Bad work like this dispelled all Caleb's mildness.
"The deuce!" he exclaimed, snarlingly. "To think that this is
a country where a man's education may cost hundreds and hundreds,
and it turns you out this!" Then in a more
pathetic tone,
pushing up his spectacles and looking at the
unfortunate scribe,
"The Lord have mercy on us, Fred, I can't put up with this!"
"What can I do, Mr. Garth?" said Fred, whose spirits had sunk very low,
not only at the
estimate of his hand
writing, but at the vision
of himself as
liable to be ranked with office clerks.
"Do? Why, you must learn to form your letters and keep the line.
What's the use of
writing at all if nobody can understand it?"
asked Caleb, energetically, quite
preoccupied with the bad quality
of the work. "Is there so little business in the world that you must
be sending puzzles over the country? But that's the way people are
brought up. I should lose no end of time with the letters some people
send me, if Susan did not make them out for me. It's disgusting."
Here Caleb tossed the paper from him.
Any stranger peeping into the office at that moment might have
wondered what was the drama between the
indignant man of business,
and the fine-looking young fellow whose blond
complexion was getting
rather patchy as he bit his lip with mortification. Fred was struggling
with many thoughts. Mr. Garth had been so kind and encouraging at
the
beginning of their
interview, that
gratitude and hopefulness had
been at a high pitch, and the
downfall was proportionate. He had not
thought of desk-work--in fact, like the majority of young gentlemen,
he wanted an
occupation which should be free from disagreeables.
I cannot tell what might have been the consequences if he had not
distinctly promised himself that he would go to Lowick to see
Mary and tell her that he was engaged to work under her father.
He did not like to
disappoint himself there.
"I am very sorry," were all the words that he could muster.
But Mr. Garth was already relenting.
"We must make the best of it, Fred," he began, with a return to his
usual quiet tone. "Every man can learn to write. I taught myself.
Go at it with a will, and sit up at night if the day-time isn't enough.
We'll be patient, my boy. Callum shall go on with the books
for a bit, while you are
learning. But now I must be off,"
said Caleb, rising. "You must let your father know our agreement.
You'll save me Callum's salary, you know, when you can write;
and I can afford to give you eighty pounds for the first year,
and more after."
When Fred made the necessary disclosure to his parents, the relative
effect on the two was a surprise which entered very deeply into
his memory. He went straight from Mr. Garth's office to the warehouse,
rightly feeling that the most
respectful way in which he could
behave to
his father was to make the
painfulcommunication as
gravely and formally
as possible. Moreover, the decision would be more certainly understood
to be final, if the
interview took place in his father's gravest
hours, which were always those spent in his private room at the warehouse.
Fred entered on the subject directly, and declared
briefly what he
had done and was
resolved to do, expressing at the end his regret
that he should be the cause of
disappointment to his father,
and
taking the blame on his own deficiencies. The regret was genuine,
and inspired Fred with strong, simple words.
Mr. Vincy listened in
profound surprise without uttering even
an
exclamation, a silence which in his
impatienttemperament was a sign
of
unusualemotion. He had not been in good spirits about trade
that morning, and the slight
bitterness in his lips grew intense
as he listened. When Fred had ended, there was a pause of nearly
a minute, during which Mr. Vincy replaced a book in his desk and turned
the key
emphatically. Then he looked at his son
steadily, and said--
"So you've made up your mind at last, sir?"
"Yes, father."
"Very well; stick to it. I've no more to say. You've thrown away
your education, and gone down a step in life, when I had given you
the means of rising, that's all."
"I am very sorry that we
differ, father. I think I can be quite
as much of a gentleman at the work I have undertaken, as if I had
been a curate. But I am
grateful to you for wishing to do the best
for me."
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