coast close on one hand, and sudden death on the other. For all
the space we steamed through that Sunday evening must now be one
great minefield, sown
thickly with the seeds of hate; while
submarines steal out to sea, over the very spot perhaps where the
insect-dinghy put a pilot on board of us with so much fussy
importance. Mines; Submarines. The last word in sea-warfare!
Progress--impressively disclosed by this war.
There have been other wars! Wars not
inferior in the
greatness of
the stake and in the
fierceanimosity of feelings. During that one
which was finished a hundred years ago it happened that while the
English Fleet was keeping watch on Brest, an American, perhaps
Fulton himself, offered to the Maritime Prefect of the port and to
the French Admiral, an
invention which would sink all the
unsuspecting English ships one after another--or, at any rate most
of them. The offer was not even taken into
consideration; and the
Prefect ends his report to the Minister in Paris with a fine phrase
of
indignation: "It is not the sort of death one would deal to
brave men."
And behold, before history had time to hatch another war of the
like proportions in the
intensity of aroused passions and the
greatness of issues, the dead flavour of archaism descended on the
manly
sentiment of those self-denying words. Mankind has been
demoralised since by its own
mastery of
mechanical appliances. Its
spirit is
apparently so weak now, and its flesh has grown so
strong, that it will face any
deadlyhorror of
destruction and
cannot
resist the
temptation to use any stealthy, murderous
contrivance. It has become the intoxicated slave of its own
detestable
ingenuity. It is true, too, that since the Napoleonic
time another sort of war-doctrine has been inculcated in a nation,
and held out to the world.
IV
On this journey of ours, which for me was
essentially not a
progress, but a retracing of footsteps on the road of life, I had
no beacons to look for in Germany. I had never lingered in that
land which, on the whole, is so singularly
barren of memorable
manifestations of
generous sympathies and magnanimous impulses. An
ineradicable, invincible, provincialism of envy and
vanity clings
to the forms of its thought like a frowsy
garment. Even while yet
very young I turned my eyes away from it
instinctively as from a
threatening
phantom. I believe that children and dogs have, in
their
innocence, a special power of
perception as far as spectral
apparitions and coming misfortunes are
concerned.
I let myself be carried through Germany as if it were pure space,
without sights, without sounds. No whispers of the war reached my
voluntary abstraction. And perhaps not so very
voluntary after
all! Each of us is a
fascinatingspectacle to himself, and I had
to watch my own
personality returning from another world, as it
were, to revisit the glimpses of old moons. Considering the
condition of
humanity, I am, perhaps, not so much to blame for
giving myself up to that
occupation. We prize the
sensation of our
continuity, and we can only
capture it in that way. By watching.
We arrived in Cracow late at night. After a scrambly supper, I
said to my
eldest boy, "I can't go to bed. I am going out for a
look round. Coming?"
He was ready enough. For him, all this was part of the interesting
adventure of the whole journey. We stepped out of the
portal of
the hotel into an empty street, very silent and bright with
moonlight. I was, indeed, revisiting the glimpses of the moon. I
felt so much like a ghost that the discovery that I could remember
such material things as the right turn to take and the general
direction of the street gave me a moment of
wistful surprise.
The street, straight and narrow, ran into the great Market Square
of the town, the centre of its affairs and of the lighter side of
its life. We could see at the far end of the street a promising
widening of space. At the corner an unassuming (but armed)
policeman, wearing ceremoniously at
midnight a pair of white gloves
which made his big hands
extremelynoticeable, turned his head to
look at the grizzled
foreignerholding forth in a strange tongue to
a youth on whose arm he leaned.
The Square,
immense in its
solitude, was full to the brim of
moonlight. The
garland of lights at the foot of the houses seemed
to burn at the bottom of a bluish pool. I noticed with infinite
satisfaction that the unnecessary trees the Municipality insisted
upon sticking between the stones had been
steadily refusing to
grow. They were not a bit bigger than the poor victims I could
remember. Also, the
paving operations seemed to be exactly at the
same point at which I left them forty years before. There were the
dull, torn-up patches on that bright
expanse, the piles of
pavingmaterial looking ominously black, like heads of rocks on a
silverysea. Who was it that said that Time works wonders? What an
exploded superstition! As far as these trees and these
pavingstones were
concerned, it had worked nothing. The
suspicion of the
unchangeableness of things already
vaguely suggested to my senses
by our rapid drive from the railway station was agreeably
strengthened within me.
"We are now on the line A.B.," I said to my
companion, importantly.
It was the name bestowed in my time on one of the sides of the
Square by the
senior students of that town of
classical learning
and
historical relics. The common citizens knew nothing of it,
and, even if they had, would not have dreamed of
taking it
seriously. He who used it was of the initiated, belonged to the
Schools. We youngsters regarded that name as a fine jest, the
invention of a most excellent fancy. Even as I uttered it to my
boy I
experienced again that sense of my
privileged initiation.
And then,
happening to look up at the wall, I saw in the light of
the corner lamp, a white, cast-iron
tablet fixed thereon, bearing
an
inscription in raised black letters, thus: "Line A.B."
Heavens! The name had been adopted officially! Any town urchin,
any guttersnipe, any herb-selling woman of the market-place, any
wandering Boeotian, was free to talk of the line A.B., to walk on
the line A.B., to
appoint to meet his friends on the line A.B. It
had become a mere name in a directory. I was stunned by the
extreme mutability of things. Time could work wonders, and no
mistake. A Municipality had
stolen an
invention of excellent
fancy, and a fine jest had turned into a
horrid piece of cast-iron.
I proposed that we should walk to the other end of the line, using
the profaned name, not only without gusto, but with positive
distaste. And this, too, was one of the wonders of Time, for a
bare minute had worked that change. There was at the end of the
line a certain street I wanted to look at, I explained to my
companion.
To our right the
unequalmassive towers of St. Mary's Church soared
aloft into the
etherealradiance of the air, very black on their
shaded sides, glowing with a soft phosphorescent sheen on the
others. In the distance the Florian Gate, thick and squat under
its
pointed roof, barred the street with the square shoulders of
the old city wall. In the narrow,
brilliantly pale vista of bluish
flagstones and
silvery fronts of houses, its black archway stood
out small and very distinct.
There was not a soul in sight, and not even the echo of a footstep
for our ears. Into this
coldly illuminated and dumb emptiness
there issued out of my aroused memory, a small boy of eleven,
wending his way, not very fast, to a
preparatory school for day-
pupils on the second floor of the third house down from the Florian
Gate. It was in the winter months of 1868. At eight o'clock of
every morning that God made, sleet or shine, I walked up Florian
Street. But of that, my first school, I remember very little. I
believe that one of my co-sufferers there has become a much
appreciated editor of
historical documents. But I didn't suffer
much from the various imperfections of my first school. I was
rather
indifferent to school troubles. I had a private gnawing
worm of my own. This was the time of my father's last illness.
Every evening at seven, turning my back on the Florian Gate, I
walked all the way to a big old house in a quiet narrow street a
good distance beyond the Great Square. There, in a large drawing-
room, panelled and bare, with heavy cornices and a lofty ceiling,
in a little oasis of light made by two candles in a desert of dusk,
I sat at a little table to worry and ink myself all over till the
task of my
preparation was done. The table of my toil faced a tall
white door, which was kept closed; now and then it would come ajar