range of
delicatethrills which murmur in the nose of the animal
night and day, summoning,
warning? inciting, repelling. It was
one of these
mysterious fairy calls from out the void that
suddenly reached Mole in the darkness, making him
tingle through
and through with its very familiar
appeal, even while yet he
could not clearly remember what it was. He stopped dead in his
tracks, his nose searching
hither and t
hither in its efforts to
recapture the fine
filament, the telegraphic current, that had so
strongly moved him. A moment, and he had caught it again; and
with it this time came
recollection in fullest flood.
Home! That was what they meant, those caressing
appeals, those
soft touches wafted through the air, those
invisible little hands
pulling and tugging, all one way! Why, it must be quite close by
him at that moment, his old home that he had
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hurriedly forsaken
and never sought again, that day when he first found the river!
And now it was sending out its scouts and its messengers to
capture him and bring him in. Since his escape on that bright
morning he had hardly given it a thought, so absorbed had he been
in his new life, in all its pleasures, its surprises, its fresh
and captivating experiences. Now, with a rush of old memories,
how clearly it stood up before him, in the darkness! Shabby
indeed, and small and
poorly furnished, and yet his, the home he
had made for himself, the home he had been so happy to get back
to after his day's work. And the home had been happy with
him, too,
evidently, and was
missing him, and wanted him back,
and was telling him so, through his nose, sorrowfully,
reproachfully, but with no
bitterness or anger; only with
plaintive
reminder that it was there, and wanted him.
The call was clear, the summons was plain. He must obey it
instantly, and go. `Ratty!' he called, full of joyful
excitement, `hold on! Come back! I want you, quick!'
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cheerfully, still
plodding along.
`PLEASE stop, Ratty!' pleaded the poor Mole, in
anguish of
heart. `You don't understand! It's my home, my old home! I've
just come across the smell of it, and it's close by here, really
quite close. And I MUST go to it, I must, I must! Oh, come
back, Ratty! Please, please come back!'
The Rat was by this time very far ahead, too far to hear clearly
what the Mole was
calling, too far to catch the sharp note of
painful
appeal in his voice. And he was much taken up with the
weather, for he too could smell something--something suspiciously
like approaching snow.
`Mole, we mustn't stop now, really!' he called back. `We'll
come for it to-morrow,
whatever it is you've found. But I
daren't stop now--it's late, and the snow's coming on again, and
I'm not sure of the way! And I want your nose, Mole, so come on
quick, there's a good fellow!' And the Rat pressed forward on
his way without
waiting for an answer.
Poor Mole stood alone in the road, his heart torn
asunder, and a
big sob
gathering,
gathering, somewhere low down inside him, to
leap up to the surface
presently, he knew, in
passionate escape.
But even under such a test as this his
loyalty to his friend
stood firm. Never for a moment did he dream of abandoning him.
Meanwhile, the wafts from his old home pleaded, whispered,
conjured, and finally claimed him
imperiously. He dared not
tarry longer within their magic
circle. With a
wrench that tore
his very heartstrings he set his face down the road and followed
submissively in the track of the Rat, while faint, thin little
smells, still dogging his retreating nose, reproached him for his
new friendship and his callous forgetfulness.
With an effort he caught up to the unsuspecting Rat, who began
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cheerfully about what they would do when they got
back, and how jolly a fire of logs in the parlour would be,
and what a supper he meant to eat; never noticing his
companion's
silence and distressful state of mind. At last, however, when
they had gone some
considerable way further, and were passing
some tree-stumps at the edge of a copse that bordered the road,
he stopped and said kindly, `Look here, Mole old chap, you seem
dead tired. No talk left in you, and your feet dragging like
lead. We'll sit down here for a minute and rest. The snow has
held off so far, and the best part of our journey is over.'
The Mole subsided forlornly on a tree-stump and tried to control
himself, for he felt it surely coming. The sob he had fought
with so long refused to be
beaten. Up and up, it forced its way
to the air, and then another, and another, and others thick and
fast; till poor Mole at last gave up the struggle, and cried
freely and
helplessly and
openly, now that he knew it was all
over and he had lost what he could hardly be said to have found.
The Rat, astonished and dismayed at the
violence of Mole's
paroxysm of grief, did not dare to speak for a while. At last he
said, very quietly and sympathetically, `What is it, old
fellow? Whatever can be the matter? Tell us your trouble, and
let me see what I can do.'
Poor Mole found it difficult to get any words out between the
upheavals of his chest that followed one upon another so quickly
and held back speech and choked it as it came. `I know it's a--
shabby, dingy little place,' he sobbed forth at last, brokenly:
`not like--your cosy quarters--or Toad's beautiful hall--or
Badger's great house--but it was my own little home--and I was
fond of it--and I went away and forgot all about it--and then I
smelt it suddenly--on the road, when I called and you wouldn't
listen, Rat--and everything came back to me with a rush--and I
WANTED it!--O dear, O dear!--and when you WOULDN'T turn
back, Ratty--and I had to leave it, though I was smelling it all
the time--I thought my heart would break.--We might have just
gone and had one look at it, Ratty--only one look--it was close
by--but you wouldn't turn back, Ratty, you wouldn't turn back! O
dear, O dear!'
Recollection brought fresh waves of sorrow, and sobs again
took full
charge of him, preventing further speech.
The Rat stared straight in front of him,
saying nothing, only
patting Mole
gently on the shoulder. After a time he muttered
gloomily, `I see it all now! What a PIG I have been! A pig--
that's me! Just a pig--a plain pig!'
He waited till Mole's sobs became gradually less stormy and more
rhythmical; he waited till at last sniffs were
frequent and sobs
only intermittent. Then he rose from his seat, and, remarking
carelessly, `Well, now we'd really better be getting on, old
chap!' set off up the road again, over the toilsome way they had
come.
`Wherever are you (hic) going to (hic), Ratty?' cried the tearful
Mole, looking up in alarm.
`We're going to find that home of yours, old fellow,' replied the
Rat
pleasantly; `so you had better come along, for it will take
some
finding, and we shall want your nose.'
`Oh, come back, Ratty, do!' cried the Mole, getting up and
hurrying after him. `It's no good, I tell you! It's too late,
and too dark, and the place is too far off, and the snow's
coming! And--and I never meant to let you know I was feeling
that way about it--it was all an accident and a mistake! And
think of River Bank, and your supper!'
`Hang River Bank, and supper too!' said the Rat
heartily. `I
tell you, I'm going to find this place now, if I stay out all
night. So cheer up, old chap, and take my arm, and we'll very
soon be back there again.'