England, Scotland and Ireland unless they are
writing an Itinerary
of the British Isles. The situation is possible, certainly, but it
isn't simple, or natural, or
probable. We are behaving precisely
like
characters in
fiction, who, having been popular in the first
volume, are exploited again and again until their
popularity wanes.
We are like the Trotty books or the Elsie Dinmore
series. England
was our first
volume, Scotland our second, and here we are, if you
please, about to live a third
volume in Ireland. We fall in love,
we marry and are given in marriage, we
promote and take part in
international alliances, but when the curtain goes up again, our
accumulations, acquisitions--whatever you choose to call them--have
disappeared. We are not to the
superficial eye the spinster-
philanthropist, the bride to be, the wife of a year; we are the same
old Salemina, Francesca and Penelope. It is so
dramatic that my
husband should be called to America; as a woman I miss him and need
him; as a
character I am much better single. I don't suppose
publishers like married heroines any more than managers like married
leading ladies. Then how entirely proper it is that Ronald
Macdonald cannot leave his new
parish in the Highlands. The one, my
husband, belongs to the first
volume; Francesca's lover to the
second; and good
gracious, Salemina, don't you see the inference?"
"I may be dull," she replied, "but I
confess I do not."
"We are three?"
"Who is three?"
"That is not good English, but I repeat with different
emphasis WE
are three. I fell in love in England, Francesca fell in love in
Scotland-" And here I paused, watching the blush mount rosily to
Salemina's grey hair; pink is very becoming to grey, and that, we
always say,
accounts more
satisfactorily for Salemina's frequent
blushes than her
modesty, which is about of the usual sort.
"Your
argument is interesting, and even ingenious," she replied,
"but I fail to see my
responsibility. If you
persist in thinking of
me as a
character in
fiction, I shall rebel. I am not the stuff of
which heroines are made; besides, I would never appear in anything
so cheap and
obvious as a
series, and the three-
volume novel is as
much out of fashion as the Rollo books."
"But we are
unconscious heroines, you understand," I explained.
"While we were experiencing our experiences we did not notice them,
but they have attained by degrees a sufficient bulk so that they are
visible to the naked eye. We can look back now and
perceive the
path we have travelled."
"It isn't retrospect I object to, but anticipation," she retorted;
"not history, but
prophecy. It is one thing to gaze sentimentally
at the road you have travelled, quite another to
conjure up
impossible pictures of the future."
Salemina calls herself a
trifle over forty, but I am not certain of
her age, and think perhaps that she is
uncertain herself. She has
good reason to forget it, and so have we. Of course she could
consult the Bible family record daily, but if she consulted her
looking-glass afterward the one
impression would always nullify the
other. Her hair is silvered, it is true, but that is so clearly a
trick of Nature that it makes her look younger rather than older.
Francesca came into the room just here. I said a moment ago that
she was the same old Francesca, but I was wrong; she is softening,
sweetening, expanding; in a word,
blooming. Not only this, but
Ronald Macdonald's
likeness has been stamped upon her in some
magical way, so that, although she has not lost her own personality,
she seems to have added a
reflection of his. In the glimpses of
herself, her views, feelings, opinions, convictions, which she gives
us in a kind of
solution, as it were, there are always traces of
Ronald Macdonald; or, to be more
poetical, he seems to have bent
over the
crystal pool, and his image is reflected there.
You remember in New England they
allude to a bride as 'she that was'
a so-and-so. In my private interviews with Salemina I now
habitually
allude to Francesca as 'she that was a Monroe'; it is so
significant of her present state of
absorption. Several times this
week I have been obliged to inquire, "Was I, by any chance, as
absent-minded and dull in Pettybaw as Francesca is under the same
circumstances in Dublin?"
"Quite."
"Duller if anything."
These candid replies being uttered in
cheerfulunison I change the
subject, but cannot
resist telling them both casually that the