illustration of what I have said -
"MY DEAR DR JAPP, - My father has gone, but I think I may take it
upon me to ask you to keep the book. Of all things you could do to
endear yourself to me you have done the best, for, from your
letter, you have taken a fancy to my father.
"I do not know how to thank you for your kind trouble in the matter
of THE SEA-COOK, but I am not unmindful. My health is still
poorly, and I have added intercostal
rheumatism - a new attraction,
which sewed me up nearly double for two days, and still gives me 'a
list to starboard' - let us be ever nautical. . . . I do not think
with the start I have, there will be any difficulty in letting Mr
Henderson go ahead
whenever he likes. I will write my story up to
its
legitimateconclusion, and then we shall be in a position to
judge whether a sequel would be
desirable, and I myself would then
know better about its practicability from the story-telling point
of view. - Yours very
sincerely" target="_blank" title="ad.真诚地;诚恳地">
sincerely, ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON."
A little later came the following:-
"THE COTTAGE, CASTLETON OF BRAEMAR. (NO DATE.)
"MY DEAR DR JAPP, - Herewith go nine chapters. I have been a
little seedy; and the two last that I have written seem to me on a
false venue; hence the smallness of the batch. I have now, I hope,
in the three last sent, turned the corner, with no great
amount of
dulness.
"The map, with all its names, notes, soundings, and things, should
make, I believe, an
admirableadvertisement for the story. Eh?
"I hope you got a
telegram and letter I forwarded after you to
Dinnat. - Believe me, yours very
sincerely" target="_blank" title="ad.真诚地;诚恳地">
sincerely, ROBERT LOUIS
STEVENSON."
In the afternoon, if fine and dry, we went walking, and Stevenson
would sometimes tell us stories of his short experience at the
Scottish Bar, and of his first and only brief. I remember him
contrasting that with his experiences as an engineer with Bob Bain,
who, as
manager, was then superintending the building of a
breakwater. Of that time, too, he told the choicest stories, and
especially of how, against all orders, he bribed Bob with five
shillings to let him go down in the diver's dress. He gave us a
splendid
description - finer, I think, than even that in his
MEMORIES - of his sensations on the sea-bottom, which seems to have
interested him as deeply, and suggested as many strange fancies, as
anything which he ever came across on the surface. But the
possibility of enterprises of this sort ended - Stevenson lost his
interest in
engineering.
Stevenson's father had, indeed, been much exercised in his day by
theological questions and difficulties, and though he remained a
staunch
adherent of the Established Church of Scotland he knew well
and practically what is meant by the term "accommodation," as it is
used by theologians in
reference to creeds and formulas; for he had
over and over again, because of the
strictcharacter of the
subscription required from elders of the Scottish Church declined,
as I have said, to accept the office. In a very express sense you
could see that he bore the marks of his past in many ways - a
quick,
sensitive, in some ways even a fantastic-minded man, yet
with a strange solidity and common-sense amid it all, just as
though ferns with the
veritable fairies' seed were to grow out of a
common stone wall. He looked like a man who had not been without
sleepless nights - without troubles, sorrows, and perplexities, and
even yet, had not
wholly risen above some of them, or the results
of them. His voice was "low and sweet" - with just a possibility
in it of rising to a shrillish key. A
sincere and
faithful man,
who had walked very demurely through life, though with a touch of
sudden, bright, quiet
humour and fancy, every now and then crossing
the grey of his
characteristic pensiveness or
melancholy, and
drawing effect from it. He was most frank and
genial with me, and
I greatly honour his memory. (2)
Thomas Stevenson, with a strange, sad smile, told me how much of a
disappointment, in the first stage, at all events, Louis (he always
called his son Louis at home), had caused him, by failing to follow
up his
profession at the Scottish Bar. How much he had looked
forward, after the
engineering was
abandoned, to his devoting
himself to the work of the Parliament House (as the Hall of the
Chief Court is called in Scotland, from the building having been
while yet there was a Scottish Parliament the place where it sat),
though truly one cannot help feeling how much Stevenson's very air
and figure would have been out of keeping among the bewigged,
pushing, sharp-set, hard-featured, and even red-faced and red-nosed
(some of them, at any rate) company, who daily walked the
Parliament House, and talked and gossiped there, often of other
things than law and
equity. "Well, yes, perhaps it was all for the
best," he said, with a sigh, on my having interjected the remark
that R. L. Stevenson was wielding far more influence than he ever
could have done as a Scottish
counsel, even though he had risen
rapidly in his
profession, and become Lord-Advocate or even a
judge.
There was, indeed, a very
pathetic kind of harking back on the
might-have-beens when I talked with him on this subject. He had
reconciled himself in a way to the
inevitable, and, like a sensible
man, was now inclined to make the most and the best of it. The
marriage, which, on the report of it, had been but a new
disappointment to him, had, as if by magic, been transformed into a
blessing in his mind and his wife's by personal
contact with Fanny
Van der Griff Stevenson, which no one who ever met her could wonder
at; but,
nevertheless, his dream of
seeing his only son walking in
the pathways of the Stevensons, and adorning a
profession in
Edinburgh, and so
winning new and
welcome laurels for the family
and the name, was still present with him
constantly, and by
contrast, he was
depressed with
contemplation of the real state of
the case, when, as I have said, I
pointed out to him, as more than
once I did, what an influence his son was wielding now, not only
over those near to him, but throughout the world, compared with
what could have come to him as a
lighthouse engineer, however
successful, or it may be as a briefless
advocate or barrister,
walking, hardly in glory and in joy, the Hall of the Edinburgh
Parliament House. And when I pictured the yet greater influence
that was sure to come to him, he only shook his head with that
smile which tells of hopes long-cherished and lost at last, and of
resignation gained, as though at stern duty's call and an honest
desire for the good of those near and dear to him. It moved me
more than I can say, and always in the midst of it he adroitly, and
somewhat
abruptly, changed the subject. Such penalties do parents
often pay for the honour of giving
geniuses to the world. Here,
again, it may be true, "the individual withers but the world is
more and more."
The
impression of a kind of
tragic fatality was but added to when
Stevenson would speak of his father in such terms of love and
admiration as quite moved one, of his desire to please him, of his
highest respect and
gratitude to him, and pride in having such a
father. It was most
characteristic that when, in his travels in
America, he met a gentleman who expressed
plainly his keen
disappointment on
learning that he had but been introduced to the
son and not to the father - to the as yet but budding author - and
not to the
builder of the great
lighthouse beacons that
constantlysaved mariners from
shipwreck round many stormy coasts, he should
record the
incident, as his readers will remember, with such a
strange
mixture of a pride and
filialgratitude, and half humorous
humiliation. Such is the
penalty a son of
genius often pays in
heart-throbs for the
inability to do aught else but follow his
destiny - follow his star, even though as Dante says:-
"Se tu segui tua stella
Non puoi fallire a glorioso porto." (3)
What added a keen
thrill as of quivering flesh exposed, was that
Thomas Stevenson on one side was exactly the man to
appreciate such
attainments and work in another, and I often wondered how far the
sense of Edinburgh
propriety and
worldly estimates did weigh with
him here.
Mr Stevenson mentioned to me a
peculiar fact which has since been