"Yes, we will receive her," said Mr. Temple; "we will
endeavour to heal
her wounded spirit, and speak peace and comfort to her agitated soul.
I will write to her to return immediately.'
"Oh!" said Mrs. Temple, "I would if possible fly to her,
support and chear the dear
sufferer in the approaching hour
of
distress, and tell her how nearly penitence is
allied to
virtue.
Cannot we go and conduct her home, my love?" continued she,
laying her hand on his arm. "My father will surely
forgive our
absence if we go to bring home his darling."
"You cannot go, my Lucy," said Mr. Temple: "the
delicacy of your
frame would but
poorlysustain the
fatigue of a long voyage;
but I will go and bring the gentle
penitent to your arms:
we may still see many years of happiness."
The struggle in the bosom of Mrs. Temple between
maternal and conjugal
tenderness was long and
painful. At length the former triumphed,
and she consented that her husband should set forward to New-York
by the first opportunity: she wrote to her Charlotte in the tenderest,
most consoling manner, and looked forward to the happy hour,
when she should again
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CHAPTER XXVI.
WHAT MIGHT BE EXPECTED.
IN the mean time the
passion Montraville had conceived for Julia
Franklin daily encreased, and he saw
evidently how much he was
beloved by that
amiable girl: he was
likewisestrongly prepossessed
with an idea of Charlotte's perfidy. What wonder then if he gave
himself up to the
delightfulsensation which pervaded his bosom;
and
finding no
obstacle arise to oppose his happiness, he solicited
and obtained the hand of Julia. A few days before his marriage
he thus addressed Belcour:
"Though Charlotte, by her
abandoned conduct, has thrown herself from
my
protection, I still hold myself bound to support her till relieved
from her present condition, and also to provide for the child.
I do not intend to see her again, but I will place a sum of money
in your hands, which will amply supply her with every convenience;
but should she require more, let her have it, and I will see it repaid.
I wish I could
prevail on the poor deluded girl to return to her friends:
she was an only child, and I make no doubt but that they would
joyfully receive her; it would shock me greatly to see her henceforth
leading a life of infamy, as I should always
accuse myself of being
the
primary cause of all her errors. If she should chuse to remain
under your
protection, be kind to her, Belcour, I
conjure you.
Let not satiety
prompt you to treat her in such a manner,
as may drive her to actions which necessity might urge her to,
while her better reason disapproved them: she shall never want
a friend while I live, but I never more desire to behold her;
her presence would be always
painful to me, and a glance from her
eye would call the blush of
conscious guilt into my cheek.
"I will write a letter to her, which you may deliver when I am gone,
as I shall go to St. Eustatia the day after my union with Julia,
who will accompany me."
Belcour promised to
fulfil the request of his friend, though nothing
was farther from his intentions, than the least design of delivering
the letter, or making Charlotte acquainted with the provision
Montraville had made for her; he was bent on the complete ruin
of the
unhappy girl, and
supposed, by reducing her to an entire
dependance on him, to bring her by degrees to consent to gratify
his ungenerous
passion.
The evening before the day appointed for the nuptials of
Montraville and Julia, the former refired early to his apartment;
and ruminating on the past scenes of his life, suffered the
keenest
remorse in the
remembrance of Charlotte's seduction.
"Poor girl, " said he, "I will at least write and bid her adieu;
I will too
endeavour to
awaken that love of
virtue in her bosom
which her
unfortunateattachment to me has extinguished."
He took up the pen and began to write, but words were denied him.
How could he address the woman whom he had seduced, and whom, though he
thought
unworthy his
tenderness, he was about to bid adieu for ever?
How should he tell her that he was going to abjure her, to enter
into the most indissoluble ties with another, and that he could not
even own the
infant which she bore as his child? Several letters
were begun and destroyed: at length he completed the following:
TO CHARLOTTE.
"Though I have taken up my pen to address you, my poor injured girl,
I feel I am inadequate to the task; yet, however
painful the
endeavour,
I could not
resolve upon leaving you for ever without one kind
line to bid you adieu, to tell you how my heart bleeds at the
remembrance of what you was, before you saw the hated Montraville.
Even now
imagination paints the scene, when, torn by contending
passions,
when, struggling between love and duty, you fainted in my arms,
and I lifted you into the chaise: I see the agony of your mind,
when, recovering, you found yourself on the road to Portsmouth:
but how, my gentle girl, how could you, when so
justly impressed
with the value of
virtue, how could you, when
loving as I thought
you loved me, yield to the solicitations of Belcour?
"Oh Charlotte,
conscience tells me it was I,
villain that I am,
who first taught you the allurements of
guilty pleasure; it was I who
dragged you from the calm
repose which
innocence and
virtue ever enjoy;
and can I, dare I tell you, it was not love
prompted to the
horrid deed?
No, thou dear, fallen angel, believe your repentant Montraville,
when he tells you the man who truly loves will never
betray the object
of his
affection. Adieu, Charlotte: could you still find charms
in a life of unoffend-ing
innocence, return to your parents;
you shall never want the means of support both for yourself and child.
Oh!
gracious heaven! may that child be entirely free from the vices
of its father and the
weakness of its mother.
"To-morrow--but no, I cannot tell you what to-morrow will produce;
Belcour will inform you: he also has cash for you, which I beg
you will ask for
whenever you may want it. Once more adieu:
believe me could I hear you was returned to your friends,
and enjoying that tranquillity of which I have robbed you,
I should be as completely happy as even you, in your fondest hours,
could wish me, but till then a gloom will obscure the brightest
prospects of MONTRAVILLE."
After he had sealed this letter he threw himself on the bed, and enjoyed
a few hours
repose. Early in the morning Belcour tapped at his door:
he arose
hastily, and prepared to meet his Julia at the altar.
"This is the letter to Charlotte," said he, giving it to Belcour:
"take it to her when we are gone to Eustatia; and I
conjure you,
my dear friend, not to use any sophistical arguments to prevent
her return to
virtue; but should she
incline that way,
encourage her
in the thought, and
assist her to put her design in execution.
CHAPTER XXVII.
Pensive she mourn'd, and hung her
languid head,
Like a fair lily overcharg'd with dew.
CHARLOTTE had now been left almost three months a prey to her own
melancholy reflexions--sad companions indeed; nor did any one
break in upon her
solitude but Belcour, who once or twice called
to enquire after her health, and tell her he had in vain
endeavoured
to bring Montraville to hear reason; and once, but only once,
was her mind cheared by the
receipt of an
affectionate letter from
Mrs. Beauchamp. Often had she wrote to her perfidious seducer,
and with the most
persuasiveeloquenceendeavoured to
convince him
of her
innocence; but these letters were never suffered to reach
the hands of Montraville, or they must, though on the very eve
of marriage, have prevented his deserting the
wretched girl.
Real
anguish of heart had in a great
measure faded her charms,
her cheeks were pale from want of rest, and her eyes, by frequent,
indeed almost continued
weeping, were sunk and heavy.
Sometimes a gleam of hope would play about her heart when she
thought of her parents--"They cannot surely," she would say,
"refuse to
forgive me; or should they deny their
pardon to me,
they win not hate my
innocentinfant on
account of its mother's errors."
How often did the poor
mourner wish for the consoling presence
of the
benevolent Mrs. Beauchamp.
"If she were here," she would cry, "she would certainly comfort me,
and sooth the distraction of my soul. "
She was sitting one afternoon, wrapped in these
melancholy reflexions,
when she was
interrupted by the entrance of Belcour. Great as
the
alteration was which
incessant sorrow had made on her person,
she was still interesting, still
charming; and the unhallowed flame,