degree. So the big game
hunter must determine by
actual trial
whether it so happens that the great
excitement of danger renders
his hand shaky or steady. The
excitement in either case is the
same. No man is ever "cool" in the sense that personal danger is of
the same kind of
indifference to him as clambering
aboard a
street car. He must always be lifted above himself, must enter an
extra
normal condition to meet extra
normal circumstances. He can
always control his conduct; but he can by no means always
determine the way the
inevitableexcitement will
affect his
coordinations. And
unfortunately, in the final result it does not
matter how brave a man is, but how closely he can hold. If he
finds that his
nervousexcitement renders him unsteady, he has no
business ever to
tackle dangerous game alone. If, on the other
hand, he discovers that IDENTICALLY THE SAME
nervousexcitementhappens to steady his front sight to rocklike rigidity-a
rigidity he could not possibly
attain in
normal conditions-then
he will probably keep out of trouble.
To amplify this further by a
specificinstance: I hunted for a
short time in Africa with a man who was always eager for exciting
encounters, whose pluck was
admirable in every way, but whose
nervousreaction so manifested itself that he was utterly unable
to do even
decent shooting at any range. Furthermore, his very
judgment and power of
observation were so obscured that he could
not remember afterward with any
accuracy what had happened-which
way the beast was pointing, how many there were of them, in which
direction they went, how many shots were fired, in short all the
smaller details of the affair. He thought he remembered. After
the show was over it was quite
amusing to get his
version of the
incident. It was almost always so wide of the fact as to be
little recognizable. And, mind you, he was
perfectlysincere in
his
belief, and
absolutelycourageous. Only he was quite unfitted
by
physicalmake-up for a big game
hunter; and I was relieved
when, after a short time, his route and mine separated.
Well, we clambered up that slope with a fine
compound of tension,
expectation, and
latentuneasiness as to just what was going to
happen, anyway. Finally, we raised the backs of the beasts,
stooped, sneaked a little nearer, and finally at a signal stood
upright perhaps forty yards from the brutes.
For the first time I
experienced a
sensation I was destined many
times to repeat-that of the sheer size of the animals. Menagerie
rhinoceroses had been of the smaller Indian
variety; and in any
case most menagerie beasts are more or less stunted. These two,
facing us, their little eyes blinking, looked like full-grown
ironclads on dry land. The moment we stood erect B. fired at the
larger of the two. Instantly they turned and were off at a
tearing run. I opened fire, and B. let loose his second barrel.
At about two hundred and fifty yards the big rhinoceros suddenly
fell on his side, while the other continued his
flight. It was
all over-very exciting because we got excited, but not in the
least dangerous.
The boys were
delighted, for here was meat in plenty for
everybody. We measured the beast, photographed him, marvelled at
his
immense size, and turned him over to the gunbearers for
treatment. In half an hour or so a long string of
porters headed
across the hills in the direction of camp, many miles distant,
each carrying his load either of meat, or the trophies.
Rhinoceros hide,
properly treated, becomes as
transparent as
amber, and so from it can be made many very beautiful souvenirs,
such as bowls, trays, paper
knives, table tops, whips, canes, and
the like. And, of course, the feet of one's first rhino are
always saved for cigar boxes or inkstands.
Already we had an admiring and
impatientaudience. From all
directions came the carrion birds. They circled far up in the
heavens; they shot
downward like plummets from a great
heightwith an inspiring roar of wings; they stood thick in a solemn
circle all around the scene of the kill; they rose with a heavy
flapping when we moved in their direction. Skulking forms flashed
in the grass, and
occasionally the
pointed ears of a jackal would