had not intended to keep it in any case; so I passed in, while he
held the gate open
politely, murmuring "Venit Hesperus ite,
capellae: come, little kid!" and then apologising abjectly for a
familiarity which (he said) was less his than the Roman poet's.
A straight flagged walk led up to the cool-looking old house, and
my host, lingering in his progress at this rose-tree and that,
forgot all about me at least twice, waking up and apologising
humbly after each lapse. During these intervals I put two and
two together, and identified him as the Rector: a bachelor,
eccentric,
learnedexceedingly, round whom the crust of legend
was already
beginning to form; to myself an object of special
awe, in that he was alleged to have written a real book. "Heaps
o' books," Martha, my informant, said; but I knew the exact rate
of
discountapplicable to Martha's statements.
We passed
eventually through a dark hall into a room which struck
me at once as the ideal I had dreamed but failed to find. None
of your
feminine fripperies here! None of your chair-backs and
tidies! This man, it was seen, groaned under no aunts. Stout
volumes in calf and vellum lined three sides; books sprawled
or hunched themselves on chairs and tables; books diffused the
pleasant odour of printers' ink and bindings; topping all, a
faint aroma of
tobacco cheered and heartened
exceedingly, as
under foreign skies the flap and
rustle over the wayfarer's head
of the Union Jack--the old flag of emancipation! And in one
corner, book-piled like the rest of the furniture, stood a piano.
This I hailed with a
squeal of delight. "Want to strum?"
inquired my friend, as if it was the most natural wish in the
world--his eyes were already straying towards another corner,
where bits of writing-table peeped out from under a sort of
Alpine
system of book and foolscap.
"O, but may I?" I asked in doubt. "At home I'm not allowed to--
only
beastly exercises!"
"Well, you can strum here, at all events," he replied; and
murmuring
absently, Age, dic Latinum, barbite, carmen, he made
his way,
mechanically guided as it seemed, to the irresistible
writing-able. In ten seconds he was out of sight and call. A
great book open on his knee, another propped up in front, a score
or so disposed within easy reach, he read and jotted with an
absorption almost
passionate. I might have been in Boeotia, for
any
consciousness he had of me. So with a light heart I
turned to and strummed.
Those who
painfully and with bleeding feet have scaled the crags
of
mastery over
musical instruments have yet their loss in
this,--that the wild joy of strumming has become a vanished
sense. Their happiness comes from the
concord and the relative
value of the notes they handle: the pure,
absolute quality and
nature of each note in itself are only appreciated by the
strummer. For some notes have all the sea in them, and some
cathedral bells; others a
woodland joyance and a smell of
greenery; in some fauns dance to the merry reed, and even the
grave centaurs peep out from their caves. Some bring moonlight,
and some the deep
crimson of a rose's heart; some are blue, some
red, and others will tell of an army with
silken standards and
march-music. And throughout all the
sequence of
suggestion, up
above the little white men leap and peep, and
strive against the
imprisoning wires; and all the big rosewood box hums as it were
full of hiving bees.
Spent with the
rapture, I paused a moment and caught my friend's
eye over the edge of a folio. "But as for these Germans," he
began
abruptly, as if we had been in the middle of a
discussion, "the
scholarship is there, I grant you; but the
spark, the fine
perception, the happy intuition, where is it?
They get it all from us!"
"They get nothing
whatever from US," I said
decidedly: the
word German only suggesting Bands, to which Aunt Eliza was
bitterly
hostile.