to amuse myself?"
"Certainly you may; it will only help you to
write better prose. Now for the first
composition.
I am going to ask all the new students to write a
letter giving some
description of the town and a
hint of the school life."
"Shall I have to be myself?" asked Rebecca.
"What do you mean?"
"A letter from Rebecca Randall to her sister
Hannah at Sunnybrook Farm, or to her aunt Jane
at the brick house, Riverboro, is so dull and
stupid,
if it is a real letter; but if I could make believe I was
a different girl
altogether, and write to somebody
who would be sure to understand everything I said,
I could make it nicer."
"Very well; I think that's a
delightful plan,"
said Miss Maxwell; "and whom will you suppose
yourself to be?"
"I like heiresses very much," replied Rebecca
contemplatively. "Of course I never saw one, but
interesting things are always
happening to
heiresses, especially to the golden-haired kind. My
heiress wouldn't be vain and
haughty like the
wicked sisters in Cinderella; she would be noble
and
generous. She would give up a grand school
in Boston because she wanted to come here where
her father lived when he was a boy, long before he
made his fortune. The father is dead now, and she
has a
guardian, the best and kindest man in the
world; he is rather old of course, and sometimes
very quiet and grave, but sometimes when he is
happy, he is full of fun, and then Evelyn is not afraid
of him. Yes, the girl shall be called Evelyn
Abercrombie, and her
guardian's name shall be Mr. Adam
Ladd."
"Do you know Mr. Ladd?" asked Miss Maxwell
in surprise.
"Yes, he's my very best friend," cried Rebecca
delightedly. "Do you know him too?"
"Oh, yes; he is a
trustee of these schools, you
know, and often comes here. But if I let you
`suppose' any more, you will tell me your whole letter
and then I shall lose a pleasant surprise."
What Rebecca thought of Miss Maxwell we
already know; how the teacher regarded the pupil
may be gathered from the following letter written
two or three months later.
Wareham, December 1st
My Dear Father,--As you well know, I have
not always been an
enthusiast on the subject of
teaching. The task of cramming knowledge into
these self-sufficient, inefficient youngsters of both
sexes discourages me at times. The more
stupid they
are, the less they are aware of it. If my department
were
geography or
mathematics, I believe I should
feel that I was accomplishing something, for in those
branches
application and industry work wonders;
but in English
literature and
composition one yearns
for brains, for
appreciation, for imagination! Month
after month I toil on,
openingoyster after
oyster,
but seldom
finding a pearl. Fancy my joy this term
when, without any
violent effort at shell-splitting,
I came upon a rare pearl; a black one, but of satin
skin and beautiful lustre! Her name is Rebecca,
and she looks not
unlike Rebekah at the Well in our
family Bible; her hair and eyes being so dark as
to suggest a
strain of Italian or Spanish blood. She
is nobody in particular. Man has done nothing for
her; she has no family to speak of, no money, no
education
worthy the name, has had no advantages
of any sort; but Dame Nature flung herself into
the
breach and said:--
"This child I to myself will take;
She shall be mine and I will make
A Lady of my own."
Blessed Wordsworth! How he makes us understand!
And the pearl never heard of him until now!
Think of
reading Lucy to a class, and when you
finish,
seeing a fourteen-year-old pair of lips
quivering with delight, and a pair of eyes brimming with
comprehending tears!
You poor darling! You, too, know the
discouragement of sowing lovely seed in rocky earth,
in sand, in water, and (it almost seems sometimes)
in mud;
knowing that if anything comes up at all
it will be some poor starveling plant. Fancy the joy
of
finding a real mind; of dropping seed in a soil
so warm, so
fertile, that one knows there are sure
to be
foliage, blossoms, and fruit all in good time!
I wish I were not so
impatient and so
greedy of
results! I am not fit to be a teacher; no one is
who is so
scornful of
stupidity as I am. . . . The
pearl writes
quaint countrified little verses,
doggerel they are; but somehow or other she always
contrives to put in one line, one thought, one image,
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unconsciously to herself,
in possession of the secret. . . . Good-by; I'll bring
Rebecca home with me some Friday, and let you
and mother see her for yourselves.
Your
affectionate daughter,
Emily.
XXII
CLOVER BLOSSOMS AND SUNFLOWERS
How d' ye do, girls?" said Huldah Meserve,
peeping in at the door. "Can you
stop studying a minute and show me your
room? Say, I've just been down to the store
and bought me these gloves, for I was bound I
wouldn't wear mittens this winter; they're
simply too countrified. It's your first year here, and
you're younger than I am, so I s'pose you don't
mind, but I simply suffer if I don't keep up some
kind of style. Say, your room is simply too cute for
words! I don't believe any of the others can begin
to compare with it! I don't know what gives it that
simply
gorgeous look, whether it's the full curtains,
or that
elegantscreen, or Rebecca's lamp; but you
certainly do have a
faculty for fixing up. I like a
pretty room too, but I never have a minute to
attend to mine; I'm always so busy on my clothes that
half the time I don't get my bed made up till noon;
and after all, having no callers but the girls, it don't
make much difference. When I graduate, I'm going
to fix up our
parlor at home so it'll be simply regal.
I've
learned decalcomania, and after I take up lustre
painting I shall have it simply stiff with drapes and
tidies and placques and sofa pillows, and make mo-
ther let me have a fire, and receive my friends there
evenings. May I dry my feet at your
register? I
can't bear to wear rubbers unless the mud or the
slush is simply knee-deep, they make your feet look
so
awfully big. I had such a fuss getting this pair
of French-heeled boots that I don't intend to spoil
the looks of them with rubbers any oftener than I
can help. I believe boys notice feet quicker than
anything. Elmer Webster stepped on one of mine
yesterday when I
accidentally had it out in the
aisle, and when he apologized after class, he said he
wasn't so much to blame, for the foot was so little
he really couldn't see it! Isn't he
perfectly great?
Of course that's only his way of talking, for after
all I only wear a number two, but these French
heels and
pointed toes do certainly make your foot
look smaller, and it's always said a high instep helps,
too. I used to think mine was almost a deformity,
but they say it's a great beauty. Just put your feet
beside mine, girls, and look at the difference; not
that I care much, but just for fun."
"My feet are very comfortable where they are,"
responded Rebecca dryly. "I can't stop to measure
insteps on algebra days; I've noticed your habit
of keeping a foot in the aisle ever since you had
those new shoes, so I don't wonder it was stepped
on."
"Perhaps I am a little mite
conscious of them,
because they're not so very comfortable at first, till
you get them broken in. Say, haven't you got a
lot of new things?"
"Our Christmas presents, you mean," said Emma
Jane. "The pillow-cases are from Mrs. Cobb, the
rug from cousin Mary in North Riverboro, the
scrap-basket from Living and Dick. We gave each
other the
bureau and
cushion covers, and the
screenis mine from Mr. Ladd."
"Well, you were lucky when you met him!
Gracious! I wish I could meet somebody like that.
The way he keeps it up, too! It just hides your
bed, doesn't it, and I always say that a bed takes
the style off any room--specially when it's not
made up; though you have an alcove, and it's the
only one in the whole building. I don't see how
you managed to get this good room when you're
such new scholars," she finished discontentedly.
"We shouldn't have, except that Ruth Berry
had to go away suddenly on
account of her father's
death. This room was empty, and Miss Maxwell
asked if we might have it," returned Emma Jane.
"The great and only Max is more stiff and
standoffish than ever this year," said Huldah. "I've
simply given up
trying to please her, for there's
no justice in her; she is good to her favorites, but
she doesn't pay the least attention to anybody else,
except to make sarcastic speeches about things
that are none of her business. I wanted to tell her
yesterday it was her place to teach me Latin, not
manners."
"I wish you wouldn't talk against Miss Maxwell
to me," said Rebecca hotly. "You know how I
feel."
"I know; but I can't understand how you can
abide her."
"I not only abide, I love her!" exclaimed
Rebecca. "I wouldn't let the sun shine too hot on
her, or the wind blow too cold. I'd like to put a
marble
platform in her class-room and have her sit
in a
velvet chair behind a golden table!"
"Well, don't have a fit!--because she can sit
where she likes for all of me; I've got something
better to think of," and Huldah tossed her head.
"Isn't this your study hour?" asked Emma
Jane, to stop possible
discussion.