looked and looked, till I hardly know where I am.' 'But what do you
see there?' 'I cannot tell you, sir,' and you might question her in
this way all the evening, yet you would never draw a word from her;
but she would look at you, and every glance would seem full of
thoughts, or she would sit with tears in her eyes, scarcely
saying a
word,
apparently rapt in musing. Those musings of hers are so profound
that you fall under the spell of them; on me, at least, she has the
effect of a cloud overcharged with
electricity. One day I plied her
with questions; I tried with all my might to make her talk; at last I
let fall a few rather hasty words; and, well--she burst into tears.
"At other times La Fosseuse is bright and
winning, active, merry, and
sprightly; she enjoys talking, and the ideas which she expresses are
fresh and original. She is however quite
unable to apply herself
steadily to any kind of work. When she was out in the fields she used
to spend whole hours in looking at a flower, in watching the water
flow, in gazing at the wonders in the depths of the clear, still river
pools, at the
picturesque mosaic made up of pebbles and earth and
sand, of water plants and green moss, and the brown soil washed down
by the
stream, a
deposit full of soft shades of color, and of hues
that
contraststrangely with each other.
"When I first came to the district the poor girl was starving. It hurt
her pride to accept the bread of others; and it was only when driven
to the last
extremity of want and
suffering that she could bring
herself to ask for
charity. The feeling that this was a
disgrace would
often give her
energy, and for several days she worked in the fields;
but her strength was soon exhausted, and
illness obliged her to leave
the work that she had begun. She had scarcely recovered when she went
to a farm on the
outskirts of the town and asked to be taken on to
look after the cattle; she did her work well and
intelligently, but
after a while she left without giving any reason for so doing. The
constant toil, day after day, was no doubt too heavy a yoke for one
who is all
independence and caprice. Then she set herself to look for
mushrooms or for truffles, going over to Grenoble to sell them. But
the gaudy trifles in the town were very
tempting, the few small coins
in her hand seemed to be great
riches; she would forget her poverty
and buy
ribbons and finery, without a thought for tomorrow's bread.
But if some other girl here in the town took a fancy to her brass
crucifix, her agate heart or her
velvetribbon, she would make them
over to her at once, glad to give happiness, for she lives by generous
impulses. So La Fosseuse was loved and pitied and despised by turns.
Everything in her nature was a cause of
suffering to her--her
indolence, her kindness of heart, her coquetry; for she is coquettish,
dainty, and
inquisitive, in short, she is a woman; she is as simple as
a child, and, like a child, she is carried away by her tastes and her
impressions. If you tell her about some noble deed, she trembles, her
color rises, her heart throbs fast, and she sheds tears of joy; if you
begin a story about robbers, she turns pale with
terror. You could not
find a more
sincere, open-hearted, and scrupulously loyal nature
anywhere; if you were to give a hundred gold pieces into her keeping,
she would bury them in some out-of-the-way nook and beg her bread as
before."
There was a change in Benassis' tone as he uttered these last words.
"I once determined to put her to the proof," he said, "and I repented
of it. It is like espionage to bring a test to bear upon another, is
it not? It means that we
suspect them at any rate."
Here the doctor paused, as though some
inwardreflection engrossed
him; he was quite
unconscious of the
embarrassment that his last
remark had caused to his
companion, who busied himself with
disentangling the reins in order to hide his
confusion. Benassis soon
resumed his talk.
"I should like to find a husband for my Fosseuse. I should be glad to
make over one of my farms to some good fellow who would make her
happy. And she would be happy. The poor girl would love her children
to distraction; for motherhood, which develops the whole of a woman's
nature, would give full scope to her overflowing sentiments. She has
never cared for any one, however. Yet her impressionable nature is a
danger to her. She knows this herself, and when she saw that I
recognized it, she admitted the excitability of her
temperament to me.
She belongs to the small
minority of women whom the slightest contact
with others causes to
vibrate perilously; so that she must be made to
value herself on her
discretion and her womanly pride. She is as wild
and shy as a swallow! Ah! what a
wealth of kindness there is in her!
Nature meant her to be a rich woman; she would be so beneficent: for a
well-loved woman; she would be so
faithful and true. She is only
twenty-two years old, and is sinking already beneath the weight of her
soul; a
victim to highly-strung nerves, to an organization either too
delicate or too full of power. A
passionate love for a
faithless lover
would drive her mad, my poor Fosseuse! I have made a study of her
temperament, recognized the
reality of her prolonged
nervous attacks,
and of the swift
mysterious recurrence of her uplifted moods. I found
that they were immediately
dependent on
atmospheric changes and on the
variations of the moon, a fact which I have carefully verified; and
since then I have cared for her, as a creature
unlike all others, for
she is a being whose ailing
existence I alone can understand. As I
have told you, she is the pet lamb. But you shall see her; this is her
cottage."
They had come about one-third of the way up the mountain side. Low
bushes grew on either hand along the steep paths which they were
ascending at a foot pace. At last, at a turn in one of the paths,
Genestas saw La Fosseuse's
dwelling, which stood on one of the largest
knolls on the mountain. Around it was a green sloping space of lawn
about three acres in
extent, planted with trees, and surrounded by a
wall high enough to serve as a fence, but not so high as to shut out
the view of the
landscape. Several rivulets that had their source in
this garden formed little cascades among the trees. The brick-built
cottage with a low roof that projected several feet was a charming
detail in the
landscape. It consisted of a ground floor and a single
story, and stood facing the south. All the windows were in the front
of the house, for its small size and lack of depth from back to front
made other openings unnecessary. The doors and shutters were painted
green, and the underside of the penthouses had been lined with deal
boards in the German fashion, and painted white. The
rustic charm of
the whole little
dwelling lay in its spotless cleanliness.
Climbing plants and briar roses grew about the house; a great walnut
tree had been allowed to remain among the flowering acacias and trees
that bore sweet-scented blossoms, and a few
weeping willows had been
set by the little
streams in the garden space. A thick belt of pines
and beeches grew behind the house, so that the
picturesque little
dwelling was brought out into strong
relief by the sombre width of
background. At that hour of the day, the air was
fragrant with the
scents from the hillsides and the
perfume from La Fosseuse's garden.
The sky
overhead was clear and
serene, but low clouds hung on the
horizon, and the
far-off peaks had begun to take the deep rose hues
that the
sunset often brings. At the
height which they had reached the
whole
valley lay before their eyes, from distant Grenoble to the
little lake at the foot of the
circle of crags by which Genestas had
passed on the
previous day. Some little distance above the house a
line of poplars on the hill indicated the
highway that led to
Grenoble. Rays of
sunlight fell slantwise across the little town which
glittered like a diamond, for the soft red light which poured over it
like a flood was reflected by all its window-panes. Genestas reined in
his horse at the sight, and
pointed to the
dwellings in the
valley, to
the new town, and to La Fosseuse's house.
"Since the
victory of Wagram, and Napoleon's return to the Tuileries
in 1815," he said, with a sigh, "nothing has so stirred me as the
sight of all this. I owe this pleasure to you, sir, for you have
taught me to see beauty in a
landscape."
"Yes," said the doctor, smiling as he spoke, "It is better to build
towns than to storm them."
"Oh! sir, how about the
taking of Moscow and the
surrender of Mantua!
Why, you do not really know what that means! Is it not a glory for all
of us? You are a good man, but Napoleon also was a good man. If it had
not been for England, you both would have understood each other, and
our Emperor would never have fallen. There are no spies here," said
the officer, looking around him, "and I can say
openly that I love
him, now that he is dead! What a ruler! He knew every man when he saw