the great
lagoon gleaming suddenly with reflected lights resembled an
oval patch of night sky flung down into the
hopeless and abysmal night
of the
wilderness. The white man had some supper out of the basket,
then collecting a few sticks that lay about the
platform, made up a
small fire, not for
warmth, but for the sake of the smoke, which would
keep off the mosquitos. He wrapped himself in the blankets and sat
with his back against the reed wall of the house, smoking
thoughtfully.
Arsat came through the
doorway with noiseless steps and squatted down
by the fire. The white man moved his
outstretched legs a little.
"She breathes," said Arsat in a low voice, anticipating the expected
question. "She breathes and burns as if with a great fire. She speaks
not; she hears not--and burns!"
He paused for a moment, then asked in a quiet, incurious tone--
"Tuan . . . will she die?"
The white man moved his shoulders
uneasily and muttered in a
hesitating manner--
"If such is her fate."
"No, Tuan," said Arsat,
calmly. "If such is my fate. I hear, I see, I
wait. I remember . . . Tuan, do you remember the old days? Do you
remember my brother?"
"Yes," said the white man. The Malay rose suddenly and went in. The
other, sitting still outside, could hear the voice in the hut. Arsat
said: "Hear me! Speak!" His words were succeeded by a complete
silence. "O Diamelen!" he cried, suddenly. After that cry there was a
deep sigh. Arsat came out and sank down again in his old place.
They sat in silence before the fire. There was no sound within the
house, there was no sound near them; but far away on the
lagoon they
could hear the voices of the boatmen ringing fitful and
distinct on
the calm water. The fire in the bows of the sampan shone
faintly in
the distance with a hazy red glow. Then it died out. The voices
ceased. The land and the water slept
invisible, unstirring and mute.
It was as though there had been nothing left in the world but the
glitter of stars
streaming,
ceaseless and vain, through the black
stillness of the night.
The white man gazed straight before him into the darkness with
wide-open eyes. The fear and
fascination, the
inspiration and the
wonder of death--of death near, unavoidable, and
unseen, soothed the
unrest of his race and stirred the most in
distinct, the most intimate
of his thoughts. The ever-ready
suspicion of evil, the gnawing
suspicion that lurks in our hearts, flowed out into the
stillnessround him--into the
stillnessprofound and dumb, and made it appear
untrustworthy and
infamous, like the
placid and impenetrable mask
of an unjustifiable
violence. In that
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disturbance of his being the earth enfolded in the
starlight peace
became a
shadowy country of inhuman
strife, a battle-field of phantoms
terrible and
charming,
august or
ignoble, struggling ardently for the
possession of our
helpless hearts. An unquiet and
mysterious country
of inextinguishable desires and fears.
A
plaintive murmur rose in the night; a murmur saddening and
startling, as if the great solitudes of
surrounding woods had tried to
whisper into his ear the
wisdom of their
immense and lofty
indifference. Sounds hesitating and vague floated in the air round
him, shaped themselves slowly into words; and at last flowed on gently
in a murmuring
stream of soft and
monotonous sentences. He stirred
like a man waking up and changed his position
slightly. Arsat,
motionless and
shadowy, sitting with bowed head under the stars, was
speaking in a low and
dreamy tone--
". . . for where can we lay down the
heaviness of our trouble but in a
friend's heart? A man must speak of war and of love. You, Tuan, know
what war is, and you have seen me in time of danger seek death as
other men seek life! A
writing may be lost; a lie may be written; but
what the eye has seen is truth and remains in the mind!"