"Oh, how can I--how can I?" she asked, wondering and troubled.
She was half-surprised, half-
frightened at my wishing to make
her play an active part.
"This is the main thing: to watch her carefully and warn me in time,
before she commits that
horrible sacrilege."
"I can't watch her when she makes me go out."
"That's very true."
"And when you do, too."
"Mercy on us; do you think she will have done anything tonight?"
"I don't know; she is very cunning."
"Are you
trying to
frighten me?" I asked.
I felt this
inquirysufficiently answered when my
companionmurmured in a musing, almost
envious way, "Oh, but she loves them--
she loves them!"
This
reflection,
repeated with such
emphasis, gave me great comfort;
but to
obtain more of that balm I said, "If she shouldn't intend
to destroy the objects we speak of before her death she will probably
have made some
disposition by will."
"By will?"
"Hasn't she made a will for your benefit?"
"Why, she has so little to leave. That's why she likes money,"
said Miss Tita.
"Might I ask, since we are really talking things over,
what you and she live on?"
"On some money that comes from America, from a
lawyer.
He sends it every quarter. It isn't much!"
"And won't she have disposed of that?"
My
companion hesitated--I saw she was blushing.
"I believe it's mine," she said; and the look and tone which
accompanied these words betrayed so the
absence of the habit
of thinking of herself that I almost thought her charming.
The next
instant she added, "But she had a
lawyer once,
ever so long ago. And some people came and signed something."
"They were probably witnesses. And you were not asked to sign?
Well then," I argued rapidly and
hopefully, "it is because you
are the legatee; she has left all her documents to you!"
"If she has it's with very
strict conditions," Miss Tita responded,
rising quickly, while the
movement gave the words a little
characterof decision. They seemed to imply that the bequest would be accompanied
with a command that the articles bequeathed should remain concealed
from every
inquisitive eye and that I was very much
mistaken if I thought
she was the person to depart from an
injunction so solemn.
"Oh, of course you will have to abide by the terms," I said;
and she uttered nothing to mitigate the
severity of this conclusion.
Nonetheless, later, just before we disembarked at her own door,
on our return, which had taken place almost in silence,
she said to me
abruptly, "I will do what I can to help you."
I was
grateful for this--it was very well so far as it went;
but it did not keep me from remembering that night in a worried
waking hour that I now had her word for it to
reinforce my own
impression that the old woman was very cunning.
VII
The fear of what this side of her
character might have led
her to do made me
nervous for days afterward. I waited for an
intimation from Miss Tita; I almost figured to myself that it
was her duty to keep me informed, to let me know
definitelywhether or no Miss Bordereau had sacrificed her treasures.
But as she gave no sign I lost
patience and determined
to judge so far as was possible with my own senses.
I sent late one afternoon to ask if I might pay the ladies
a visit, and my servant came back with
surprising news.
Miss Bordereau could be approached without the least difficulty;
she had been moved out into the sala and was
sitting by the window that overlooked the garden.
I descended and found this picture correct; the old lady
had been wheeled forth into the world and had a certain air,
which came
mainly perhaps from some brighter element in
her dress, of being prepared again to have
converse with it.
It had not yet, however, begun to flock about her;
she was
perfectly alone and, though the door leading to her own
quarters stood open, I had at first no
glimpse of Miss Tita.
The window at which she sat had the afternoon shade and,
one of the shutters having been pushed back, she could see
the pleasant garden, where the summer sun had by this time
dried up too many of the plants--she could see the yellow
light and the long shadows.
"Have you come to tell me that you will take the rooms
for six months more?" she asked as I approached her,
startling me by something
coarse in her cupidity almost
as much as if she had not already given me a
specimen of it.
Juliana's desire to make our
acquaintance lucrative had been,
as I have
sufficiently indicated, a false note in my image
of the woman who had inspired a great poet with
immortal lines;
but I may say here
definitely that I recognized after all
that it behooved me to make a large
allowance for her.
It was I who had kindled the unholy flame; it was I who had
put into her head that she had the means of making money.
She appeared never to have thought of that; she had been
living wastefully for years, in a house five times too
big for her, on a
footing that I could explain only by
the
presumption that,
excessive as it was, the space she
enjoyed cost her next to nothing and that small as were her
revenues they left her, for Venice, an
appreciable margin.
I had descended on her one day and taught her to calculate,
and my almost
extravagantcomedy on the subject of the garden
had presented me irresistibly in the light of a victim.
Like all persons who
achieve the
miracle of changing their point
of view when they are old she had been
intensely converted;
she had seized my hint with a
desperate,
tremulous clutch.
I invited myself to go and get one of the chairs that stood, at a distance,
against the wall (she had given herself no concern as to whether I
should sit or stand); and while I placed it near her I began, gaily,
"Oh, dear madam, what an
imagination you have, what an
intellectual sweep!
I am a poor devil of a man of letters who lives from day to day.
How can I take palaces by the year? My
existence is precarious.
I don't know whether six months hence I shall have bread to put in my mouth.
I have treated myself for once; it has been an
immense luxury.
But when it comes to going on--!"
"Are your rooms too dear? If they are you can have more for the same money,"
Juliana responded. "We can arrange, we can combinare, as they say here."
"Well yes, since you ask me, they are too dear," I said.
"Evidently you suppose me richer than I am."
She looked at me in her barricaded way. "If you write books
don't you sell them?"
"Do you mean don't people buy them? A little--not so much as I could wish.
Writing books, unless one be a great genius--and even then!--is the last road
to fortune. I think there is no more money to be made by literature."
"Perhaps you don't choose good subjects. What do you write about?"
Miss Bordereau inquired.
"About the books of other people. I'm a
critic, an historian,
in a small way." I wondered what she was coming to.
"And what other people, now?"
"Oh, better ones than myself: the great writers
mainly--
the great philosophers and poets of the past; those who are
dead and gone and can't speak for themselves."
"And what do you say about them?"
"I say they sometimes attached themselves to very clever women!"
I answered, laughing. I spoke with great deliberation,