somewhat trying.
It was this friend who, one morning at breakfast, informed me of
the murder of the Archduke Ferdinand.
The
impression was mediocre. I was
barely aware that such a man
existed. I remembered only that not long before he had visited
London. The
recollection was rather of a cloud of insignificant
printed words his presence in this country provoked.
Various opinions had been expressed of him, but his
importance was
Archducal, dynastic,
purelyaccidental. Can there be in the world
of real men anything more
shadowy than an Archduke? And now he was
no more; removed with an atrocity of circumstances which made one
more
sensible of his
humanity than when he was in life. I
connected that crime with Balkanic plots and aspirations so little
that I had
actually to ask where it had happened. My friend told
me it was in Serajevo, and wondered what would be the consequences
of that grave event. He asked me what I thought would happen next.
It was with perfect
sincerity that I answered "Nothing," and having
a great repugnance to consider murder as a
factor of
politics, I
dismissed the subject. It fitted with my ethical sense that an act
cruel and
absurd should be also
useless. I had also the
vision of
a crowd of
shadowy Archdukes in the
background, out of which one
would step forward to take the place of that dead man in the light
of the European stage. And then, to speak the whole truth, there
was no man
capable of forming a judgment who attended so little to
the march of events as I did at that time. What for want of a more
definite term I must call my mind was fixed upon my own affairs,
not because they were in a bad
posture, but because of their
fascinating holiday-promising
aspect. I had been obtaining my
information as to Europe at second hand, from friends good enough
to come down now and then to see us. They arrived with their
pockets full of crumpled newspapers, and answered my queries
casually, with gentle smiles of scepticism as to the
reality of my
interest. And yet I was not
indifferent; but the
tension in the
Balkans had become
chronic after the acute
crisis, and one could
not help being less
conscious of it. It had wearied out one's
attention. Who could have guessed that on that wild stage we had
just been looking at a
miniaturerehearsal of the great world-
drama, the reduced model of the very passions and violences of what
the future held in store for the Powers of the Old World? Here and
there, perhaps, rare minds had a
suspicion of that possibility,
while they watched Old Europe stage-managing fussily by means of
notes and conferences, the
propheticreproduction of its awaiting
fate. It was
wonderfully exact in the spirit; same roar of guns,
same protestations of
superiority, same words in the air; race,
liberation, justice--and the same mood of
trivial demonstrations.
One could not take to-day a ticket for Petersburg. "You mean
Petrograd," would say the booking clerk. Shortly after the fall of
Adrianople a friend of mine passing through Sophia asked for some
CAFE TURC at the end of his lunch.
" Monsieur veut dire Cafe balkanique," the
patriotic waiter
corrected him austerely.
I will not say that I had not observed something of that
instructive
aspect of the war of the Balkans both in its first and
in its second phase. But those with whom I touched upon that
vision were pleased to see in it the evidence of my alarmist
cynicism. As to alarm, I
pointed out that fear is natural to man,
and even salutary. It has done as much as courage for the
preservation of races and institutions. But from a
charge of
cynicism I have always shrunk
instinctively. It is like a
chargeof being blind in one eye, a moral disablement, a sort of
disgraceful
calamity that must he carried off with a jaunty
bearing--a sort of thing I am not
capable of. Rather than be
thought a mere jaunty
cripple I allowed myself to be blinded by the
gross obviousness of the usual
arguments. It was
pointed out to me
that these Eastern nations were not far removed from a savage
state. Their
economics were yet at the stage of scratching the
earth and feeding the pigs. The highly-developed material
civilisation of Europe could not allow itself to be disturbed by a
war. The industry and the
finance could not allow themselves to be
disorganised by the ambitions of an idle class, or even the
aspirations,
whatever they might be, of the masses.
Very plausible all this sounded. War does not pay. There had been
a book written on that theme--an attempt to put pacificism on a
material basis. Nothing more solid in the way of
argument could
have been
advanced on this trading and manufacturing globe. War
was "bad business!" This was final.
But, truth to say, on this July day I reflected but little on the
condition of the civilised world. Whatever
sinister passions were
heaving under its splendid and
complex surface, I was too agitated
by a simple and
innocent desire of my own, to notice the signs or
interpret them
correctly. The most
innocent of passions will take
the edge off one's judgment. The desire which possessed me was
simply the desire to travel. And that being so it would have taken
something very plain in the way of symptoms to shake my simple
trust in the
stability of things on the Continent. My sentiment
and not my reason was engaged there. My eyes were turned to the
past, not to the future; the past that one cannot
suspect and
mistrust, the
shadowy and unquestionable moral possession the
darkest struggles of which wear a halo of glory and peace.
In the
preceding month of May we had received an
invitation to
spend some weeks in Poland in a country house in the neighbourhood
of Cracow, but within the Russian
frontier. The
enterprise at
first seemed to me
considerable. Since leaving the sea, to which I
have been
faithful for so many years, I have discovered that there
is in my
composition very little stuff from which travellers are
made. I
confess that my first
impulse about a
projected journey is
to leave it alone. But the
invitation received at first with a
sort of
dismay ended by rousing the dormant
energy of my feelings.
Cracow is the town where I spent with my father the last eighteen
months of his life. It was in that old royal and academical city
that I ceased to be a child, became a boy, had known the
friendships, the admirations, the thoughts and the indignations of
that age. It was within those
historical walls that I began to
understand things, form affections, lay up a store of memories and
a fund of sensations with which I was to break
violently by
throwing myself into an unrelated
existence. It was like the
experience of another world. The wings of time made a great dusk
over all this, and I feared at first that if I ventured
bodily in
there I would discover that I who have had to do with a good many
imaginary lives have been embracing mere shadows in my youth. I
feared. But fear in itself may become a
fascination. Men have
gone, alone and trembling, into graveyards at midnight--just to see
what would happen. And this adventure was to be pursued in
sunshine. Neither would it be pursued alone. The
invitation was
extended to us all. This journey would have something of a
migratory
character, the
invasion of a tribe. My present, all that
gave solidity and value to it, at any rate, would stand by me in
this test of the
reality of my past. I was pleased with the idea
of showing my companions what Polish country life was like; to
visit the town where I was at school before the boys by my side
should grow too old, and gaining an individual past of their own,
should lose their unsophisticated interest in mine. It is only in
the short instants of early youth that we have the
faculty of
coming out of ourselves to see dimly the
visions and share the
emotions of another soul. For youth all is
reality in this world,
and with justice, since it apprehends so
vividly its images behind
which a longer life makes one doubt whether there is any substance.
I trusted to the fresh receptivity of these young beings in whom,
unless Heredity is an empty word, there should have been a fibre
which would answer to the sight, to the
atmosphere, to the memories
of that corner of the earth where my own
boyhood had received its
earliest independent
impressions.
The first days of the third week in July, while the
telegraph wires
hummed with the words of
enormousimport which were to fill blue
books, yellow books, white books, and to
arouse the wonder of
mankind, passed for us in light-hearted preparations for the
journey. What was it but just a rush through Germany, to get
across as quickly as possible?
Germany is the part of the earth's solid surface of which I know
the least. In all my life I had been across it only twice. I may
well say of it VIDI TANTUM; and the very little I saw was through
the window of a railway
carriage at express speed. Those journeys