And the records are full of stories of the white man who has not
made good: of the
coward who bolts, leaving his black man to take
the brunt of it, or who sticks but loses his head. Each new
employer must be very closely and interestedly scrutinized. In
the light of
subsequent experience, I can no longer wonder at
Memba Sasa's first detached and
impersonal attitude.
As time went on, however, and we grew to know each other better,
this attitude entirely changed. At first the change consisted
merely in dropping the disinterested pose as respects game. For
it was a pose. Memba Sasa was most
keenly interested in game
whenever it was an object of
pursuit. It did not matter how
common the particular
species might be: if we wanted it, Memba
Sasa would look upon it with eager
ferocity; and if we did not
want it, he paid no attention to it at all. When we started in
the morning, or in the relaxation of our return at night, I would
mention casually a few of the things that might prove acceptable.
"To-morrow we want kongoni for boys' meat, or zebra; and some
meat for masters-Tommy, impala, oribi," and Memba Sasa knew as
well as I did what we needed to fill out our
trophy collection.
When he caught sight of one of these animals his whole
countenance changed. The lines of his face set, his lips drew
back from his teeth, his eyes fairly darted fire in the fixity of
their gaze. He was like a fine pointer dog on birds, or like the
splendid
savage he was at heart.
"M'palla!" he hissed; and then after a second, in a restrained
fierce voice, "Na-ona? Do you see?"
If I did not see he
pointedcautiously. His own eyes never left
the beast. Rarely he stayed put while I made the stalk. More
often he glided like a snake at my heels. If the
bullet hit,
Memba Sasa always exhaled a grunt of
satisfaction-"hah!"-in
which
triumph and
satisfaction mingled with a faint
derision at
the
unfortunate beast. In case of a
trophy he squatted anxiously
at the animal's head while I took my
measurements, assisting very
intelligently with the tape line. When I had finished, he always
looked up at me with wrinkled brow.
"Footie n'gapi?" he inquired. This means
literally, "How many
feet?", footie being his euphemistic
invention of a word for the
tape. I would tell him how many "footie" and how many "inchie"
the
measurement proved to be. From the depths of his wonderful
memory he would dig up the
measurements of another beast of the
same sort I had killed months back, but which he had remembered
accurately from a single hearing.
The shooting of a beast he always detailed to his few cronies in
camp: the other gunbearers, and one or two from his own tribe. He
always used the first person plural, "we" did so and so; and took
an inordinate pride in making out his bwana as being an
altogether superior person to any of the other gunbearer's
bwanas. Over a miss he always looked sad; but with a
dignifiedsadness as though we had met with undeserved
misfortune sent by
malignant gods. If there were any possible alleviating
explanation, Memba Sasa made the most of it, provided our fiasco
was witnessed. If we were alone in our
disgrace, he buried the
incident fathoms deep. He took an inordinate pride in our using
the
minimum number of cartridges, and would explain to me in a
loud tone of voice that we had cartridges enough in the belt.
When we had not cartridges enough, he would sneak around after
dark to get some more. At times he would even surreptitiously
"lift" a few from B.'s gunbearer!
When in camp, with his "cazi" finished, Memba Sasa did fancy
work! The picture of this powerful half-
savage, his
fierce brows
bent over a tiny piece of linen, his strong fingers fussing with
little stitches, will always
appeal to my sense of the
incongruous. Through a piece of linen he punched holes with a
porcupine quill. Then he "buttonhole" stitched the holes, and
embroidered patterns between them with fine white thread. The
result was an openwork pattern heavily encrusted with beautiful
fine
embroidery. It was most astounding stuff, such as you would
expect from a French
convent, perhaps, but never from an African
savage. He did a
circular piece and a long narrow piece. They
took him three months to finish, and then he sewed them together
to form a skull cap. Billy, entranced with the lacelike delicacy
of the work,
promptly captured it;
whereupon Memba Sasa
philosophically started another.
By this time he had identified himself with my fortunes. We had
become a firm whose business it was to carry out the affairs of a
single personality-me. Memba Sasa, among other things, undertook
the
dignity. When I walked through a crowd, Memba Sasa zealously
kicked everybody out of my royal path. When I started to issue a
command, Memba Sasa finished it and amplified it and put a
snapper on it. When I came into camp, Memba Sasa saw to it
personally that my tent went up
promptly and
properly, although
that was really not part of his "cazi" at all. And when somewhere
beyond my ken some
miserable boy had committed a crime, I never
remained long in
ignorance of that fact.
Perhaps I happened to be sitting in my folding chair idly smoking
a pipe and
reading a book. Across the open places of the camp
would
stride Memba Sasa, very erect, very rigid, moving in short
indignant jerks, his eye flashing fire. Behind him would sneak a
very hang-dog boy. Memba Sasa marched straight up to me, faced
right, and drew one side, his silence sparkling with honest
indignation.
"Just look at THAT!" his attitude seemed to say, "Could you
believe such human depravity possible? And against OUR authority?"
He always stood, quite rigid,
waiting for me to speak.
"Well, Memba Sasa?" I would inquire, after I had enjoyed the show
a little.
In a few restrained words he put the case before me, always
briefly, always with a
scornfuldignity. This shenzi has done
so-and-so.
We will suppose the case fairly serious. I listened to the man's
story, if necessary called a few witnesses, delivered judgment.
All the while Memba Sasa stood at rigid attention, fairly
bristling
virtue, like the good dog
standing by at the punishment
of the bad dogs. And in his attitude was a subtle
triumph, as one
would say: "You see! Fool with my bwana, will you! Just let
anybody try to get funny with US!" Judgment pronounced-we have
supposed the case serious, you remember-Memba Sasa himself
applied the lash. I think he really enjoyed that; but it was a
restrained joy. The whip descended
deliberately, without
excitement.
The man's
devotion in
unusual circumstances was beyond praise.
Danger or
excitement incite a sort of
loyalty in any good man;
but humdrum,
disagreeable difficulty is a different matter.
One day we marched over a country of thorn-scrub desert. Since
two days we had been cut loose from water, and had been depending
on a small
amount carried in zinc drums. Now our only reasons for
faring were a conical hill, over the
horizon, and the knowledge
of a river somewhere beyond. How far beyond, or in what
direction, we did not know. We had thirty men with us, a more or
less ragtag lot, picked up anyhow in the bazaars. They were soft,
ill-disciplined and
uncertain. For five or six hours they marched
well enough. Then the sun began to get very hot, and some of them
began to straggle. They had, of course, no
intention of
deserting, for their only hope of surviving lay in staying with
us; but their loads had become heavy, and they took too many
rests. We put a good man behind, but without much avail. In open
country a safari can be permitted to straggle over miles, for
always it can keep in touch by sight; but in this thorn-scrub