the china gods changing and wavering like images in water. The
inner door stood ajar, and peered into that leaguer of shadows with
a long slit of
daylight like a pointing finger.
From these fear-stricken rovings, Markheim's eyes returned to the
body of his
victim, where it lay both humped and sprawling,
incredibly small and
strangely meaner than in life. In these poor,
miserly clothes, in that ungainly attitude, the
dealer lay like so
much sawdust. Markheim had feared to see it, and, lo! it was
nothing. And yet, as he gazed, this
bundle of old clothes and pool
of blood began to find
eloquent voices. There it must lie; there
was none to work the
cunning hinges or direct the
miracle of
locomotion - there it must lie till it was found. Found! ay, and
then? Then would this dead flesh lift up a cry that would ring
over England, and fill the world with the echoes of
pursuit. Ay,
dead or not, this was still the enemy. 'Time was that when the
brains were out,' he thought; and the first word struck into his
mind. Time, now that the deed was
accomplished - time, which had
closed for the
victim, had become
instant and momentous for the
slayer.
The thought was yet in his mind, when, first one and then another,
with every
variety of pace and voice - one deep as the bell from a
cathedral
turret, another ringing on its
treble notes the prelude
of a waltz-the clocks began to strike the hour of three in the
afternoon.
The sudden
outbreak of so many tongues in that dumb chamber
staggered him. He began to bestir himself, going to and fro with
the candle, beleaguered by moving shadows, and startled to the soul
by chance reflections. In many rich mirrors, some of home design,
some from Venice or Amsterdam, he saw his face
repeated and
repeated, as it were an army of spies; his own eyes met and
detected him; and the sound of his own steps,
lightly as they fell,
vexed the
surrounding quiet. And still, as he continued to fill
his pockets, his mind accused him with a
sickening iteration, of
the thousand faults of his design. He should have chosen a more
quiet hour; he should have prepared an alibi; he should not have
used a knife; he should have been more
cautious, and only bound and
gagged the
dealer, and not killed him; he should have been more
bold, and killed the servant also; he should have done all things
otherwise: poignant regrets, weary,
incessant toiling of the mind
to change what was unchangeable, to plan what was now
useless, to
be the
architect of the irrevocable past. Meanwhile, and behind
all this activity, brute terrors, like the scurrying of rats in a
deserted attic, filled the more
remote chambers of his brain with
riot; the hand of the
constable would fall heavy on his shoulder,
and his nerves would jerk like a
hooked fish; or he
beheld, in
galloping
defile, the dock, the prison, the
gallows, and the black
coffin.
Terror of the people in the street sat down before his mind like a
besieging army. It was impossible, he thought, but that some
rumour of the struggle must have reached their ears and set on edge
their
curiosity; and now, in all the neighbouring houses, he
divined them sitting
motionless and with uplifted ear - solitary
people, condemned to spend Christmas
dwelling alone on memories of
the past, and now startingly recalled from that tender exercise;
happy family parties struck into silence round the table, the
mother still with raised finger: every degree and age and humour,
but all, by their own hearths, prying and hearkening and weaving
the rope that was to hang him. Sometimes it seemed to him he could
not move too
softly; the clink of the tall Bohemian goblets rang
out loudly like a bell; and alarmed by the bigness of the ticking,
he was tempted to stop the clocks. And then, again, with a swift
transition of his terrors, the very silence of the place appeared a
source of peril, and a thing to strike and
freeze the passer-by;
and he would step more
boldly, and
bustle aloud among the contents
of the shop, and
imitate, with
elaborate bravado, the
movements of
a busy man at ease in his own house.