John Bold was very sorry, so sorry: he hoped it was nothing
serious, and put on the unmeaningly
solemn face which people
usually use on such occasions.
'I especially want to speak to you about my father, Mr Bold;
indeed, I am now here on purpose to do so. Papa is very
unhappy,
very
unhappy indeed, about this affair of the hospital:
you would pity him, Mr Bold, if you could see how
wretchedit has made him.'
'Oh, Miss Harding!'
'Indeed you would--anyone would pity him; but a friend,
an old friend as you are--indeed you would. He is an altered
man; his
cheerfulness has all gone, and his sweet
temper, and
his kind happy tone of voice; you would hardly know him if
you saw him, Mr Bold, he is so much altered; and--and--if
this goes on, he will die.' Here Eleanor had
recourse to her
handkerchief, and so also had her auditors; but she plucked
up her courage, and went on with her tale. 'He will break his
heart, and die. I am sure, Mr Bold, it was not you who wrote
those cruel things in the newspaper--'
John Bold
eagerly protested that it was not, but his heart
smote him as to his
intimatealliance with Tom Towers.
'No, I am sure it was not; and papa has not for a moment
thought so; you would not be so cruel--but it has nearly
killed him. Papa cannot bear to think that people should so
speak of him, and that everybody should hear him so
spokenof:--they have called him avaricious, and
dishonest, and they
say he is robbing the old men, and
taking the money of the
hospital for nothing.'
'I have never said so, Miss Harding. I--'
'No,' continued Eleanor, interrupting him, for she was now
in the full flood-tide of her
eloquence; 'no, I am sure you have
not; but others have said so; and if this goes on, if such things
are written again, it will kill papa. Oh! Mr Bold, if you only
knew the state he is in! Now papa does not care much about money.'
Both her auditors, brother and sister, assented to this, and
declared on their own knowledge that no man lived less
addicted to
filthy lucre than the warden.
'Oh! it's so kind of you to say so, Mary, and of you too,
Mr Bold. I couldn't bear that people should think unjustly
of papa. Do you know he would give up the hospital altogether,
only he cannot. The archdeacon says it would be cowardly,
and that he would be deserting his order, and injuring the
church. Whatever may happen, papa will not do that: he would
leave the place tomorrow
willingly, and give up his house, and
the
income and all if the archdeacon--'
Eleanor was going to say 'would let him,' but she stopped herself
before she had compromised her father's
dignity; and giving
a long sigh, she added--'Oh, I do so wish he would.'
'No one who knows Mr Harding
personally accuses him for
a moment,' said Bold.
'It is he that has to bear the
punishment; it is he that
suffers,' said Eleanor; 'and what for? what has he done
wrong? how has he deserved this
persecution? he that never
had an
unkind thought in his life, he that never said an
unkindword!' and here she broke down, and the
violence of her sobs
stopped her utterance.
Bold, for the fifth or sixth time, declared that neither he nor
any of his friends imputed any blame
personally to Mr Harding.
'Then why should he be persecuted?' ejaculated Eleanor
through her tears, forgetting in her
eagerness that her
intentionhad been to
humble herself as a suppliant before John Bold--
'why should he be singled out for scorn and
disgrace? why
should he be made so
wretched? Oh! Mr Bold'--and she turned
towards him as though the kneeling scene were about to be
commenced--'oh! Mr Bold, why did you begin all this? You, whom
we all so--so--valued!'
To speak the truth, the reformer's
punishment was certainly
come upon him, for his p
resentplight was not enviable; he
had nothing for it but to excuse himself by platitudes about
public duty, which it is by no means worth while to repeat, and
to
reiterate his eulogy on Mr Harding's
character. His position
was certainly a cruel one: had any gentleman called upon
him on
behalf of Mr Harding he could of course have declined
to enter upon the subject; but how could he do so with a
beautiful girl, with the daughter of the man whom he had
injured, with his own love?
In the
meantime Eleanor recollected herself, and again
summoned up her energies. 'Mr Bold,' said she, 'I have
come here to
implore you to
abandon this
proceeding.' He
stood up from his seat, and looked beyond
measure distressed.
'To
implore you to
abandon it, to
implore you to spare my
father, to spare either his life or his reason, for one or the other
will pay the
forfeit if this goes on. I know how much I am
asking, and how little right I have to ask anything; but I think
you will listen to me as it is for my father. Oh, Mr Bold, pray,
pray do this for us--pray do not drive to distraction a man who
has loved you so well.'
She did not
absolutely kneel to him, but she followed him as
he moved from his chair, and laid her soft hands imploringly
upon his arm. Ah! at any other time how
exquisitely valuable
would have been that touch! but now he was distraught,
dumbfounded and unmanned. What could he say to that
sweet suppliant; how explain to her that the matter now was
probably beyond his control; how tell her that he could not
quell the storm which he had raised?
'Surely, surely, John, you cannot refuse her,' said his sister.
'I would give her my soul,' said he, 'if it would serve her.'
'Oh, Mr Bold,' said Eleanor, 'do not speak so; I ask
nothing for myself; and what I ask for my father, it cannot
harm you to grant.'
'I would give her my soul, if it would serve her,' said Bold,
still addressing his sister; 'everything I have is hers, if she will
accept it; my house, my heart, my all; every hope of my
breast is centred in her; her smiles are sweeter to me than the
sun, and when I see her in sorrow as she now is, every nerve
in my body suffers. No man can love better than I love her.'
'No, no, no,' ejaculated Eleanor; 'there can be no talk of
love between us. Will you protect my father from the evil you
have brought upon him?'
'Oh, Eleanor, I will do anything; let me tell you how I
love you!'
'No, no, no!' she almost screamed. 'This is unmanly of
you, Mr Bold. Will you, will you, will you leave my father to
die in peace in his quiet home?' and seizing him by his arm
and hand, she followed him across the room towards the door.
'I will not leave you till you promise me; I'll cling to you in
the street; I'll kneel to you before all the people. You shall
promise me this, you shall promise me this, you shall--' And
she clung to him with fixed tenacity, and
reiterated her resolve
with
hysterical passion.
'Speak to her, John; answer her,' said Mary, bewildered
by the
unexpectedvehemence of Eleanor's manner; 'you
cannot have the
cruelty to refuse her.'
'Promise me, promise me,' said Eleanor; 'say that my