informed him, that though Charlotte's father possessed
a
genteelindependence, it was by no means
probable that he could
give his daughter more than a thousand pounds; and in case she did
not marry to his
liking, it was possible he might not give her
a single SOUS; nor did it appear the least likely, that Mr. Temple
would agree to her union with a young man on the point of embarking
for the feat of war.
Montraville
therefore concluded it was impossible he should ever
marry Charlotte Temple; and what end he proposed to himself
by continuing the
acquaintance he had commenced with her, he did
not at that moment give himself time to enquire.
CHAPTER XI.
CONFLICT OF LOVE AND DUTY.
ALMOST a week was now gone, and Charlotte continued every evening
to meet Montraville, and in her heart every meeting was resolved
to be the last; but alas! when Montraville at
parting would
earnestly intreat one more
interview, that
treacherous heart
betrayed her; and, forgetful of its
resolution, pleaded the cause
of the enemy so powerfully, that Charlotte was
unable to resist.
Another and another meeting succeeded; and so well did Montraville
improve each opportunity, that the
heedless girl at length
confessed
no idea could be so
painful to her as that of never
seeing him again.
"Then we will never be parted," said he.
"Ah, Montraville," replied Charlotte, forcing a smile, "how can
it be avoided? My parents would never consent to our union;
and even could they be brought to
approve it, how should I bear
to be separated from my kind, my
beloved mother?"
"Then you love your parents more than you do me, Charlotte?"
"I hope I do," said she, blushing and looking down, "I hope
my
affection for them will ever keep me from infringing the laws
of
filial duty."
"Well, Charlotte," said Montraville
gravely, and letting go
her hand, "since that is the case, I find I have deceived
myself with fallacious hopes. I had
flattered my fond heart,
that I was dearer to Charlotte than any thing in the world beside.
I thought that you would for my sake have braved the dangers
of the ocean, that you would, by your
affection and smiles,
have softened the hardships of war, and, had it been my fate to fall,
that your
tenderness would chear the hour of death, and smooth my passage
to another world. But farewel, Charlotte! I see you never loved me.
I shall now
welcome the friendly ball that deprives me of the sense
of my
misery."
"Oh stay,
unkind Montraville," cried she, catching hold of his arm,
as he pretended to leave her, "stay, and to calm your fears,
I will here protest that was it not for the fear of giving
pain to the best of parents, and returning their kindness
with
ingratitude, I would follow you through every danger,
and, in studying to
promote your happiness,
insure my own.
But I cannot break my mother's heart, Montraville; I must not bring