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they slip off and disappear; and you never see them again. Gone

back, I suppose."
"Of course," said I. "Don't see what they ever came away for;

_I_ wouldn't,--to be told you've broken things when you haven't,
and stopped having tea with the servants in the kitchen, and not

allowed to have a dog to sleep with you. But _I've_ known
people, too, who've gone there."

The artist stared, but without incivility.
"Well, there's Lancelot," I went on. "The book says he died, but

it never seemed to read right, somehow. He just went away, like
Arthur. And Crusoe, when he got tired of wearing clothes

and being respectable. And all the nice men in the stones who
don't marry the Princess, 'cos only one man ever gets married in

a book, you know. They'll be there!"
"And the men who never come off," he said, "who try like the

rest, but get knocked out, or somehow miss,--or break down or get
bowled over in the melee,--and get no Princess, nor even a

second-class kingdom,--some of them'll be there, I hope?"
"Yes, if you like," I replied, not quite understanding him; "if

they're friends of yours, we'll ask 'em, of course."
"What a time we shall have!" said the artist, reflectively; "and

how shocked old Marcus Aurelius will be!"
The shadows had lengthened uncannily, a tide of golden haze was

flooding the grey-green surface of the downs, and the artist
began to put his traps together, preparatory to a move. I felt

very low; we would have to part, it seemed, just as we were
getting on so well together. Then he stood up, and he was very

straight and tall, and the sunset was in his hair and beard as he
stood there, high over me. He took my hand like an equal.

"I've enjoyed our conversation very much," he said. "That was an
interesting subject you started, and we haven't half exhausted

it. We shall meet again, I hope."
"Of course we shall," I replied, surprised that there should be

any doubt about it.
"In Rome, perhaps?" said he.

"Yes, in Rome," I answered, "or Piccy-the-other-place, or
somewhere."

"Or else," said he, "in that other city,--when we've found the
way there. And I'll look out for you, and you'll sing out as

soon as you see me. And we'll go down the street arm-in-arm, and
into all the shops, and then I'll choose my house, and you'll

choose your house, and we'll live there like princes and good
fellows."

"Oh, but you'll stay in my house, won't you?" I cried; "wouldn't
ask everybody; but I'll ask YOU."

He affected to consider a moment; then "Right!" he said: "I
believe you mean it, and I WILL come and stay with you. I

won't go to anybody else, if they ask me ever so much. And I'll
stay quite a long time, too, and I won't be any trouble."

Upon this compact we parted, and I went down-heartedly from the
man who understood me, back to the house where I never could do

anything right. How was it that everything seemed natural and
sensible to him, which these uncles, vicars, and other grown-up

men took for the merest tomfoolery? Well, he would explain this,
and many another thing, when we met again. The Knights' Road!

How it always brought consolation! Was he possibly one of those
vanished knights I had been looking for so long? Perhaps he

would be in armour next time,--why not? He would look well in
armour, I thought. And I would take care to get there first, and

see the sunlight flash and play on his helmet and shield, as he
rode up the High Street of the Golden City.

Meantime, there only remained the finding it,--an easy
matter.

THE SECRET DRAWER
IT must surely have served as a boudoir for the ladies of old

time, this little used, rarely entered chamber where the
neglected old bureau stood. There was something very feminine in

the faint hues of its faded brocades, in the rose and blue of
such bits of china as yet remained, and in the delicate old-world

fragrance of pot-pourri from the great bowl--blue and white, with
funny holes in its cover--that stood on the bureau's flat top.

Modern aunts disdained this out-of-the-way, back-water, upstairs
room, preferring to do their accounts and grapple with their

correspondence in some central position more in the whirl of
things, whence one eye could be kept on the carriage drive, while

the other was alert for malingering servants and marauding
children. Those aunts of a former generation--I sometimes felt--

would have suited our habits better. But even by us children, to
whom few places were private or reserved, the room was

visited but rarely. To be sure, there was nothing particular in
it that we coveted or required,--only a few spindle-legged gilt-

backed chairs; an old harp, on which, so the legend ran, Aunt
Eliza herself used once to play, in years remote, unchronicled; a

corner-cupboard with a few pieces of china; and the old bureau.
But one other thing the room possessed, peculiar to itself; a

certain sense of privacy,--a power of making the intruder feel
that he WAS intruding,--perhaps even a faculty of hinting that

some one might have been sitting on those chairs, writing at the
bureau, or fingering the china, just a second before one entered.

No such violent word as "haunted" could possibly apply to this
pleasant old-fashionedchamber, which indeed we all rather liked;

but there was no doubt it was reserved and stand-offish, keeping
itself to itself.

Uncle Thomas was the first to draw my attention to the
possibilities of the old bureau. He was pottering about the

house one afternoon, having ordered me to keep at his heels for
company,--he was a man who hated to be left one minute alone,--

when his eye fell on it. H'm! Sheraton!" he remarked. (He had
a smattering of most things, this uncle, especially the

vocabularies.) Then he let down the flap, and examined the empty
pigeon-holes and dusty panelling. "Fine bit of inlay," he went

on: "good work, all of it. I know the sort. There's a secret
drawer in there somewhere." Then, as I breathlessly drew near,

he suddenly exclaimed: "By Jove, I do want to smoke!" and
wheeling round he abruptly fled for the garden, leaving me with

the cup dashed from my lips. What a strange thing, I mused, was
this smoking, that takes a man suddenly, be he in the court, the

camp, or the grove, grips him like an Afreet, and whirls him off
to do its imperious behests! Would it be even so with myself, I

wondered, in those unknown grown-up years to come?
But I had no time to waste in vain speculations. My whole being

was still vibrating to those magic syllables, "secret drawer;"
and that particular chord had been touched that never fails to

thrill responsive to such words as CAVE, TRAP-DOOR, SLIDING-
PANEL, BULLION, INGOTS, or SPANISH DOLLARS. For, besides its

own special bliss, who ever heard of a secret drawer with nothing
in it? And oh, I did want money so badly! I mentally ran

over the list of demands which were pressing me the most
imperiously.

First, there was the pipe I wanted to give George Jannaway.
George, who was Martha's young man, was a shepherd, and a great

ally of mine; and the last fair he was at, when he bought his
sweetheart fairings, as a right-minded shepherd should, he had

purchased a lovely snake expressly for me; one of the wooden
sort, with joints, waggling deliciously in the hand; with yellow

spots on a green ground, sticky and strong-smelling, as a fresh-
painted snake ought to be; and with a red-flannel tongue, pasted

cunningly into its jaws. I loved it much, and took it to bed
with me every night, till what time its spinal cord was loosed

and it fell apart, and went the way of all mortal joys. I
thought it so nice of George to think of me at the fair, and

that's why I wanted to give him a pipe. When the young year was
chill and lambing-time was on, George inhabited a little wooden

house on wheels, far out on the wintry downs, and saw no faces
but such as were sheepish and woolly and mute; ant when he and

Martha were married, she was going to carry his dinner out
to him every day, two miles; and after it, perhaps he would smoke

my pipe. It seemed an idyllic sort of existence, for both the
parties concerned; but a pipe of quality, a pipe fitted to be

part of a life such as this, could not be procured (so Martha
informed me) for a less sum than eighteen pence. And meantime--!

Then there was the fourpence I owed Edward; not that he was
bothering me for it, but I knew he was in need of it himself, to

pay back Selina, who wanted it to make up a sum of two shillings,
to buy Harold an ironclad for his approaching birthday,--H. M. S.

Majestic, now lying uselessly careened in the toyshop window,
just when her country had such sore need of her.

And then there was that boy in the village who had caught a young
squirrel, and I had never yet possessed one, and he wanted a

shilling for it, but I knew that for ninepence in cash--but what
was the good of these sorry, threadbare reflections? I had wants

enough to exhaust any possible find of bullion, even if it
amounted to half a sovereign. My only hope now lay in the magic

drawer, and here I was standing and letting the precious
minutes slip by. Whether "findings" of this sort could, morally

speaking, be considered "keepings," was a point that did not
occur to me.

The room was very still as I approached the bureau,--possessed,
it seemed to be, by a sort of hush of expectation. The faint

odour of orris-root that floated forth as I let down the flap,
seemed to identify itself with the yellows and browns of the old

wood, till hue and scent were of one quality and interchangeable.
Even so, ere this, the pot-pourri had mixed itself with the tints

of the old brocade, and brocade and pot-pourri had long been one.
With expectant fingers I explored the empty pigeon-holes and

sounded the depths of the softly-sliding drawers. No books that
I knew of gave any general recipe for a quest like this; but the

glory, should I succeed unaided, would be all the greater.
To him who is destined to arrive, the fates never fail to afford,

on the way, their small encouragements; in less than two minutes,
I had come across a rusty button-hook. This was truly

magnificent. In the nursery there existed, indeed, a general
button-hook, common to either sex; but none of us possessed

a private and special button-hook, to lend or refuse as suited
the high humour of the moment. I pocketed the treasure carefully

and proceeded. At the back of another drawer, three old foreign
stamps told me I was surely on the highroad to fortune.

Following on these bracing incentives, came a dull blank period
of unrewarded search. In vain I removed all the drawers and felt

over every inch of the smooth surfaces, from front to back.
Never a knob, spring or projection met the thrilling finger-tips;

unyielding the old bureau stood, stoutly guarding its secret, if
secret it really had. I began to grow weary and disheartened.

This was not the first time that Uncle Thomas had proved shallow,
uninformed, a guide into blind alleys where the echoes mocked

you. Was it any good persisting longer? Was anything any good
whatever? In my mind I began to review past disappointments, and

life seemed one long record of failure and of non-arriral.
Disillusioned and depressed, I left my work and went to the

window. The light was ebbing from the room, and outside seemed
to be collecting itself on the horizon for its concentrated

effort of sunset. Far down the garden, Uncle Thomas was holding
Edward in the air reversed, and smacking him. Edward, gurgling

hysterically, was striking blind fists in the direction where he
judged his uncle's stomach should rightly be; the contents of his

pockets--a motley show--were strewing the lawn. Somehow, though
I had been put through a similar performance an hour or two ago,

myself, it all seemed very far away and cut off from me.
Westwards the clouds were massing themselves in a low violet

bank; below them, to north and south, as far round as eye could
reach, a narrow streak of gold ran out and stretched away,



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