of the individual and given my true place in the general
scheme of
the
universe, and, in some subtle way that I can hardly explain, I
am more nearly
related to all things good, beautiful, and true than
I was when I was
wholly an artist, and
therefore less a woman. The
bursting of the leaf-buds brings me a tender thought of the one dear
heart that gives me all its spring; and
whenever I see the smile of
a child, a
generous look, the flash of
sympathy in an eye, it makes
me warm with swift
remembrance of the one I love the best of all,
just 'as a lamplight will set a linnet singing for the sun.'
Love is doing the same thing for Francesca; for the smaller feelings
merge themselves in the larger ones, as little
streams lose
themselves in oceans. Whenever we talk quietly together of that
strange, new, difficult life that she is going so
bravely and so
joyously to meet, I know by her expression that Ronald's noble face,
a little shy, a little proud, but
altogether adoring, serves her for
courage and for
inspiration, and she feels that his hand is holding
hers across the distance, in a clasp that promises strength.
At five o'clock we longed to ring for hot water, but did not dare.
Even at six there was no sound of life in the cosy inn which we have
named The Cromwell Arms ('Mrs. Duddy, Manageress; Comfort,
Cleanliness, Courtesy; Night Porter; Cycling Shed'). From seven to
half-past we read pages and pages of
delicious history and legend,
and
decided to go from Cappoquin to Youghal by
steamer, if we could
possibly reach the place of
departure in time. At half-past seven
we pulled the bell energetically. Nothing happened, and we pulled
again and again, discovering at last that the
connection between the
bell-rope and the bell-wire had long since disappeared, though it
had been more than once established with bits of twine, fishing-
line, and shoe laces. Francesca then went across the hall to
examine her methods of
communication, and
presently I heard a
welcome
tinkle, and another, and another, followed in due season by
a
cheerful voice,
saying, "Don't desthroy it intirely, ma'am; I'll
be coming direckly." We ordered jugs of hot water, and were told
that it would be some time before it could be had, as ladies were
not in the habit of
calling for it before nine in the morning, and
as the damper of the kitchen-range was out of order. Did we wish it
in a little canteen with whisky and a bit of lemon-peel, or were we
afther wantin' it in a jug? We replied
promptly that it was not the
hour for toddy, but the hour for baths, with us, and the decrepit
and very
sleepy night
porterdeparted to wake the cook and build the
fire; advising me first, in a friendly way, to take the
hearth brush
that was 'kapin' the windy up, and rap on the wall if I needed
annything more.' At eight o'clock we heard the
porter's shuffling
step in the hall, followed by a howl and a
polite objurgation. A
strange dog had passed the night under Francesca's bed, and the
porter was giving him what he called 'a good hand and fut
downstairs.' He had put down the hot water for this operation, and
on
taking up the burden again we heard him exclaim: "Arrah! look at
that now! May the divil fly away with the excommunicated ould jug!"
It was past saving, the jug, and leaked so
freely that one had to be
exceedingly
nimble to put to use any of the smoky water in it.
"Thim fools o' turf do nothing but smoke on me," apologised the
venerable servitor, who then asked, "would we be pleased to order
breakquist." We were wise in our
generation, and asked for nothing
but bacon, eggs, and tea; and after a smoky bath and a change of
raiment we seated at our
repast in the coffee-room, feeling
wonderfully fresh and
cheerful. By looking directly at each other
most of the time, and making
experimental journeys from plate to
mouth, thus barring out any
intimate knowledge of the tablecloth and
the
waiter's linen, we managed to make a breakfast. Francesca is
enough to give any one a good
appetite. Ronald Macdonald will be a
lucky fellow, I think, to begin his day by sitting opposite her, for
her eyes shine like those of a child, and one's gaze lingers fondly
on the cool
freshness of her cheek. Breakfast over and the bill
settled, we
speedily shook off as much of the dust of Mrs. Duddy's
hotel as could be
shaken off, and
departed on the most decrepit
sidecar that ever rolled on two wheels, being wished a safe journey
by a slatternly maid who stood in the
doorway, by the wide Mrs.
Duddy herself, who realised in her
capacious person the picturesque
Irish
phrase, 'the full-of-the-door of a woman,' and by our friend
the head
waiter, who leaned against Mrs. Duddy's
ancestral pillars
in such a way that the morning sun shone full upon his
costume and
revealed its weaknesses to our
reluctant gaze.
The driver said it was eleven miles to Cappoquin, the guide-book
fourteen, but this difference of opinion, we find, is only the
difference between Irish and English miles, for which our driver had
an
unspeakablecontempt, as of a
vastlyinferior quality. He had,
on the other hand, a great respect for Mrs. Duddy and her
comfortable,
cleanly, and
courteousestablishment (as per
advertisement), and the warmest
admiration for the village in which
she had appropriately located herself, a village which he alluded to
as 'wan of the natest towns in the ring of Ireland, for if ye made a
slip in the street of it, be the help of God ye were always sure to
fall into a public-house!'
"We had better not tell the full particulars of this journey to
Salemina," said Francesca prudently, as we rumbled along; "though,
oddly enough, if you remember,
whenever any one speaks disparagingly
of Ireland, she always takes up cudgels in its behalf."
"Francesca, now that you are within three or four months of being
married, can you manage to keep a secret?"
"Yes," she whispered
eagerly, squeezing my hand and inclining her
shoulder cosily to mine. "Yes, oh yes, and how it would raise my
spirits after a
sleepless night!"
"When Salemina was eighteen she had a
romance, and the hero of it
was the son of an Irish gentleman, an M.P., who was travelling in
America, or living there for a few years,--I can't remember which.
He was nothing more than a lad, less than twenty-one years old, but
he was very much in love with Salemina. How far her feelings were
involved I never knew, but she felt that she could not promise to
marry him. Her mother was an
invalid, and her father a delightful,
scholarly, autocratic,
selfish old gentleman, who ruled his
household with a rod of iron. Salemina coddled and nursed them both
during all her young life; indeed, little as she realised it, she
never had any separate
existence or
individuality until they both
died, when she was thirty-one or two years old."
"And what became of the young Irishman? Was he
faithful to his
first love, or did he marry?"
"He married, many years afterward, and that was the time I first
heard the story. His marriage took place in Dublin, on the very
day, I believe, that Salemina's father was buried; for Fate has the
most
relentless way of arranging these coincidences. I don't
remember his name, and I don't know where he lives or what has
become of him. I imagine the
romance has been dead and buried in
rose-leaves for years; Salemina never has
spoken of it to me, but it
would
account for her
sentimentalchampionship of Ireland."
Chapter IX. The light of other days.
'Oft in the stilly night,
Ere slumber's chain has bound me,
Fond memory brings the light
Of other days around me.'
Thomas Moore.
If you want to fall head over ears in love with Ireland at the very
first sight of her charms, take, as we did, the
steamer from
Cappoquin to Youghal, and float down the vale of the Blackwater-
'Swift Awniduff, which of the Englishman
Is cal' de Blackwater.'
The shores of this Irish Rhine are so lovely that the sail on a
sunny day is one of unequalled charm. Behind us the mountains
ranged themselves in a
mysteriousmelancholybackground; ahead the
river wended its way
southward in and out, in and out, through rocky
cliffs and well-wooded shores.
The first
tributarystream that we met was the little Finisk, on the
higher banks of which is Affane House. The lands of Affane are said
to have been given by one of the FitzGeralds to Sir Walter Raleigh
for a breakfast, a very high price to pay for bacon and eggs, and it
was here that he planted the first cherry-tree in Ireland, bringing