well-balanced and logical-minded man attempt to follow in our
footsteps.
Being as free as air on this occasion (if I except the dread of
Benella's scorn, which
descends upon us now and then, and moves us
to
repentance, sometimes even to better behaviour), we passed
Porridgetown and Cloomore, and ferried across to the opposite side
of Lough Corrib. Salemina, of course, had fixed upon Cong as our
objective point, because of its caverns and archaeological remains,
which Dr. La Touche tells her not on any
account to miss. Francesca
and I said nothing, but we had a very
definite idea of avoiding
Cong, and going nearer Tuam, to climb Knockma, the hill of the
fairies, and
explore their ancient haunts and archaeological
remains, which are more in our line than the caverns of Cong.
Speaking of Dr. La Touche reminds me that we have not the smallest
notion as to how our
middle-agedromance is progressing. Absence
may, at this juncture, be just as helpful a force in its development
as daily
intercourse would be; for when one is past thirty, I fancy
there is a deal of 'thinking-it-over' to do. Precious little there
is when we are younger; heart does it all then, and never asks
head's advice! But in too much delay there lies no plenty, and
there's the danger. Actually, Francesca and I could be no more
anxious to settle Salemina in life if she were lame, halt, blind,
and
homeless, instead of being
attractive,
charming, absurdly young
for her age, and not without means. The difficulty is that she is
one of those 'continent, persisting,
immovable persons' whom Emerson
describes as marked out for the
blessing of the world. That quality
always makes a man
anxious. He fears that he may only get his
rightful share of
blessing, and he craves the whole
output, so to
speak.
We naturally mention Dr. La Touche very often, since he is always
writing to Salemina or to me,
offeringcounsel and suggestion.
Madame La Touche, the
venerable aunt, has written also, asking us to
visit them in Meath; but this
invitation we have declined,
principally because the Colquhouns will be with them, and they would
surely be burdened by the
addition of three ladies and a maid to
their family;
partly because we shall be freer in our own house,
which will be as near the La Touche
mansion as possible, you may be
sure, if Francesca and I have anything to do with choosing it.
The La Touche name, then, is often on our lips, but Salemina offers
no intimation that it is indelibly imprinted on her heart of hearts.
It is a good name to be written
anywhere, and we fancied there was
the slightest possible hint of pride and possession in Salemina's
voice when she read to us to-night, from her third
volume of Lecky's
History of Ireland in the Eighteenth Century, a
paragraph concerning
one David La Touche, from whom Dr. Gerald is
descended:-
'In the last of the Irish Parliaments no less than five members of
the name sat together in the House of Commons, and his family may
claim what is in truth the highest honour of which an Irish family
can boast,--that during many
successive governments, and in a period
of most
lavishcorruption, it possessed great parliamentary
influence, and yet passed through political life untitled and
unstained.'
There is just the faintest gleam of hope, by the way, that Himself
may join us at the very end of June, and he is sure to be helpful on
this
sentimental journey; he aided Ronald and Francesca more than
once in their tempestuous love-affair, and if his wits are not
dulled by marriage, as so often happens, he will be
invaluable. It
will not be long then, probably, before I assume my natural, my
secondary position in the
landscape of events. The
junior partners
are now, so to speak, on their legs, although it is idle to suppose
that such brittle appendages will support them for any length of
time. As soon as we return in the autumn I should like to advertise
(if Himself will permit me) for a
perfectly sound and kind
juniorpartner,--one who has been well broken to
harness, and who will
neither shy nor balk, no matter what the
provocation; the next step
being to urge Himself to
relinquishaltogether the
bondage of