you have
repeated to her what I told you the other night."
"What you told me?"
"About Jeffrey Aspern--that I am looking for materials."
"If I had told her do you think she would have sent for you?"
"That's exactly what I want to know. If she wants to keep
him to herself she might have sent for me to tell me so."
"She won't speak of him," said Miss Tita. Then as she opened the door
she added in a lower tone, "I have told her nothing."
The old woman was sitting in the same place in which I had seen her last,
in the same position, with the same mystifying
bandage over her eyes.
her
welcome was to turn her almost
invisible face to me and show me
that while she sat silent she saw me clearly. I made no
motion to shake
hands with her; I felt too well on this occasion that that was out
of place forever. It had been
sufficiently enjoined upon me that she
was too
sacred for that sort of reciprocity--too
venerable to touch.
There was something so grim in her
aspect (it was
partly the accident
of her green shade), as I stood there to be measured, that I ceased
on the spot to feel any doubt as to her
knowing my secret, though I did
not in the least
suspect that Miss Tita had not just
spoken the truth.
She had not betrayed me, but the old woman's brooding
instinct had
served her; she had turned me over and over in the long, still hours,
and she had guessed. The worst of it was that she looked terribly
like an old woman who at a pinch would burn her papers. Miss Tita pushed
a chair forward,
saying to me, "This will be a good place for you to sit."
As I took possession of it I asked after Miss Bordereau's health;
expressed the hope that in spite of the very hot weather it was satisfactory.
She replied that it was good enough--good enough; that it was a great
thing to be alive.
"Oh, as to that, it depends upon what you compare it with!"
I exclaimed, laughing.
"I don't compare--I don't compare. If I did that I should have given
everything up long ago."
I liked to think that this was a subtle
allusion to the rapture
she had known in the society of Jeffrey Aspern--though it
was true that such an
allusion would have accorded ill with
the wish I imputed to her to keep him buried in her soul.
What it accorded with was my
constantconviction that no human
being had ever had a more
delightful social gift than his,
and what it seemed to
convey was that nothing in the world
was worth
speaking of if one pretended to speak of that.
But one did not! Miss Tita sat down beside her aunt,
looking as if she had reason to believe some very remarkable
conversation would come off between us.
"It's about the beautiful flowers," said the old lady;
"you sent us so many--I ought to have thanked you for them before.
But I don't write letters and I receive only at long intervals."
She had not thanked me while the flowers continued to come, but she
departed from her custom so far as to send for me as soon as she
began to fear that they would not come any more. I noted this;
I remembered what an acquisitive propensity she had shown when it
was a question of extracting gold from me, and I
privately rejoiced
at the happy thought I had had in suspending my
tribute. She had
missed it and she was
willing to make a
concession to bring it back.
At the first sign of this
concession I could only go to meet her.
"I am afraid you have not had many, of late, but they shall begin
again immediately--tomorrow, tonight."
"Oh, do send us some tonight!" Miss Tita cried, as if it
were an
immense circumstance.
"What else should you do with them? It isn't a manly taste to make a bower
of your room," the old woman remarked.
"I don't make a bower of my room, but I am
exceedingly fond of growing
flowers, of watching their ways. There is nothing unmanly in that:
it has been the
amusement of philosophers, of statesmen in retirement;
even I think of great captains."
"I suppose you know you can sell them--those you don't use,"
Miss Bordereau went on. "I daresay they wouldn't give you
much for them; still, you could make a
bargain."
"Oh, I have never made a
bargain, as you ought to know.
My
gardener disposes of them and I ask no questions."
"I would ask a few, I can promise you!" said Miss Bordereau;
and it was the first time I had heard her laugh.
I could not get used to the idea that this
vision of pecuniary
profit was what drew out the
divine Juliana most.
"Come into the garden yourself and pick them; come as often
as you like; come every day. They are all for you,"
I pursued, addressing Miss Tita and carrying off this
veracious statement by treating it as an
innocent joke.
"I can't imagine why she doesn't come down," I added,
for Miss Bordereau's benefit.
"You must make her come; you must come up and fetch her,"
said the old woman, to my stupefaction. "That odd thing you
have made in the corner would be a capital place for her to sit."
The
allusion to my arbor was irreverent; it confirmed the
impression I
had already received that there was a
flicker of impertinence in Miss
Bordereau's talk, a strange mocking lambency which must have been a part
of her
adventurous youth and which had outlived passions and faculties.
Nonetheless I asked, "Wouldn't it be possible for you to come down
there yourself? Wouldn't it do you good to sit there in the shade,
in the sweet air?"
"Oh, sir, when I move out of this it won't be to sit in the air,
and I'm afraid that any that may be
stirring around me won't
be particularly sweet! It will be a very dark shade indeed.
But that won't be just yet," Miss Bordereau continued cannily,
as if to correct any hopes that this
courageousallusion to
the last
receptacle of her
mortality might lead me to entertain.
"I have sat here many a day and I have had enough of arbors in my time.
But I'm not afraid to wait till I'm called."
Miss Tita had expected some interesting talk, but perhaps she
found it less
genial on her aunt's side (considering that I
had been sent for with a civil intention) than she had hoped.
As if to give the conversation a turn that would put
our
companion in a light more
favorable she said to me,
"Didn't I tell you the other night that she had sent me out?
You see that I can do what I like!"
"Do you pity her--do you teach her to pity herself?"
Miss Bordereau demanded before I had time to answer this
appeal.
"She has a much easier life than I had when I was her age."
"You must remember that it has been quite open to me to think
you rather inhuman."
"Inhuman? That's what the poets used to call the women a hundred years ago.
Don't try that; you won't do as well as they!" Juliana declared.
"There is no more
poetry in the world--that I know of at least.
But I won't bandy words with you," she pursued, and I well remember
the
old-fashioned,
artificial sound she gave to the speech.
"You have made me talk, talk! It isn't good for me at all."
I got up at this and told her I would take no more of her time; but she
detained me to ask, "Do you remember, the day I saw you about the rooms,
that you offered us the use of your gondola?" And when I assented,
promptly, struck again with her
disposition to make a "good thing"
of being there and wondering what she now had in her eye, she broke out,
"Why don't you take that girl out in it and show her the place?"
"Oh, dear Aunt, what do you want to do with me?" cried the "girl"
with a piteous quaver. "I know all about the place!"
"Well then, go with him as a cicerone!" said Miss Bordereau
with an effort of something like
cruelty in her implacable
power of retort--an incongruous
suggestion that she was
a sarcastic,
profane,
cynical old woman. "Haven't we heard