the porches of rude cottages, with their smiling hedges, were
recognized with the gladsome playfulness of
childish vivacity.
I could have kissed the chickens that pecked on the common;
and longed to pat the cows, and
frolic with the dogs that sported
on it. I gazed with delight on the windmill, and thought it lucky
that it should be in
motion, at the moment I passed by; and entering
the dear green lane, which led directly to the village, the sound of
the
well-known rookery gave that
sentimental tinge to the varying
sensations of my active soul, which only served to
heighten the
lustre of the
luxuriantscenery. But, spying, as I
advanced, the
spire, peeping over the withered tops of the aged elms that composed
the rookery, my thoughts flew immediately to the
churchyard, and
tears of
affection, such was the effect of my
imagination, bedewed
my mother's grave! Sorrow gave place to devotional feelings.
I wandered through the church in fancy, as I used sometimes to do on
a Saturday evening. I recollected with what fervour I addressed
the God of my youth: and once more with rapturous love looked above
my sorrows to the Father of nature. I pause--feeling
forcibly all
the e
motions I am describing; and (reminded, as I
register my
sorrows, of the
sublime calm I have felt, when in some tremendous
solitude, my soul rested on itself, and seemed to fill the universe)
I insensibly breathe soft, hushing every
wayward e
motion, as if
fearing to sully with a sigh, a
contentment so extatic.
"Having settled my father's affairs, and, by my exertions in
his favour, made my brother my sworn foe, I returned to London.
My husband's conduct was now changed; I had during my absence,
received several
affectionate, penitential letters from him; and
he seemed on my
arrival, to wish by his behaviour to prove his
sincerity. I could not then
conceive why he acted thus; and, when
the
suspicion darted into my head, that it might arise from observing
my increasing influence with my uncle, I almost despised myself
for imagining that such a degree of debasing
selfishness
could exist.
"He became, unaccountable as was the change, tender and
attentive; and, attacking my weak side, made a
confession of his
follies, and lamented the embarrassments in which I, who merited
a far different fate, might be involved. He
besought me to aid
him with my
counsel, praised my understanding, and appealed to the
tenderness of my heart.
"This conduct only inspired me with com
passion. I wished to
be his friend; but love had spread his rosy pinions and fled far,
far away; and had not (like some
exquisite perfumes, the fine spirit
of which is
continually mingling with the air) left a fragrance
behind, to mark where he had shook his wings. My husband's renewed
caresses then became
hateful to me; his brutality was tolerable,
compared to his
distastefulfondness. Still, com
passion, and the
fear of insulting his
supposed feelings, by a want of sympathy,
made me dissemble, and do
violence to my
delicacy. What a task!
"Those who support a
system of what I term false refinement,
and will not allow great part of love in the
female, as well as
male breast, to spring in some respects
involuntarily, may not
admit that charms are as necessary to feed the
passion, as
virtues
to
convert the mellowing spirit into friendship. To such observers
I have nothing to say, any more than to the moralists, who insist
that women ought to, and can love their husbands, because it is
their duty. To you, my child, I may add, with a heart tremblingly
alive to your future conduct, some observations, dictated by my
present feelings, on
calmly reviewing this period of my life. When
novelists or moralists praise as a
virtue, a woman's
coldness of
constitution, and want of
passion; and make her yield to the ardour
of her lover out of sheer com
passion, or to
promote a frigid plan
of future comfort, I am disgusted. They may be good women, in the
ordinary acceptation of the
phrase, and do no harm; but they appear
to me not to have those 'finely fashioned nerves,' which render
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- curiosity [,kjuəri´ɔsiti] n.好奇;奇事;珍品 (初中英语单词)
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- astonishment [ə´stɔniʃmənt] n.吃惊;惊异 (初中英语单词)
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- oblige [ə´blaidʒ] vt.责成;迫使;使感激 (初中英语单词)
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- romantic [rəu´mæntik] a.传奇(式)的;浪漫的 (初中英语单词)
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- suspicion [sə´spiʃən] n.怀(猜)疑;嫌疑 (初中英语单词)
- counsel [´kaunsəl] n.商议;劝告;律师 (初中英语单词)
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- violence [´vaiələns] n.猛烈;暴力(行) (初中英语单词)
- system [´sistəm] n.系统,体系,制度 (初中英语单词)
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- coldness [´kəuldnis] n.寒冷;冷淡 (初中英语单词)
- promote [prə´məut] vt.促进;发扬;助长 (初中英语单词)
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- forlorn [fə´lɔ:n] a.被遗弃的;绝望的 (高中英语单词)
- converse [´kɔnvə:s] n.交谈 a.相反的 (高中英语单词)
- melancholy [´melənkəli] n.忧郁 a.忧郁的 (高中英语单词)
- indulge [in´dʌldʒ] v.(使)沉迷;沉溺;放任 (高中英语单词)
- gratify [´grætifai] vt.使高兴;满足 (高中英语单词)
- regardless [ri´gɑ:dləs] a.不留心的;不关心的 (高中英语单词)
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- delivery [di´livəri] n.送交;分娩;交货 (高中英语单词)
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- affectionate [ə´fekʃənit] a.亲爱的 (高中英语单词)
- confession [kən´feʃən] n.招供;认错;交待 (高中英语单词)
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- continually [kən´tinjuəli] ad.不断地,频繁地 (高中英语单词)
- delicacy [´delikəsi] n.精美;娇弱,微妙 (高中英语单词)
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- fondly [´fɔndli] ad.喜爱地;愚蠢地 (英语四级单词)
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- contentment [kən´tentmənt] n.满足;使人满意的事 (英语四级单词)
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- compassion [kəm´pæʃən] n.同情;怜悯 (英语四级单词)
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- destitute [´destitju:t] a.贫穷的;缺乏…的 (英语六级单词)
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- dependence [di´pendəns] n.信赖,依赖 (英语六级单词)
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- affected [ə´fektid] a.做作的;假装的 (英语六级单词)
- respecting [ri´spektiŋ] prep.由于;鉴于 (英语六级单词)
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- transient [´trænziənt, ´trænʃənt] a.短暂的;无常的 (英语六级单词)
- heighten [´haitn] v.增高,加强 (英语六级单词)
- luxuriant [lʌg´zjuəriənt] a.繁茂的;丰富的 (英语六级单词)
- forcibly [´fɔ:səbli] ad.强行地,强烈地 (英语六级单词)
- wayward [´weiwəd] a.任性的;不易控制的 (英语六级单词)
- distasteful [dis´teistful] a.讨厌的;乏味的 (英语六级单词)
- fondness [´fɔndnis] n.蠢事;溺爱;嗜好 (英语六级单词)
- involuntarily [in´vɔləntərili] ad.不 自觉地 (英语六级单词)