"Who does not love me," she finished.
A sudden
shudder seemed to shake her whole frame,
and she drew herself more
tightly up to him.
"Ah, no," she continued, after a while,
sinking back upon her seat. "It is a
hopeless thing
to compel a
reluctant heart. I will accept no
sacrifice from you. You owe me nothing, for
you have acted toward me
honestly and uprightly,
and I shall be a stronger, or--at least--
a better woman for what you gave me--and--
for what you could not give me, even though
you would."
"But, Bertha," exclaimed he, looking mournfully
at her, "it is not true when you say that I
owe you nothing. Six years ago, when first I
wooed you, you could not return my love, and
you sent me out into the world, and even refused
to accept any
pledge or promise for the future."
"And you returned," she
responded, "a man,
such as my hope had pictured you; but, while I
had almost been
standing still, you had outgrown
me, and outgrown your old self, and,
with your old self, outgrown its love for me,
for your love was not of your new self, but of
the old. Alas! it is a sad tale, but it is true."
She spoke
gravely now, and with a steadier
voice, but her eyes hung upon his face with an
eager look of
expectation, as if yearning to detect
there some gleam of hope, some contradiction
of the
dismal truth. He read that look
aright, and it pierced him like a sharp sword.
He made a brave effort to
respond to its appeal,
but his features seemed hard as stone, and he
could only cry out against his
destiny, and
bewail his
misfortune and hers.
Toward evening, Ralph was sitting in an
open boat, listening to the measured oar-strokes
of the boatmen who were rowing him out to the
nearest stopping-place of the
steamer. The
mountains lifted their great
placid heads up
among the sun-bathed clouds, and the fjord
opened its cool depths as if to make room for
their vast reflections. Ralph felt as if he were
floating in the midst of the blue
infinite space,
and, with the strength which this feeling
inspired, he tried to face
boldly the thought from
which he had but a moment ago shrunk as from
something
hopelessly sad and perplexing.
And in that hour he looked fearlessly into the
gulf which separates the New World from the
Old. He had hoped to
bridge it; but, alas! it
cannot be
bridged.
A SCIENTIFIC VAGABOND.
I.
THE
steamer which as far back as 1860
passed every week on its northward
way up along the coast of Norway,
was of a very sociable turn of mind. It
ran with much shrieking and
needlessbluster in
and out the calm, winding fjords, paid unceremonious
little visits in every out-of-the-way nook
and bay, dropped now and then a black heap of
coal into the shining water, and sent thick volleys
of smoke and
shrill little echoes
careering
aimlessly among the mountains. It seemed, on
the whole, from an aesthetic point of view, an
objectionable phenomenon--a blot upon the perfect
summer day. By the inhabitants, however,
of these
remote regions (with the exception
of a few
obstinate individuals, who had at
first looked upon it as the sure
herald of dooms-
day, and still were
vaguely wondering what the
world was coming to,) it was regarded in a
very different light. This choleric little monster
was to them a friendly and
welcome visitor,
which established their
connection with the outside
world, and gave them a proud
consciousness
of living in the very heart of civilization.
Therefore, on
steamboat days they flocked en
masse down on the piers, and, with an ever-fresh
sense of
novelty, greeted the approaching boat
with
lively cheers, with firing of muskets and
waving of handkerchiefs. The men of condition,
as the judge, the
sheriff, and the
parson,
whose
dignityforbade them to receive the
steamer in person,
contented themselves with
watching it through an opera-glass from their
balconies; and if a high official was known to be
on board, they perhaps displayed the national
banner from their flag-poles, as a delicate
compliment to their superior.
But the Rev. Mr. Oddson, the
parson of whom
I have to speak, had this day yielded to the
gentle urgings of his daughters (as, indeed, he
always did), and had with them boarded the
steamer to receive his
nephew, Arnfinn Vording,
who was returning from the university for his
summer
vacation. And now they had him
between them in their pretty white-painted par-
sonage boat, with the blue line along the
gunwale, beleaguering him with eager questions
about friends and
relatives in the capital, chums,
university sports, and a medley of other things
interesting to young ladies who have a collegian
for a cousin. His uncle was
charitable enough
to check his own
curiosity about the
nephew's
progress in the arts and sciences, and the result
of his recent examinations, till he should have
become fairly settled under his roof; and Arnfinn,
who, in spite of his natural
brightness and
ready humor, was anything but a "dig," was
grateful for the respite.
The
parsonage lay snugly nestled at the end
of the bay, shining
contentedly through the
green
foliage from a
multitude of small sun-
smitten windows. Its pinkish whitewash, which
was peeling off from long
exposure to the
weather, was in
cheerfulcontrast to the broad
black surface of the roof, with its glazed tiles,
and the starlings' nests under the chimney-tops.
The thick-leaved maples and walnut-trees which
grew in
random clusters about the walls seemed
loftily
conscious of
standing there for purposes
of
protection; for,
wherever their long-fingered
branches happened to graze the roof, it was
always with a touch, light,
graceful, and airily
caressing. The irregularly paved yard was
inclosed on two sides by the main building, and on
the third by a
species of log cabin, which, in
Norway, is called a brew-house; but toward the
west the view was but
slightly obscured by an