death of Monsieur le Grand, as they call Cinq-Mars, to keep his office
among us, we should have been obliged to sell Herouville to the Black
Brethren. Ah, believe me,
mademoiselle, it is a bitter
humiliation to
me to have to think of money in marrying."
The simple
honesty of this
confession came from his heart, and the
regret was so
sincere that it touched Modeste.
"In these days," said the poet, "no man in France, Monsieur le duc, is
rich enough to marry a woman for herself, her personal worth, her
grace, or her beauty--"
The
colonel looked at Canalis with a curious eye, after first watching
Modeste, whose face no longer expressed the slightest astonishment.
"For persons of high honor," he said slowly, "it is a noble employment
of
wealth to
repair the ravages of time and
destiny, and
restore the
old
historic families."
"Yes, papa," said Modeste, gravely.
The
colonel invited the duke and Canalis to dine with him sociably in
their riding-dress,
promising them to make no change himself. When
Modeste went to her room to make her toilette, she looked at the
jewelled whip she had disdained in the morning.
"What
workmanship they put into such things nowadays!" she said to
Francoise Cochet, who had become her waiting-maid.
"That poor young man,
mademoiselle, who has got a fever--"
"Who told you that?"
"Monsieur Butscha. He came here this afternoon and asked me to say to
you that he hoped you would notice he had kept his word on the
appointed day."
Modeste came down into the salon dressed with royal simplicity.
"My dear father," she said aloud,
taking the
colonel by the arm,
"please go and ask after Monsieur de La Briere's health, and take him
back his present. You can say that my small means, as well as my
natural tastes,
forbid my wearing ornaments which are only fit for
queens or courtesans. Besides, I can only accept gifts from a
bridegroom. Beg him to keep the whip until you know whether you are
rich enough to buy it back."
"My little girl has plenty of good sense," said the
colonel, kissing
his daughter on the forehead.
Canalis took
advantage of a conversation which began between the duke
and Madame Mignon to escape to the
terrace, where Modeste joined him,
influenced by
curiosity, though the poet believed her desire to become
Madame de Canalis had brought her there. Rather alarmed at the
indecency with which he had just executed what soldiers call a "volte-
face," and which, according to the laws of
ambition, every man in his
position would have executed quite as brutally, he now endeavored, as
the
unfortunate Modeste approached him, to find plausible excuses for
his conduct.
"Dear Modeste," he began, in a coaxing tone, "considering the terms on
which we stand to each other, shall I
displease you if I say that your
replies to the Duc d'Herouville were very
painful to a man in love,--
above all, to a poet whose soul is
feminine,
nervous, full of the
jealousies of true
passion. I should make a poor diplomatist indeed if
I had not perceived that your first coquetries, your little
premeditated inconsistencies, were only assumed for the purpose of
studying our
characters--"
Modeste raised her head with the rapid,
intelligent, half-coquettish
motion of a wild animal, in whom
instinct produces such miracles of
grace.
"--and
therefore when I returned home and thought them over, they
never misled me. I only marvelled at a cleverness so in
harmony with
your
character and your
countenance. Do not be
uneasy, I never doubted
that your assumed duplicity covered an
angelic candor. No, your mind,
your education, have in no way lessened the precious
innocence which
we demand in a wife. You are indeed a wife for a poet, a diplomatist,
a thinker, a man destined to
endure the chances and changes of life;
and my
admiration is equalled only by the
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attachment I feel to you. I
now
entreat you--if
yesterday you were not playing a little comedy
when you accepted the love of a man whose
vanity will change to pride
if you accept him, one whose
defects will become virtues under your
divine influence--I
entreat you do not
excite a
passion which, in him,
amounts to vice. Jealousy is a noxious element in my soul, and you
have revealed to me its strength; it is awful, it destroys everything
--Oh! I do not mean the
jealousy of an Othello," he continued,
noticing Modeste's
gesture. "No, no; my thoughts were of myself: I
have been so indulged on that point. You know the
affection to which I
owe all the happiness I have ever enjoyed,--very little at the best"
(he sadly shook his head). "Love is symbolized among all nations as a
child, because it fancies the world belongs to it, and it cannot
conceive
otherwise. Well, Nature herself set the limit to that
sentiment. It was still-born. A tender,
maternal soul guessed and
calmed the
painful constriction of my heart,--for a woman who feels,
who knows, that she is past the joys of love becomes
angelic in her
treatment of others. The
duchess has never made me suffer in my
sensibilities. For ten years not a word, not a look, that could wound
me! I
attach more value to words, to thoughts, to looks, than ordinary
men. If a look is to me a treasure beyond all price, the slightest
doubt is
deadlypoison; it acts instantaneously, my love dies. I
believe--
contrary to the mass of men, who delight in trembling,
hoping, expecting--that love can only exist in perfect, infantile, and
infinite
security. The
exquisite purgatory, where women delight to
send us by their coquetry, is a base happiness to which I will not
submit: to me, love is either heaven or hell. If it is hell, I will
have none of it. I feel an
affinity with the azure skies of Paradise
within my soul. I can give myself without reserve, without secrets,
doubts or deceptions, in the life to come; and I demand reciprocity.
Perhaps I
offend you by these doubts. Remember, however, that I am
only talking of myself--"
"--a good deal, but never too much," said Modeste,
offended in every
hole and corner of her pride by this
discourse, in which the Duchesse
de Chaulieu served as a
dagger. "I am so accustomed to admire you, my
dear poet."
"Well, then, can you promise me the same canine
fidelity which I offer
to you? Is it not beautiful? Is it not just what you have longed for?"
"But why, dear poet, do you not marry a deaf-mute, and one who is also
something of an idiot? I ask nothing better than to please my husband.
But you
threaten to take away from a girl the very happiness you so
kindly arrange for her; you are tearing away every
gesture, every
word, every look; you cut the wings of your bird, and then expect it
to hover about you. I know poets are accused of inconsistency--oh!
very unjustly," she added, as Canalis made a
gesture of
denial; "that
alleged
defect which comes from the
brilliant activity of their minds
which
commonplace people cannot take into
account. I do not believe,
however, that a man of
genius can
invent such irreconcilable
conditions and call his
invention life. You are requiring the
impossible
solely for the pleasure of putting me in the wrong,--like
the enchanters in fairy-tales, who set tasks to persecuted young girls
whom the good fairies come and deliver."
"In this case the good fairy would be true love," said Canalis in a
curt tone, aware that his
elaborate excuse for a rupture was seen
through by the keen and
delicate mind which Butscha had piloted so
well.
"My dear poet, you
remind me of those fathers who inquire into a
girl's 'dot' before they are
willing to name that of their son. You
are quarrelling with me without
knowing whether you have the slightest
right to do so. Love is not gained by such dry arguments as yours. The
poor duke on the
contrary abandons himself to it like my Uncle Toby;
with this difference, that I am not the Widow Wadman,--though widow
indeed of many illusions as to
poetry at the present moment. Ah, yes,
we young girls will not believe in anything that disturbs our world of
fancy! I was warned of all this
beforehand. My dear poet, you are
attempting to get up a quarrel which is
unworthy of you. I no longer
recognize the Melchior of
yesterday."
"Because Melchior has discovered a spirit of
ambition in you which--"
Modeste looked at him from head to foot with an
imperial eye.
"But I shall be peer of France and
ambassador as well as he," added
Canalis.
"Do you take me for a bourgeois," she said,
beginning to mount the