heart; I desire to keep thy soul in mine; thy will is mine; I will do
whatsoever thou biddest me. Since I cannot
obtain thee, I will keep
thy will and all the thoughts that thou hast given me. If I may not
unite myself with thee except by the power of my spirit, I will cling
to thee in soul as the flame to what it laps. Speak!"
"Angel!" exclaimed the
mysterious being, enfolding them both in one
glance, as it were with an azure
mantle, "Heaven shall by thine
heritage!"
Silence fell among them after these words, which sounded in the souls
of the man and of the woman like the first notes of some
celestialharmony.
"If you would teach your feet to tread the Path to heaven, know that
the way is hard at first," said the weary
sufferer; "God wills that
you shall seek Him for Himself. In that sense, He is
jealous; He
demands your whole self. But when you have given Him yourself, never,
never will He
abandon you. I leave with you the keys of the kingdom of
His Light, where
evermore you shall dwell in the bosom of the Father,
in the heart of the Bridegroom. No sentinels guard the approaches, you
may enter where you will; His palaces, His treasures, His sceptre, all
are free. 'Take them!' He says. But--you must WILL to go there. Like
one preparing for a journey, a man must leave his home,
renounce his
projects, bid
farewell to friends, to father, mother, sister, even to
the
helpless brother who cries after him,--yes,
farewell to them
eternally; you will no more return than did the martyrs on their way
to the stake. You must strip yourself of every
sentiment, of
everything to which man clings. Unless you do this you are but half-
hearted in your enterprise.
"Do for God what you do for your
ambitious projects, what you do in
consecrating yourself to Art, what you have done when you loved a
human creature or sought some secret of human science. Is not God the
whole of science, the all of love, the source of
poetry? Surely His
riches are
worthy of being coveted! His treasure is inexhaustible, His
poem
infinite, His love immutable, His science sure and darkened by no
mysteries. Be
anxious for nothing, He will give you all. Yes, in His
heart are treasures with which the petty joys you lose on earth are
not to be compared. What I tell you is true; you shall possess His
power; you may use it as you would use the gifts of lover or mistress.
Alas! men doubt, they lack faith, and will, and persistence. If some
set their feet in the path, they look behind them and
presently turn
back. Few decide between the two extremes,--to go or stay, heaven or
the mire. All
hesitate. Weakness leads
astray,
passion allures into
dangerous paths, vice becomes
habitual, man flounders in the mud and
makes no progress towards a better state.
"All human beings go through a
previous life in the
sphere of
Instinct, where they are brought to see the worthlessness of
earthlytreasures, to amass which they gave themselves such
untold pains! Who
can tell how many times the human being lives in the
sphere of
Instinct before he is prepared to enter the
sphere of Abstractions,
where thought expends itself on erring science, where mind wearies at
last of human language? for, when Matter is exhausted, Spirit enters.
Who knows how many fleshly forms the heir of heaven occupies before he
can be brought to understand the value of that silence and
solitudewhose
starry plains are but the vestibule of Spiritual Worlds? He
feels his way amid the void, makes trial of nothingness, and then at
last his eyes
revert upon the Path. Then follow other
existences,--all
to be lived to reach the place where Light effulgent shines. Death is
the post-house of the journey. A
lifetime may be needed merely to gain
the virtues which annul the errors of man's
preceding life. First
comes the life of
suffering, whose tortures create a
thirst for love.
Next the life of love and
devotion to the creature, teaching
devotionto the Creator,--a life where the virtues of love, its martyrdoms, its
joys followed by sorrows, its
angelic hopes, its
patience, its
resignation,
excite an
appetite for things
divine. Then follows the
life which seeks in silence the traces of the Word; in which the soul
grows
humble and
charitable. Next the life of
longing; and
lastly, the
life of prayer. In that is the
noonday sun; there are the flowers,
there the harvest!
"The virtues we
acquire, which develop slowly within us, are the
in
visible links that bind each one of our
existences to the others,--
existences which the spirit alone remembers, for Matter has no memory
for
spiritual things. Thought alone holds the
tradition of the bygone
life. The endless
legacy of the past to the present is the secret
source of human
genius. Some receive the gift of form, some the gift
of numbers, others the gift of
harmony. All these gifts are steps of
progress in the Path of Light. Yes, he who possesses a single one of
them touches at that point the Infinite. Earth has divided the Word--
of which I here reveal some
syllables--into particles, she has reduced
it to dust and has scattered it through her works, her dogmas, her
poems. If some impalpable grain shines like a diamond in a human work,
men cry: 'How grand! how true! how glorious!' That
fragment vibrates
in their souls and wakes a pre
sentiment of heaven: to some, a
melodythat weans from earth; to others, the
solitude that draws to God. To
all,
whatsoever sends us back upon ourselves,
whatsoever strikes us
down and crushes us, lifts or abases us,--THAT is but a
syllable of
the Divine Word.
"When a human soul draws its first
furrow straight, the rest will
follow surely. One thought borne
inward, one prayer uplifted, one
suffering endured, one echo of the Word within us, and our souls are
forever changed. All ends in God; and many are the ways to find Him by
walking straight before us. When the happy day arrives in which you
set your feet upon the Path and begin your
pilgrimage, the world will
know nothing of it; earth no longer understands you; you no longer
understand each other. Men who
attain a knowledge of these things, who
lisp a few
syllables of the Word, often have not where to lay their
head; hunted like beasts they
perish on the scaffold, to the joy of
assembled peoples, while Angels open to them the gates of heaven.
Therefore, your
destiny is a secret between yourself and God, just as
love is a secret between two hearts. You may be the buried treasure,
trodden under the feet of men
thirsting for gold yet all-unknowing
that you are there beneath them.
"Henceforth your
existence becomes a thing of
ceaseless activity; each
act has a meaning which connects you with God, just as in love your
actions and your thoughts are filled with the loved one. But love and
its joys, love and its pleasures
limited by the senses, are but the
imperfect image of the love which unites you to your
celestial Spouse.
All
earthly joy is mixed with
anguish, with
discontent. If love ought
not to pall then death should end it while its flame is high, so that
we see no ashes. But in God our wretchedness becomes delight, joy
lives upon itself and multiplies, and grows, and has no limit. In the
Earthly life our
fleeting love is ended by tribulation; in the
Spiritual life the tribulations of a day end in joys unending. The
soul is
ceaselessly
joyful. We feel God with us, in us; He gives a
sacred savor to all things; He shines in the soul; He imparts to us
His
sweetness; He stills our interest in the world viewed for
ourselves; He quickens our interest in it viewed for His sake, and
grants us the exercise of His power upon it. In His name we do the
works which He inspires, we act for Him, we have no self except in
Him, we love His creatures with undying love, we dry their tears and
long to bring them unto Him, as a
loving woman longs to see the
inhabitants of earth obey her well-beloved.
"The final life, the fruition of all other lives, to which the powers
of the soul have tended, and whose merits open the Sacred Portals to
perfected man, is the life of Prayer. Who can make you
comprehend the
grandeur, the
majesty, the might of Prayer? May my voice, these words
of mine, ring in your hearts and change them. Be now, here, what you
may be after cruel trial! There are
privileged beings, Prophets,
Seers, Messengers, and Martyrs, all those who suffer for the Word and
who
proclaim it; such souls spring at a bound across the human
sphereand rise at once to Prayer. So, too, with those whose souls receive
the fire of Faith. Be one of those brave souls! God welcomes boldness.
He loves to be taken by
violence; He will never
reject those who force
their way to Him. Know this! desire, the
torrent of your will, is so
all-powerful that a single emission of it, made with force, can
obtainall; a single cry, uttered under the
pressure of Faith, suffices. Be
one of such beings, full of force, of will, of love! Be conquerors on
the earth! Let the
hunger and
thirst of God possess you. Fly to Him as
the hart panting for the water-brooks. Desire shall lend you its
wings; tears, those blossoms of
repentance, shall be the
celestialbaptism from which your nature will issue purified. Cast yourself on
the breast of the
stream in Prayer! Silence and
meditation are the
means of following the Way. God reveals Himself, unfailingly, to the
solitary,
thoughtful seeker.
"It is thus that the
separation takes place between Matter, which so