his reply, alarmed her.
"You are not well," said she; "your hand is hot; your eyes are heavy;
you are very ill. "
"I am a villain," said he mentally, as he turned from her to
hide his
emotions.
"But come," continued she
tenderly, "you shall go to bed, and I will
sit by, and watch you; you will be better when you have slept. "
Montraville was glad to
retire, and by pretending sleep,
hide the
agitation of his mind from her penetrating eye.
Charlotte watched by him till a late hour, and then, lying softly
down by his side, sunk into a
profound sleep, from
whence she awoke
not till late the next morning.
CHAPTER XX.
Virtue never appears so
amiable as when reaching forth
her hand to raise a fallen sister.
CHAPTER OF ACCIDENTS.
WHEN Charlotte awoke, she missed Montraville; but thinking
he might have
arisen early to enjoy the beauties of the morning,
she was preparing to follow him, when casting her eye on the table,
she saw a note, and
opening it
hastily, found these words--
"My dear Charlotte must not be surprised, if she does not see me again
for some time: unavoidable business will prevent me that pleasure:
be
assured I am quite well this morning; and what your fond
imagination magnified into
illness, was nothing more than fatigue,
which a few hours rest has entirely removed. Make yourself happy,
and be certain of the unalterable friendship of
"MONTRAVILLE."
"FRIENDSHIP!" said Charlotte
emphatically, as she finished the note,
"is it come to this at last? Alas! poor,
forsaken Charlotte,
thy doom is now but too
apparent. Montraville is no longer
interested in thy happiness; and shame,
remorse, and disappointed
love will
henceforth be thy only attendants. "
Though these were the ideas that
involuntarily rushed upon the mind
of Charlotte as she perused the fatal note, yet after a few hours
had elapsed, the syren Hope again took possession of her bosom,
and she
flattered herself she could, on a second perusal,
discover an air of
tenderness in the few lines he had left,
which at first had escaped her notice.
"He certainly cannot be so base as to leave me," said she,
"and in stiling himself my friend does he not promise to protect me.
I will not
torment myself with these causeless fears; I will place
a confidence in his honour; and sure he will not be so unjust
as to abuse it."
Just as she had by this manner of
reasoning brought her mind to some
tolerable degree of
composure, she was surprised by a visit from Belcour.
The dejection
visible in Charlotte's
countenance, her swoln eyes
and neglected
attire, at once told him she was
unhappy: he made no
doubt but Montraville had, by his
coldness, alarmed her suspicions,
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resolved, if possible, to rouse her to
jealousy, urge her
to
reproach him, and by that means occasion a
breach between them.
"If I can once
convince her that she has a rival," said he,
"she will listen to my
passion if it is only to
revenge his slights."
Belcour knew but little of the
female heart; and what he did
know was only of those of loose and dissolute lives.
He had no idea that a woman might fall a
victim to imprudence,
and yet
retain so strong a sense of honour, as to reject
with
horror and
contempt every solicitation to a second fault.
He never imagined that a gentle,
generousfemale heart,
once
tenderly attached, when treated with unkindness might break,
but would never harbour a thought of
revenge.
His visit was not long, but before he went he fixed a scorpion
in the heart of Charlotte, whose venom embittered every future hour
of her life.
We will now return for a moment to Colonel Crayton. He had been
three months married, and in that little time had discovered that
the conduct of his lady was not so
prudent as it ought to have been:
but remonstrance was vain; her
temper was
violent; and to the Colonel's
great
misfortune he had conceived a
sincereaffection for her:
she saw her own power, and, with the art of a Circe, made every
action appear to him in what light she pleased: his
acquaintancelaughed at his
blindness, his friends pitied his infatuation,
his
amiable daughter, Mrs. Beauchamp, in secret deplored the loss
of her father's
affection, and grieved that he should be so entirely
swayed by an artful, and, she much feared,
infamous woman.
Mrs. Beauchamp was mild and engaging; she loved not the hurry
and
bustle of a city, and had prevailed on her husband to take
a house a few miles from New-York. Chance led her into the same
neighbourhood with Charlotte; their houses stood within a short space
of each other, and their gardens joined: she had not been long
in her new
habitation before the figure of Charlotte struck her;
she recollected her interesting features; she saw the
melancholy so
conspicuous in her
countenance, and her heart bled at the reflection,
that perhaps deprived of honour, friends, all that was valuable
in life, she was doomed to
linger out a
wretchedexistence in a
strange land, and sink broken-hearted into an
untimely grave.
"Would to heaven I could
snatch her from so hard a fate," said she;
"but the
merciless world has barred the doors of com
passionagainst a poor weak girl, who, perhaps, had she one kind friend
to raise and
reassure her, would
gladly return to peace and virtue;
nay, even the woman who dares to pity, and
endeavour to recall
a wandering sister, incurs the sneer of
contempt and ridicule,
for an action in which even angels are said to rejoice."
The longer Mrs. Beauchamp was a
witness to the
solitary life Charlotte led,
the more she wished to speak to her, and often as she saw her cheeks
wet with the tears of
anguish, she would say--"Dear sufferer,
how
gladly would I pour into your heart the balm of consolation,
were it not for the fear of derision."
But an accident soon happened which made her
resolve to brave
even the scoffs of the world, rather than not enjoy the heavenly
satisfaction of comforting a desponding fellow-creature.
Mrs. Beauchamp was an early riser. She was one morning walking
in the garden, leaning on her husband's arm, when the sound of a harp
attracted their notice: they listened attentively, and heard a soft
melodious voice
distinctly sing the following stanzas:
Thou
glorious orb, supremely bright,
Just rising from the sea,
To chear all nature with thy light,
What are thy beams to me?
In vain thy glories bid me rise,
To hail the new-born day,
Alas! my morning sacrifice
Is still to weep and pray.
For what are nature's charms combin'd,
To one, whose weary breast
Can neither peace nor comfort find,
Nor friend
whereon to rest?
Oh! never! never!
whilst I live
Can my heart's
anguish cease:
Come, friendly death, thy
mandate give,
And let me be at peace.
"'Tis poor Charlotte!" said Mrs. Beauchamp, the pellucid drop
of
humanity stealing down her cheek.
Captain Beauchamp was alarmed at her
emotion. "What Charlotte?"
said he; "do you know her?"
In the
accent of a pitying angel did she
disclose to her husband
Charlotte's
unhappy situation, and the
frequent wish she had
formed of being serviceable to her. "I fear," continued she,
"the poor girl has been basely betrayed; and if I thought you would
not blame me, I would pay her a visit, offer her my friendship,
and
endeavour to
restore to her heart that peace she seems to have lost,
and so pathetically
laments. Who knows, my dear," laying her hand
affectionately on his arm, "who knows but she has left some kind,
affectionate parents to
lament her errors, and would she return,
they might with
rapture receive the poor
penitent, and wash away
her faults in tears of joy. Oh! what a
glorious reflexion would
it be for me could I be the happy
instrument of restoring her.
Her heart may not be depraved, Beauchamp."
"Exalted woman!" cried Beauchamp, embracing her, "how dost thou
rise every moment in my
esteem. Follow the
impulse of thy
generous heart, my Emily. Let prudes and fools
censure if they dare,
and blame a sensibility they never felt; I will exultingly tell