welcomed by some new hope--the evening brought with it disappointment.
At length hope was no more;
despair usurped her place; and the
mansion which was once the
mansion of peace, became the habitation
of pale,
dejected melancholy.
The chearful smile that was wont to adorn the face of Mrs. Temple
was fled, and had it not been for the support of un
affected piety,
and a
consciousness of having ever set before her child the fairest
example, she must have sunk under this heavy affliction.
"Since," said she, "the
severest scrutiny cannot
charge me with any
breach of duty to have deserved this
severe chastisement, I will bow
before the power who inflicts it with
humbleresignation to his will;
nor shall the duty of a wife be
totally absorbed in the feelings of
the mother; I will
endeavour to appear more chearful, and by appearing
in some
measure to have conquered my own sorrow, alleviate the sufferings
of my husband, and rouse him from that torpor into which this misfortune
has plunged him. My father too demands my care and attention:
I must not, by a
selfishindulgence of my own grief, forget the
interest those two dear objects take in my happiness or
misery:
I will wear a smile on my face, though the thorn rankles in my heart;
and if by so doing, I in the smallest degree
contribute to restore
their peace of mind, I shall be amply rewarded for the pain
the
concealment of my own feelings may occasion.
Thus argued this excellent woman: and in the
execution of so
laudable a
resolution we shall leave her, to follow the fortunes
of the
haplessvictim of imprudence and evil counsellors.
CHAPTER XVI.
NECESSARY DIGRESSION.
ON board of the ship in which Charlotte and Mademoiselle were embarked,
was an officer of large unincumbered fortune and elevated rank,
and whom I shall call Crayton.
He was one of those men, who, having travelled in their youth,
pretend to have
contracted a
peculiarfondness for every thing foreign,
and to hold in
contempt the productions of their own country;
and this
affected partiality
extended even to the women.
With him
therefore the blushing
modesty and un
affectedsimplicityof Charlotte passed unnoticed; but the forward pertness of La Rue,
the freedom of her conversation, the
elegance of her person,
mixed with a certain engaging JE NE SAIS QUOI,
perfectly enchanted him.
The reader no doubt has already developed the
character of La Rue:
designing, artful, and
selfish, she had accepted the devoirs
of Belcour because she was
heartily weary of the
retired life
she led at the school, wished to be released from what she
deemed a
slavery, and to return to that vortex of folly and
dissipation which had once plunged her into the deepest
misery;
but her plan she flattered herself was now better formed:
she
resolved to put herself under the
protection of no man till
she had first secured a settlement; but the clandestine manner
in which she left Madame Du Pont's prevented her putting this plan
in
execution, though Belcour
solemnly protested he would make
her a handsome settlement the moment they arrived at Portsmouth.
This he afterwards contrived to evade by a pretended hurry of business;
La Rue
readily conceiving he never meant to
fulfil his promise,
determined to change her
battery, and attack the heart of Colonel Crayton.
She soon discovered the partiality he entertained for her nation;
and having imposed on him a feigned tale of
distress, representing Belcour
as a
villain who had seduced her from her friends under promise
of marriage, and afterwards betrayed her, pretending great remorse
for the errors she had committed, and declaring
whatever her
affectionfor Belcour might have been, it was now entirely extinguished,
and she wished for nothing more than an opportunity to leave a course
of life which her soul abhorred; but she had no friends to apply to,
they had all renounced her, and guilt and
misery would undoubtedly
be her future
portion through life.
Crayton was possessed of many
amiable qualities, though the
peculiartrait in his
character, which we have already mentioned,
in a great
measure threw a shade over them. He was
beloved for his
humanity and benevolence by all who knew him, but he was easy and
unsuspicious himself, and became a dupe to the artifice of others.
He was, when very young, united to an
amiable Parisian lady, and perhaps
it was his
affection for her that laid the
foundation for the partiality
he ever retained for the whole nation. He had by her one daughter,
who entered into the world but a few hours before her mother left it.
This lady was
universallybeloved and admired, being endowed with
all the virtues of her mother, without the
weakness of the father:
she was married to Major Beauchamp, and was at this time in the same
fleet with her father, attending her husband to New-York.
Crayton was melted by the
affected contrition and
distress of La Rue:
he would
converse with her for hours, read to her, play cards
with her, listen to all her complaints, and promise to protect
her to the
utmost of his power. La Rue easily saw his
character;
her sole aim was to
awaken a
passion in his bosom that might turn
out to her
advantage, and in this aim she was but too successful,
for before the
voyage was finished, the infatuated Colonel gave
her from under his hand a promise of marriage on their
arrivalat New-York, under forfeiture of five thousand pounds.
And how did our poor Charlotte pass her time during a tedious
and tempestuous passage? naturally
delicate, the
fatigue and
sickness which she endured rendered her so weak as to be almost
entirely confined to her bed: yet the kindness and attention of
Montraville in some
measurecontributed to alleviate her sufferings,
and the hope of
hearing from her friends soon after her
arrival,
kept up her spirits, and cheered many a
gloomy hour.
But during the
voyage a great revolution took place not
only in the fortune of La Rue but in the bosom of Belcour:
whilst in
pursuit of his amour with Mademoiselle, he had attended
little to the interesting, inobtrusive charms of Charlotte, but when,
cloyed by possession, and disgusted with the art and dissimulation
of one, he
beheld the
simplicity and
gentleness of the other,
the
contrast became too
striking not to fill him at once with
surprise and
admiration. He frequently
conversed with Charlotte;
he found her
sensible, well informed, but diffident and unassuming.
The languor which the
fatigue of her body and perturbation of her
mind spread over her
delicate features, served only in his opinion
to render her more lovely: he knew that Montraville did not design
to marry her, and he formed a
resolution to
endeavour to gain her
himself
whenever Montraville should leave her.
Let not the reader imagine Belcour's designs were honourable.
Alas! when once a woman has forgot the respect due to herself,
by yielding to the solicitations of illicit love, they lose all
their
consequence, even in the eyes of the man whose art has betrayed them,
and for whose sake they have sacrificed every
valuable consideration.
The
heedless Fair, who stoops to
guilty joys,
A man may pity--but he must
despise. Nay, every libertine will
think he has a right to
insult her with his licentious
passion;
and should the
unhappy creature
shrink from the
insolent overture,
he will sneeringly taunt her with
pretence of
modesty.
CHAPTER XVII.
A WEDDING.
ON the day before their
arrival at New-York, after dinner,
Crayton arose from his seat, and placing himself by Mademoiselle,
thus addressed the company--
"As we are now nearly arrived at our destined port, I think
it but my duty to inform you, my friends, that this lady,"
(taking her hand,) "has placed herself under my
protection.
I have seen and
severely felt the
anguish of her heart, and through
every shade which
cruelty or
malice may throw over her, can discover
the most
amiable qualities. I thought it but necessary to mention my
esteem for her before our disembarkation, as it is my fixed
resolution,
the morning after we land, to give her an undoubted title to my
favour and
protection by honourably uniting my fate to hers.
I would wish every gentleman here
therefore to remember that her
honour
henceforth is mine, and," continued he, looking at Belcour,
"should any man
presume to speak in the least disrespectfully of her,
I shall not
hesitate to pronounce him a scoundrel."
Belcour cast at him a smile of
contempt, and bowing
profoundly low,
wished Mademoiselle much joy in the proposed union; and assuring
the Colonel that he need not be in the least
apprehensive of
any one throwing the least odium on the
character of his lady,
shook him by the hand with
ridiculousgravity, and left the cabin.
The truth was, he was glad to be rid of La Rue, and so he was but freed
from her, he cared not who fell a
victim to her
infamous arts.