"A world full of unknown dangers," resumed the
clergyman. "Your
proper place was surely the natural surroundings that are part of
you. You have been unduly influenced, it is only too
apparent, by
a class of
literature which, with all due respect to
distinguished authoress that shall be
nameless, I must call the
New Woman Literature. In that deleterious
ingredient of our book
boxes--"
"I don't
altogether agree with you there," said Miss Mergle,
throwing her head back and
regarding him
firmly through her
spectacles, and Mr. Widgery coughed.
"What HAS all this to do with me?" asked Jessie, availing herself
of the interruption.
"The point is," said Mrs. Milton, on her defence, "that in my
books--"
"All I want to do," said Jessie, "is to go about
freely by
myself. Girls do so in America. Why not here?"
"Social conditions are entirely different in America," said Miss
Mergle. "Here we respect Class Distinctions."
"It's very un
fortunate. What I want to know is, why I cannot go
away for a
holiday if I want to."
"With a strange young man,
socially your inferior," said Widgery,
and made her flush by his tone.
"Why not?" she said. "With anybody."
"They don't do that, even in America," said Miss Mergle.
"My dear young lady," said the
clergyman, "the most elementary
principles of decorum--A day will come when you will better
understand how entirely subservient your ideas are to the very
fundamentals of our present civilisation, when you will better
understand the harrowing
anxiety you have given Mrs. Milton by
this
inexplicableflight of yours. We can only put things down at
present, in
charity, to your ignorance--"
"You have to consider the general body of opinion, too," said
Widgery.
"Precisely," said Miss Mergle. "There is no such thing as conduct
in the absolute." "If once this most un
fortunate business gets
about," said the
clergyman, "it will do you
infinite harm."
"But I'VE done nothing wrong. Why should I be
responsible for
other people's--"
"The world has no
charity," said Mrs. Milton.
"For a girl," said Jessie. "No."
"Now do let us stop arguing, my dear young lady, and let us
listen to reason. Never mind how or why, this conduct of yours
will do you
infinite harm, if once it is generally known. And not
only that, it will cause
infinite pain to those who care for you.
But if you will return at once to your home, causing it to be
understood that you have been with friends for these last few
days--"
"Tell lies," said Jessie. "Certainly not. Most certainly not. But
I understand that is how your
absence is understood at present,
and there is no reason--"
Jessie's grip tightened on her
handkerchief. "I won't go back,"
she said, "to have it as I did before. I want a room of my own,
what books I need to read, to be free to go out by myself alone,
Teaching--"
"Anything," said Mrs. Milton ,"anything in reason."
"But will you keep your promise?" said Jessie.
"Surely you won't
dictate to your mother!" said Widgery.
"My stepmother! I don't want to
dictate. I want
definite promises
now."
"This is most unreasonable," said the
clergyman. "Very well,"
said Jessie, swallowing a sob but with
unusualresolution. "Then
I won't go back. My life is being frittered away--"
"LET her have her way," said Widgery.
"A room then. All your Men. I'm not to come down and talk away
half my days--"
"My dear child, if only to save you," said Mrs. Milton. "If you
don't keep your promise--"
"Then I take it the matter is practically concluded," said the
clergyman. "And that you very
properlysubmit to return to your