the shores. The washerwomen hailed us laughingly; and the noise of
trees and water made an
accompaniment to our dozing thoughts, as we
fleeted down the stream.
The great
volume, the indefatigable purpose of the river, held the
mind in chain. It seemed now so sure of its end, so strong and
easy in its gait, like a grown man full of
determination. The surf
was roaring for it on the sands of Havre.
For my own part, slipping along this moving
thoroughfare in my
fiddle-case of a canoe, I also was
beginning to grow aweary for my
ocean. To the civilised man, there must come, sooner or later, a
desire for civilisation. I was weary of dipping the
paddle; I was
weary of living on the skirts of life; I wished to be in the thick
of it once more; I wished to get to work; I wished to meet people
who understood my own speech, and could meet with me on equal
terms, as a man, and no longer as a curiosity.
And so a letter at Pontoise
decided us, and we drew up our keels
for the last time out of that river of Oise that had faithfully
piloted them, through rain and
sunshine, for so long. For so many
miles had this fleet and footless beast of burthen charioted our
fortunes, that we turned our back upon it with a sense of
separation. We had made a long detour out of the world, but now we
were back in the familiar places, where life itself makes all the
running, and we are carried to meet adventure without a stroke of
the
paddle. Now we were to return, like the voyager in the play,
and see what rearrangements fortune had perfected the while in our
surroundings; what surprises stood ready made for us at home; and
whither and how far the world had voyaged in our
absence. You may
paddle all day long; but it is when you come back at
nightfall, and
look in at the familiar room, that you find Love or Death awaiting
you beside the stove; and the most beautiful adventures are not
those we go to seek.
End